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2005-01-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS.

NEVER LET ME GO.

I WANNA SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU.

NOW THAT YOU'RE NEAR,

EVERYTHING'S SO DIFFERENT.

I KNOW IM NOT THE SAME.

MY LIFE IS CHANGED.

I WANNA BE WITH YOU,

i wanna be with you. (:

WEE!! people..!! this is my last postt. sobsob. i will miss my blog.. =((((( sad ssiiia lol.

ohwell.. just fiinished my tuition. MY BRAIN IS EXPLODING. trust me, it was about to explode.. hahaa. i was haviin this damn headache. OHMANNn.. heh.

wenttaa church on saturdayy. the service was GREAT mann.. they sang two hillsongs.. supaa nice.. weee! loll. im gonnaa join chilldren ministry!!!!!! i love them!! lol. thot of buying a hillsong album.. but.. $$ sia. lol. =Xxx

ytdd wentta st.joseph. to clear up some stuff.. wellwellwell. im gonnaaa miss st.joseph.. =)) the wonderful peoplllee there. weeee.. you rooock.

aftta that wentaa meet jinsheng ferr lunch.. HAHaa. LAMOORR LAAA HE!!! lol. his so frickin lame.. and funny.. lol. crazzzyy. i wanted to borrow book from library.. den.. stupidd! the machine was like, YOU'VE GOT OUTSTANDING TRANSACTIONS. hahaa. i was likee.. arghh. so i asked jinsheng to lend me his.. and.. he oso have fines. WAHHLAOOO. lol =Xx idioticc sia. den.. no choice lorhh. never borrow.. go makan makan.. den go buy present for nadia! today her bdaee!!! CUTTIIEEE girl! lol =Xx haha.. den we just talk talkkk.. lol. funnyy guy..

im sorryy for scolding you.. i dun wanna hate you. realiee.. but whenever you keep buaya-ing to me.. i REALIE BUAY TAHAN SIA!!!! until now, until today.. 10/01/05. you ACTUALI think that I, CHERYL BOK HUI FANG still have feelings for you? bhb.. BHB!!! you told me 'nothing is impossible' for 3 times. THREEtimes. i KNOW, nothing is impossible.. but it dosent work in our situation.. you keep saying sorry. sorry. sorry. SORRY. yes, i noe. sorry.. i forgiven you already. but forgiving you dosent mean i nida patch with you, right? okay, if i realie do love you now.. i would've already been soft-hearted and patch with you.. BUT, the fact is i DONT. i WONT. i WILL NEVER. dont you see the logic? oHMAN. im sorrry i got so pissed at you. but.. you're reaalie irritating me like SIAO. even jinsheng said you're desperate.. even peopple in MY class.. thinks that you're some.. failure.. i oso dun like them to say that. but.. can you please wake up?! or you wan people to keep discriminating you? your mum is frickin GOOD la okay. and youu're not even giving the proper respect to her.. wakeUP.. WAKEUP?!?! do anyone know how to wake him up?!?! i scold until i... wah laooooooooooooooo EH.

ANYYYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. im not in the position to judge how fillial he is ornot, but.. one thing i am very sure of, never ever will we EVER patch.

i've better things to do.. than to quarrel with you.. i never reply.. you keep smsing.. i reply.. you ASK ME SAME QUESTION.. WAHHHPIIANGGGG!!!! irritating can? even amos oso not so irritating. lol.

watevaaaaaaaaaaaaa. im gonna change number liaos anywayy.. so. forget it.
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people, love you so muchh.. =D hehee. live life to da fullest.. all the best to you peoopplee! frensOwaes!

i'll continue to dwell in God, and praying for all of you here! wee! tkcare!
biatches regins! =D muackkks.

2005-01-08T10:28:00.000+08:00

hiiiiii :)

well.. closing my blog soon.. tmr i guess. =D no choicee.. gottaa prevent myself from coming onlinee.. need to brush up my work. hais. sad right? lol..

so much can happen within one night.. ONE night. so much.. all the commotions.. the crying.. the emotional breakdowns.. the anger.. the agony.. the agitation.. the sadness.. the stress.. i realie wonderr how can all this happen.. slowly one by one.. they just cry.. wat is this? its onlii the first day.. and there they are giving up.. me tryin so hard to perk the sec1s up by teaching them songs.. and there the facs are, crying, complaining.. im NOT even suppose to take the fricking mike.. but i took it. jasmin was sooo busy. joel too. yihui too.. but, who even cared to do something to occupy the sec1s? they were just sitting down listlessly.. haiis. ask you all to cheer, den give me restless cheers. youu people gotta learn.. realie. its suchaa difficult batch.. but, a VERY strong batch. VERY strong. it has to keep goingg.. and why give up when you haven even succeed? hope today is gonnaa be a better day for them.. realie realie praying for them.. see them like tat.. realie headache sia. BIG headache..

his a guy we all are concerned about.. realie concern. but time and time agaain you let us down.. disappoint us.. dont think we dunno wats going on, we know. and you caused this problem.. and we're bearing the consequences.. he gave me the stupidd job, together with hoon, kel and ping. you think we like that? i tell you, i hate it. whenever i noe i've to LIE.. i hate it. i've to lie not onli for you.. i've to lie for so many people to cover up for all the faults you've done. but you took it for granted.. and yesterday night. FINALLY. it happened.. and you learnt your lesson.. i've no options.. my emotions just rundown. and i just burst into tears.. whenever i think on how close we were before.. and how MUCH you've changed now.. not onli YOU.. but you influenced the others too.. who were the BEST leaders of our school. we've lost them.. now i've to chair the DAMN stupid committee.. i blame you, i realie do. it hurts me to blame you.. it hurts so much.. but.. you caused it. it was you. wat you said, you never meant it. you promised me HOW many times you'll change.. even in camp.. you cried infront of all of us.. i realie thought that FINALLY you wake up and is willing to change.. but.. no.. your attitude is still the same.. you owaes break your promises..

yesterday night.. is gonna be the last time you promise me.. and please fulfill it.. its very hard to lie you know that? one here and one there.. den one dun wan.. den one wan.. WAT YOU WAN ME TO DO?!?! put me in sucha difficult spot.. wateva teachers scold, or reprimand.. just tolerate la. tolerate awhile will die arh?

but.. at least.. wat you did and say last night.. realie made me glad.. i hope this time it is for real.. and you'll fulfill it. everyone witnessed it.. hoon.. kai.. boon.. ms yeo.. everyone. sng even said zero communication with you.. when i heard that. i was like.. WAT THE? not onli me.. everyone is stressed over your matter.

you caused it, you end it. this time, im gonna believe you. and hope you wont let all of us down. 'll be praying for you. (:

MUAHAHHAA.. actuuali. wat happened ytd.. was good la. in a way laa.. at least.. things are getting better now.. =D hoon, dun brood over it. kai, dun feel guilty for it. DONT worry, things will get better.. cause im praying for it. i trust God.

llaaa. later going to churchh!! lol. but got course firstt.. siiiiiiiiiaaaaaaannnnzzz.

heheeee.. ohhweeeelll. wat has happened, has happened.. i've to come up with the frickin proposal.. and make sure 5 of them change. HOW LAME IS THAT?!?! lol. im not even their nai ma lorhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =X heh.

seeyaaaaa peopleee! =D wee.

__* im willing to sacrifice.
][/fulfillmine, Lord.

2005-01-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOO

its fridayyy

ITS FRIDAYYYYY

FRIIIIDAYYYYYYYYYYY! lol

lol lol. been looking forward to this dayy!! ohman. lol. =X =X =X =X =X =X =X sat!! tmr is SAT!! go church!! haiya. but bfore that still got course. BLEAHHHHH. lol. NVMM!!! can go church good liaoooooooo. heh heh

ytd wentaa meet my mama at orchard.. i REALIEEE buay tahan.. must distress. lol. wenttaa far east. shoppingg. lol. tats the onli method. spent 104bucks. WAHH *__* i oso din noe we spent so muchh. lol.. the clothes nice mah. =X hehe. so now feeling muchhhhhhh betterrr.

and he called me! lol. ytd night.. but.. sad sia. was just BESIDE my mum.. ver difficult to talk.. so he gave me miss call. =( hehe. lol.. but nvmm.. got sms a lil. hehe. =XXxx haaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiyayayayaaaa. his stressed up. everyone is SOO stressed.. nat oso. sad hoh? must go powerhouse liaoo.. lol.

going to campsite nowww.. ITS FRIDAYY!! a day to RELLAXX. lol. wait until sat&sun den do the STUPIDD HOMEWORK. how many i have arh. let me see.. 5? wateva. who cares. its FRIDAY!! lol.

SEEEEEEYYAAA PEOPLEEEEE!!

everlastingLOVE

% im glad you understand. *
%% Man does not live by bread alone, but by every Word that proceeds from the mouth of God.

2005-01-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

heyheyyyyy..

simply tiredd.. very very very tired.. lessons until 330 agaaain. when everyone goes back at 2.. and there you are in class until 330.. wahhh. heart pain man.. hahaa. lol.. no choice.. nida sacrifice.. ARGHHHHH!! REN!!!!!! lol.

i dun haf much time left until the o's. if my math's aint gonnaa improve.. im D E A D. stresseddddd siaaaaaa. first week super stress liao.. haais. realie realie tired. as in.. realie tired lorh.. not that kinda sleepy tired.. it feels like your soul is dehydrating. hahaa.. am i exaggerating? but.. its realie THAT tiring as i described.. lol. not onli me.. everyone is tired.. sad sia.. =(

luckily today thursday LIAO!!! hahaaaa.. tmmrr fri. den sat!!! lol. go city harvest.. its the best place to find peace.. everytime.. no matter how tired i am.. go there.. step inside.. den not tired liaos.. hahaa.. =X this one not exaggerating.. is real one.. hahaa.. lol.

lessons were alrite.. just that.. realie tired lorh.. hahaa. how many times 've i repeated that? lol.

ytd wenta sec1 orientation camp's campsite. FRICKIN NICE CAAN?!?!?!?!?!? like chalet like that lorh pleaseeee. so NICE.. idiottic. lol.. and.. the camp is verrryy well-planned. :) the sec1s veryyy CUUTTE!!! hahaaa. =X went with jas.. ping.. boon.. amos.. hoon.. kel.. guang.. cheng and some others. hahaaa.. boon was.. lol.. cant stand him. weiguang was like.. hahahaa.. =X please lorh. even weiguang was laughing at him.. how can i dun find him funny? hahaa.. boon's a retard!!! hahaaa.. =X lol.

i think i've had enough of you.. realie enough. if you realie wanna show attitude.. go somewhere else.. you asked me that and expect me to say OKAY to you?! how? how you tell me..? the chance was not cherished.. and once over, never agaain. everytime you say or do something wrong, you say sorry to me.. say you will change.. keep apologizing.. but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. time and time again i keep saying.. never mind, forget it. and NOW, i realie mean it, never mind, FORGET IT. not gonna care. anyway.. 've owaes taken you as a fren.. so.. blah.

the more you say those things.. the more i find you.. .. .. got no words to describe.. you actualli think that I FORCED myself to forget you? ohman.. faith? wat right do you've to talk about faith? or even fate? ask you wat ya wanna do after o's. you give me CRAP answerr.. with so much stress now.. and you coming into pestering me AGAIN. dun blame me if i blow up at youu..

tiredd.

tiredddd.

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tired.

after saturday's service.. things will be better.. :) FASTERRR COME LAAA SATURDAAAAYYYYYYYYY. bleahs. :X
gonna pray.. gonna go powerhouse and pray.. i need the strength from God. realie need it.. tkcareee people!! =DDD muacks.

____________ theres still a road. that i've to finish. [ i will ]
< < ` YOURE THE REASON I LIVE __ *

2005-01-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

IM SUPER TIRED

- woke up at 545. it was RAINING. cold like crazy..
- reached school at 645. still COLD.
- my class is first level!! ahahhahaha. =X song. no need to climb stairs liaoo.
- mdm howe R O C K s !
- mr wee is supa troublesome.. ohman. lol but is a good teacher laa.
- same cheena class as boonhoe. hahaa.. lAAMORR.
- viewed the cca booths.. fwaah. not bad siiiiiaaaa.. ahhaa.
- had lessons until 0330. like is like SUPER TIRING. NOW MY TIMETABLE REALIE IS BAD. everything is so cramped up.
- from wednesday onwards, school starts at 8am!! haahhaha. frickiin HAPPPPPYY!! weeee. and his school starts at 815. still can meet him.. at least. hahaaa.. =X
- have ALOT of things to do.. classADMIn. prefects' havin a NEW system.. which is equals to.. MORE WORK. i've to like frickin retype the whole thingg.. and the stupppid minutes. and the new system takes up so much of our time?!? like. ERHHH. argh. hopfully can STEP DOWNN!!! argh.
- saw chonghoe&cunlai. seehh.. they go jc sia!! lol. so coollllll.. i must get in i must get in i must get in. argh.
- studying time noww.. no time to play. have to do well.

HAVE TO.

tataa seeYA peeeople.

[ him: i will be there. ]
[ her: i will be there, too. ]

2005-01-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

ohman. why am i bloggin so many times today? lol.. awwman. suffering from a stomachache now. sadded. lol..

actualli on the day when i dreamt of you.. alrady felt it.. ytd.. was OBVIOUS wat we were trying to do.. SO OBVIOUS. i din expect an sms from youu.. but.. hahaa.. you sent me a weird sms. and.. true, i understand. even if he din talked about it.. i can sense it myself.. i may not noe why she had asked you bout that.. im glad you told her.. and im glad i can sense it from him too. it is something we've to heed. we HAVE to. and of cause.. i understand his thoughts. well. its the devil's temptation.. im so glad God warned me in time.. im so glad you understand.. you're the most understanding, most caring, most thoughtful, sweeetest, truthful person i've EVER met. IM SO GLAD. =D both of us, din noe that it was devil's work. we almost fall into it.. ALMOST. im real glad you smsed me.. and we both understood each other.. maybe we could wait till we're older. cause wat i need now, is only God&revival. =)

reaalie hope you're reading this.. cause no one else can understand wat im talking about except for you..

hey people, theres a fruit called jumbo which taste fricking nice.. EAT IT! lol.

2005-01-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

ARRHH!! and of cause.. i forgot to say thanks to..

hoon. muacks. i love you girl.. throughout this year so much has happened.. and you've owaes been there.. hahaa.. althou you SUPER evil.. but.. you're still nice laa. =D hehe.. you've realie grown up my dearr.. thru all the endless difficulties.. you still stand strong.. and im glad you are still going strong.. dun forget wat i told you.. take good care of your health okay? study hard, remember, STUDY HARD! i love youuuuuu. [althou this is a SUPEr short message, but i think we've a understanding.. haha. telepathy. =D ]

rene. ohmann.. hahaa.. so long no see you lerr.. this hols you keep working&working.. haiyyoo. lata you spoil your health arh.. lol. known you ferr so lonnngg ler.. luckily we're still frens.. althou now we not with huiteng they all ler.. but the frenship we've still maintained.. thanks for being a LAMMERRRR with me.. hahaa.. and all the $$ i owe you.. hahaa. i will slowly pay back de.. thanks for helping me with my chinese.. if it wasnt for your constant blabbering of CHINESE.. i wouldnt have improved.. =D muacks!! loveeYYA!!!! single life ROCKS. rememberr! OHYA.. haha.. and whenever you see him, must SMILE. and BE NICE. =X hahaa.. OXYGEN. lol. his in the past ler.. so you dont need hate him ler laaa. muuacks. you should noe.. =D -common understanding- lol.

ling. =DDD my dearrr girl.. sorry.. owaes never turn up at bball court.. 've been realie busy these weeks.. or should i say these TWO WHOLE months?! lol.. realie miss playing bball with you all.. but.. i've to put God first. =D known you for sooo long lerr.. you're just like hoon.. grown up ler.. hahaa. why do i sound like a mum? =X well.. dun think so much.. every single problem you told me, i still remember.. no one is alone in this world. no one is useless in this world.. is whether you wanna make yourself worth living on earth.. im owaes praying for all of you. :) so dun ever give up! dun ever ever give up! tkcare of your health.. esp your stomach worr! hehee.. studyyhardhard okayy. JIAyou! i looVE YOU!

kai. kaikaikai.. cutie. hahaa.. sorry for pinching your face all the time.. muuacks. sorry for not going to the countdown.. realie am sorry. wasnt feeling well that day.. so din wanna squeeze in the crowd.. =D but i know you enjoyed yourself.. right? hahaa.. got SYLVESTER WAT!! lol. well.. i noe you've been thru so much.. and.. i noe you get realie fustrated and tired at times.. but.. kaii.. dun ever ever give up.. i noe, your dad is intolerable.. he is frickkin irriating.. and being so unreasonable. but, your dad, is still your dad.. tolerate. tolerate. tolerate. learn to forgive.. dun hate.. dun ever hate.. i noe you are pricked badly by the needle, and the wound is there.. but, wounds will heal. right? have you ever seen a wound not healing? so wat if theres a scar? if you just overlook the scar, it will be completely healed. it depends on you. its all you, you and you.. owaes, relax.. and think. pray. pray hard.. God has answered SO MANY of my prayers, i believe he will answer yours too.. all these you're going thru, are obstacles on life.. God created you. he KNOWS what will happen in your life. but why isnt he making your life filled with happiness? cause he wants you to overcome the wall infront of you instead of just staring at it.. he wants you to CLIMB over the wall, on your own.. pray. pray FAITHFULLY. dearest girl, you're a christian too.. i noe you get wat i mean. dun focus on the problem, focus on God. dun face the problem, face God. cause he has a wonderful plan for you.. ups and downs in life, you've to overcome them.. seek and ye shall find, knock and he shall open, ask and you shall receive. =D im definitely still praying for you.. so if im not giving up, the more you shouldnt give up.. althou im not as close as hui like is to you, but i noe.. you're hurt, deep down. get over the hurt, lead life to the fullest! 2005! its a NEW year! make it the BEST! okay? tolerate, pray, believe that ONE day, God will reaveal his wonderful plan for you. dun hate him, anymore. =D muackks!!!!! and you still got US! this year o-lvl. study hard girl! STUDY HARD! hope you'll get wat i mean.. from the deepest depth of my heart, i love you. =D so does God.

hui. huihuihui! lol chioBU! lol. =)) darling girl. take good care of yourself lehh.. you hoh. owaes climb there climb here.. like monkey siaa!! lol. =X remember wor.. to study hard.. known you for 3 years ler.. althou onli last year i got to REALIE noe you.. but, you are one girl that i reallie love! =D you are SO frickkin CUTE! hahaaa.. =X lol. you're still 'pure'. so remain 'pure'. its the best to be 'pure'. hahaa.. i think you understand wat i mean. =D take good care of urself.. EAT MORE ARHH!! so skinny!!!!! lol.. i noe you love dancing, go pursue your dream. realiee. if you've to go La Salle, go! your passion towards dancing is so strong.. its a gift from God! he gave you this talent.. right? work towards your dream wooorr.. muackks. your reaalie a great girl. realie, you are great. continue to be CUTE! and BUBBLY! muuackS! i LLOVE YOUU!!.. God bless you.

miao. MIAOO! my hugging partner.. heheee. muacks.. you're so frickiin cute can?! lol. ANYWAYS. hehee.. you and my erzi very long lerr HOH. realie hope you two will last long woor.. haha.. but remember wor, dun neglect your studies.. erzi oso.. tell him to study hard!! your chemistry worh.. must improve!! hahaa.. i may not talk or meet you often.. but.. please know that you're not forgotten.. and is owaes there in my heart.. whenever i pray, i owaes pray for your safety.. hahaa.. i dunno why also. =X lol.. wells, i hope you enjoyed yourself in indoor stadium.. so glad you came!! and received salvation! lol. realie hope you'll still come.. and.. tkcare okay? STUDYY HARRDD!! jiaYOUUUU! i LLLOVVEE youu! hehe.

sherrill&yihui. sadded. they got no blogs.. will write a note to them.. =DD girls thanks so much for all.. realie. the bond, the trust, the understanding is there.. althou we dont meet.. there is STILL this.. bond. haha.. i dunno why. althou this hols i haven seen much of you all.. i'll think bout you all before i sleep.. HAHa. dun worri. im not a LESBIAN. [or am i?! lol.] =X but, realie. thanks alot.. for all the joys you all given me.. you all gave me the groove.. to be happy. =D i was very hurt in the past.. by alot of things. but afta knowing you girls, my life's great, just great. realie. muacks. LOVEE YOU ALL!

thanks clemmy, for being there. althou i've been busy.. you're still in my prayers.. =D [you noe wat i mean]

and everyone else, hahaa.. you are sooooo CUTE!! lol. i dunno why.. but i realise all my frens are SOO CUTE!! lol.. =X continue to be cute! and stay happy.. live life to the fullest. God bless!

thank my church too.. AND EVERYONE THERE! nat.. jinsheng.. shenghong.. sebas.. peishan.. &everyone! made my life so AWESOME! esp children church.. the kids were SOO CUTTE!! althou i was like damn tired larh. after taking care of them.. but. ahaa. they're CUTE!

and. the one most important perrrrsonnnnnn isssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. hahaa.. someone. i'll talk to him myself..

hmm.. may be closing my blog soon.. cause.. blahblahblah. sooooooo.. MUAHHAa. =X lol. i still love you peeeople la. dun cry okay. loveyaa.

2005-01-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

2005.

it will be the best year. (:

haPPYNEWYEARR everyone! lol.

weee.. friday was fun. saturday was MORE FUN. lol =X celebrated newyear with nat.. jinsheng and shenghong.. wasnt feeling very well that day.. so.. din go countdown. =( BUT. celebrating with them oso veryyy funnnn.. hahaa.. they're so cute! lol.

so much has happened.. haha.. why am i saying that all the time? cause.. realie so much has happened.. =)) so much.

schools REOPENING!!!! WEE!! lol. i love school. im a guai kia.

anyway. 2005 is gonna rock.. LOVEya people!

2004-12-30T11:05:00.000+08:00

HI!! ohman.

lol haven blogged in a looonnggggg time.. ohwell. hahaaa..

christmas was great. it was great&great&great. i celebrated christmas eve wibb my cell group.. and. hahaa.. everyone was sooooo cute.. lol. but.. alot of things happened thou.. got good things.. got bad things.. wahahaa.. so much has happened.. so so so much.. cant type out here la.. lol.. its like so much stuff.. lol..

wee.. hope my girls like the presents.. althou its simple.. =D

you giving me attitude? wasnt like i dun wanna reply you orwat.. its like my BATT LOW LOR. wah piiang. esplanade? hahaa.. you ordered me to go esplanade? wateva. you're not my bf.. so i dun see the NEED.

ARGH!!! lol. i m SO pissed at him.. i cant stand his lies. i realie cant stand it.. so NOW you admit that you're a flirt? FINALLY. deep down.. im realie feeling bad to say all those bad things to you.. but.. if i dun say them.. you'll never learn your lessons.. PATCH IS NOT IN MY DICTIONARYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.. just go away with your results. and just go.. forever and EVER.

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talked to him ytd.. hahaa. chatted about everythingg.. for 3 hrs.. ohman. lol.. funny guy.. 2004 is ending.. ohman. this is the BEST year i've ever had. :)

so much things 've happened.. but.. it happened for a reason.. of cause.. my biatches. are the wonderful people i've ever met this year.. and, city harvest. i joined this fabulous place this year.. and i'll never regret it.. being with the cell group members.. is.. realie a blessing. they're so nice.. so caring.. and.. ohman. they realie made me cry.. lol. i was so touched that day.. during christmas eve.. they were so sweettt.. i'll never never forget tat night. =)

althouu this year is kinda annoying thou.. due to some.. people. hahaa.. but.. forget it. his goingg to graduate FINALLY anyway.. so.. =) haha. im so evil.. this year's great oso.. cause.. so many misunderstandings were cleared.. hahaa.. esp with cin.. and of cause.. misunderstandings with him.. its all OVER!!! ahhaaa. thinkinn about it makes me glad. =D

and.. i'll continue living in the presence of God.. and being with my darlings..

im kindaa sad.. over the tsunami incident. =( bringing some aid.. and some unwanted clothes to marina bay later.. to donate to those people.. they realie very very poor thingg. no house to stay.. no food.. and 70000 over people dead.. =(( sadd sia. people, donate your unwanted clothes or canned food!! to red cross.. or marina bay.. they realie need aid.. =D praying for them.

im so glad my girls received salvation.. my mum too. =D I LOVE GOD!

so many great things 've happened.. and.. its all from God. He takes care of me.
my life is so sweet.
i cant stand it.

=D

so many many things to say.. but.. hahaa. im frickin lazy. going to kallang soon.. for my shoot!.. wee!! lol. friday is new yearr eve. goonnaa celebrate.. goo see kaii they all dance. lol.. with my cg.. =D =D =D

WEE!!!!! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!! =D

*_____ why are you so nice? why why why?
_____* sweet. sweet. sweet.

2004-12-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

WAHAHhaa. HIII!!

lol.. immmm soooo hunnngggggrryyy.. but gonnaa break fast very soon! wee. hehee =X

wentta church todaayy. prayed foor a breakthrough.. askinn sooo many people down to indoor stadium. heh i hope they'll stand firm on their decisions. (:

i dunno why i'll dream of him.. lol seriously NO idea WHY. hahaa.. its kindaa weird..

3days to the phenomenonCHRISTMAS. =)

_________________________________________* you you and YOU?
- he shall heed the faithful -

2004-12-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

HHHHIIIIYYOO!!

heh heh heh.

hahaa.. chattin with bro shenghong.. haha. LAMER!! LAMERR!! lol. his soo lame.. laugh until my tummy pain. heh..

tmr is fasting day. im gonna fast. not gonna EAT! must pray for a breakthrough. =D oso goinn to church. to pray for our fasting period.. heh heh. good time to detoxicate my body too. hahaa. =X

weee. haf fun peoplee!

_* [ g ]

2004-12-21T17:36:00.000+08:00

WEE!!

HII!! hehee.

- just finished tuition
- talked to nat. LAUGHED like SIAO. lol. hahaa.. shes SO LAME!! hahaa. =X
- meeting sherrill tmmr. settle present stuff. (:
- gotta go get more presents. (:
- bro jiajun is real sweet. hahaa.. peishan rocks.

- goin to cityharvest on thursday!!!! hehee. go help out in the Children Church. OHMAN!! lol SOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! hehe. =X

- bro shenghong sent me da songs.. OHMAN. FRICKKIN NICE CAN!?!?!?! lol.
- gottaa go make my comp. card. 288 bucks. die.. hahaa. lol. gotta go show monica my clothes nxt week.

- MISS MY DARLINGS ALOT ALOT ALOT. girls, i love you. and is still praying for each and everyone of you. (: LOVEya.

- wahh. he asked me play bb SIA. loll.. *surprised*
- i've more to care about than relationships.
- =)

seeYYYA peeps. 4 days to CHRISTMAS!! HAHAHAHhaaAAHAhHA. SOOOO excited! lol. aftaa service on 24th goinn to orchard. countdown siia! lol. city harvest performing WOR!!! =) esp brother mark!! hehe. =X

God bless you all. =)

- - - - TAKEmetoTHEplacewhereGOD-is.
; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; dreamt of you on 2012. (:

2004-12-20T09:38:00.000+08:00

WEEE hiiI!! lol

i miss my blog soo much.. heh.. hadnt been online fer daays. sssssoo bussyy siia. lol..

sat.

went ferr my course agaain.. lol. this time was acting. ohmann.. hahaa. it was kinda cute larrhh. but tiring.. denn. advertisement.. i nida get comp. cards sooooonn. to get auditions.. but it cost 188 bucks can. WA, very CHEAP hoh. lol

den wentt city harvest!!! WEEE. lol.. reached there VERYY early.. lol. so talked cock with jingsheng they all. haha.. lamers. =X of cause.. attended service.. soooo fun siia. pst Kong preached.. wee. wise man. llol..

den we had a performance.. by this lady.. MUHAHA. she is the VOCAL DIRECTOR of Australian Idol. OHMAN. can you believe it? hahaa.. well. she is a good fren of pst. Kong.. so he invited her.. and she is a christian hymns singer.. wahh. she sang some songs.. her vocals are POWER SIA!!!! lol. =X

denn.. they showed a flash of Li Nan Xing at the Stars Award. ohman.. i din noe that li nan xing was from city harvest SIIAA. lol.. and i remember sooo clearly, he said one sentence.. ' zhe duan lu hen chang, li liang shi na li lai de? wo zhi yao xie YE SHU.' lol.. SO SWEET CAN? lol. ye shu = God. ohman.. im like.. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. hahaa.. he roockks mann.

sun.

wenta city harvest again.. lol. im not tired of their services at all.. even thou it was EXACTLY the same thing.. but there was a special talk by Sy Rogers. ohman. his SO great can? w000ts! lol. den brother mark was there. aw mann. his sooo nice.. lol.

den weenta jurong point afta service.. makan longJOHN! lol. withh jingsheng.. jiajun.. sherrill.. vertyno.. damien.. talk cock again. hahaa.. cant stop sia they all. llol. is THEY siao. not I siao. hurhur. x) den wentaa arcade.. hahaa.. played time crisis. lol..

go sportsLINK. OHMAnn. there was a sale there.. lol i AM going to get that nike shirt man. its sooo frickkin nice! loll.. =X

den.. took bus backk wit jiajun&vertyno. lol.. wenta meet my mum in orchard.. my bro change hp siia. idiot.

wahh. and guess wat? i lost my hp. HAHAHA. lol.. i was in the changing room at Zara. and.. wah. its gone just like that. fast hoh? lol.. while walking to Mango i DIGGED my bag ferr it and realised its GONE. lol.. went back to Zara. gone liaos. weeeee. ohweell. forget it laaaa.. that person, althouu is an idiot. [lol] but, its all over.

gonna get a new phone.. lol. HAVE TO LORH. lol.. and i bought this phone ferr onli like 5 months? idiotic siia. lol. anyywayyyyyyy, my temporary number is 90074041. dun delete the old one, cause i gonna get back da line, ya? =D

ohwell. den continued my shopping.. hahaa. x) wentaa Forever21. bought skirt.. 53 bucks sia. aha. but i dun care.. cause its nice. lol.. my mama pay wat. so.. .. .. haha. =X

wentaa eat Fish&co. ohman. the food there ROCKS. lol.. one day im gonna bring biatches there mann.. they serve the BEST fish&chips man. lol i ate black pepper stingray. ohman. it ROCKS. lol.. den got calamari.. and this weird drink that is called Sea Monkey. haha.. its appetizing lorhh. lol..

and TODAY.

im off to set my hair later.. =( no choice.. my course changed to today.. cause christmas is on sat. LOL. i cant wait FER CHRISTMAS!! hehe. lata going to course liao.. well. hafta pray that i get good grades. hurr..

he just held my hand like that. i was like.. WOAH. i was kindaa shock thou. lol.. but.. haha.. never mindd..

Praise the Lord man.. i love Him.

[ F * A i T * h ]
- over & over again -

2004-12-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

YOyoOYYO. :)))) weeeeehaa. lol

muAHa. ytd was waayyyyyyy fun! hehee.

woke up aroundd 8+ siia. lol. met natalie aroundd 10 somethingg.. to go ferr my course! lol. first time i look forward to a course sia.. duh. its at church. lol. den.. met sherrill and jamie.. den saw peishan.. jason they all on bus. lol. LAMER!!! hahaa.. jason is A LAMER! ohmann. lol.. denn.. waitedd till aroundd 12+.. was at cafe.. talking crapp with them.. haha.. and listenin to hillsong! llol. shenghong bought the hillsongs cd.. =( i wan buy!! lol. heh..

denn.. course time! lol. had games at fiirst. den songs of worship. denn pst. CK preached. ohmann.. wat he say is sooooo true. realiee realiiiee soo sooooo true. lol.. its wonderful how wise are these people mann.. :) lol.. there has been ALOT of things happening to me.. alot of good things i must say. lol. cause i seek Him. weeeeeeeeeeeee!!

lol.. durrin the course.. sherrill sat beside me.. jamie was beside herr.. ohmann.. i felt sooo great when i see jamie sitting there.. she is a buddhist.. but.. afta attending chc.. she began to.. be more interested in God. sherrill too.. =D aww mann. *crying* lol.. last week's service jamie cried.. its like.. so glad lorh. I MEAN, im not glad to see her cry laa.. but.. i m realie veryy glad to know&feel that the presence of God touched her.. hehee.. she was paying so much attention ytd.. copying down notes.. just like all of us. =D last time.. wahh. she sit down there and keep sms-ing one.. lol. now.. *grins* happy. happy. happy.

gave my brothers and sisters hugs. lol. wentaa thank sebas too.. ohman. you've been a great guy. realie. you're truly a man of God.. thanks alot for everythingg.. i love you, brother. :)

it changed myyy lifeeeeeee! lol. 24th & 25th decemberr there will be a christmas celebration at Indoor Stadium. theres gonna be drama.. songs.. fun!! realie. its realie fun. lol. interested must call me arhh. =D even if ya not a christian, theres no harm going, right? weeeeee.. lookin forrwardd so much ffer it man. lol.

denn at nite go PARTY!! wee! lol. asked weiying.. weijian.. bradley along.. lol. spread the good news. :) realie thanks em ferr comin man.. got games.. got food.. got fellowshipping.. funn siia. lol. everyyone's soooo cute. ohman.. lol. den wenta fetch sabrina.. jingsheng and jian came with me. hehee. luckily arhh. ornot lata i lost.. lol.. real glad that they enjoyed it. seeing them happy, makes me happy. =D life with God is so adventurous and fun. its greatt mann.. lol.

THEN!!!! tina tripped over me!! fwahh piiang. lol. my nail ji tao BENT lorh. haha. BENT leh. it BENT lorhh. lol pain until wan die.. lol. but its okaayy.. it was an accident. :) tina keepp saying sorry man.. lol.. i was like.. nononononononononon.. lol. =X its not realie her fault lorhh. she oso din noe.. heh.. but den hoh. realie pain siia. lol. denn.. my manicure!! hahaa.. it'll grow back la anywayy. lol. den sit cab home with jian lorhh... hahaa.. reach home tot my dad gonna KILL me lol. cause 11 plus liao. but.. =D he din. thank God. lol

prayed forr all my frens.. and of cuz.. my girls. muackks. lol.. your happiness, is my happiness. :) lol.. family too of cuz. and all my brothers&sistas.

i dunnno. dunno dunnoo. dun ask me this kinda thing. i am glad being myself.. and being on my own. being single is GREAT man.. can do all i wan. go wher i wan. how late oso can.. so why should i give up this kinda life? i've my girls&guy-frens. i've God. =D

haha.. he called me.. hahaa.. lol. saw his number flashing on my hp screen was so.. shocked. 3 times sia. ytd ytd nite. ytd aftanoon. ytd nite. lol.. okayy larh. his voice sounded a lil weird. but, still glad that he managed to sort his thoughts out. :)

wahhh. i talk so much liaos arh.. haha. i din noe tt.. heh. but, ralie. this is how interesting my life is. & i love it. BIG time. wee! TMR SIAN. got course at orchard. LOL.. i memorised my script liao. now got TWO scripts OKAY. lol.. idiooot. tmrr's theme is Fashion Black. WEee. lol.. wearingg blacktube&skirt. hope to score some points ferr my assignment.. :) lol. den going to CHC!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaa. ferr service. WEe.

hoon&rene : :) its okay that you both din come.. its realie okayy. no nid to say sorry. i'll invite ya all agaiin okays! =D missYA.

seeYA peeps. you're all in my prayers, and i mean it.

__ a place of a g r e e m e n t IS A PLACE of [ POWER ] *
>there, i picture you&me. [ THERE ] *

2004-12-15T18:32:00.000+08:00

HI everyone.

woots. christmas's so near. and im so frickkin excited about it. ((((: lol. ohmanohamn. its like.. one week plus ONLY to CHRISTMAS! wee. PEOPLE, better go shop man. evrything's like running out. when i turn, to look for some merryCHRISTMAS stickers, they're OUT of stock. when i wanna lookk for more christmas decorations, they are OUT of stock. OHH. luckily left some spare. lol. but NEED MORE LAHH. bleahh. i guess i gottaa replace em with somethingg else.

lets see. bought for,

1 Biatches
2 SEbas
3 PEIshan
4 jASON
5 suanLING
6 meILING
7 tiNA
8 JIAjun
9 JuLETTe
10 rUXIN
11 seRENA
12 sAMantha
13 dAMIEn
14 VErtynO
15 sHengHONG
16 JINGSHENG!

ahhahaa. =X and altogether i spent like.. .. i've no idea. lol. hackk care laa. Christmas is the JOY of GIVING!! wee! lol. still got ALOT of people havenn buy. FASTER BUY ARRRHh. lol. so kiasu.

tmrr's coming so fassst. heheheeeee. anticipation sia. ohman. lol. tremendously anticipated. hahaa.. =X wee!

had fun talkkin to him.. hahaa.. he changed. ohmann. my efforts did not go to waste! wee! :)

godBLESS!

( theres a sentence i wanna tell you & you will know it soon )

2004-12-15T10:38:00.000+08:00

hhee hiiii.

=D

tooday must stay at home do houseWORK. lol. no choice.. cause tmr and friday going out! WEEE!! hehehhehehehehe. tmmr's gonnna be SO fun. 10-1 got course at chc. 2-5 got another course at chc. and 7 got christmas parrtaAYYY!! WEE lol.. =X nat's gonna perform. wahh.. cute siia. lol. hehee. fridayy going siloso.. withh ex-schmates. WEE. lol ((((= so today MUSTTTT finish all da housewORKK!! wash toilet! lol.

ytdd chatted with him till 1 plus. lol.. im glad man. im glad. (= yes, i believe you. lol.. heh. dennn.. stayed up till about 2 plus. doing the presents. LOL. D.I.Y ONE OKAYY!! (= hee.

biatches, althouu we're all busy these few weeks. you're are not forgotten. 've been choosing&decorating your gifts. praying ferr you all all da time. =D SMUUACKS. MISSSSSYAAAA ALLLL! weee. lol.

haai. ytd he msg me.. told me what happened. =( sorry. im realie sorry. i cant do a thingggggg. i'll pray ferr you. dun think so muchh okaayy..

hoon, betta talk to her.

till then, peeeeople tkcare!

__ talking to you 00 seems so g R e a T. (:

2004-12-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

AHHAha. IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SO

SO
SO

SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOO

HAPPYY!!!! ARHH!!!

hehhee. HE CHANGED!!!!! he realie CHANGED!! ohmanohmanohmanohman!!!!

last nite.. i was sooooooooo sad&hurt. and.. i prayed. prayed and prayed. prayed with all my heart.

this morning.. first thing.. he TOLD ME HE WANTED TO CHANGE!! back to HOW GOOD&GREAT he WAS bfore. =D =D =D im sooo glad. ohmannn..

HAHAH. i WON the challenge. i won it.

and i ought to thank God.

i prayed, and my prayers were heard. and now. all ends SO well!

OHHLALALA. WOOoHHo. lol =X

SYL's BACKKK from NewYork!! hehe. he smsedddd me in da morningg. =) HEHE. sweetie.

ding's in CHEENA. lol. LOL LOL. cant wait to see em.

today wentta SHOP!! for christmas PREZZIEESS!! lols. i bought daa presents for MY BIATCHES lliaos. and all my darlinggs from city harvest. hehehhe. spent ALOT of $$$$$$.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! hahahhaa. i LOVE YOU PEEEEOPLEE!!!

[ okay, i know i am a LITTLE siao today. ]

________________________________SSSSSSMILe.

2004-12-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

ppphhewww. sooooo much has happened today.

in just one day.. so much can happen.. so much. so much.

got good things. got bad things. got no so good, not so bad things.

HAHAa. BUT OF CAUSEeee the good things overules the BAD thinggs!! lols. =X I AM SO GLAD ohmanohmanohman.. hehee..

its finally okay. F I n a l L y. as in, realie finally. FINALLY. wahppiiang.

lol. i sound so.. cranky. hehee.. but. reaaalie am glad. hehe. (:

bad thinggs. hmmmmmmmmm.

i dunnooo wat is gonna happen to our relationship afta what happened today.. i deleted that already. and.. i think its kinda obvious that.. i DUNNO, realie dunno wat to say to you anymore.. you actualli said things that seriously hurt me. how can you turn away like that? when all this has happened? you're just ignoring it and taking it as if you've not done anything wrong? worse still, not willing to repent. letting this sleepy+faltering+banished deep under sensation take over your life? you want to play this game with me.. to turn your life back to who you were again. i shall accept your challenge. i know i'll win.. cause God's behind me. i think its kinda obvious that i am NOT speaking to you anymore.. and the way your msn nick is, i can see you're losing your grip. so why dun you just stop wat you're doing. you already told me.. you felt empty. you know you're wrong YET you're still doing it. you told me yourself that you owaes say SORRY. but do you even mean that apology? you helped me. and yet now you're leaving this realm. aint that unfair to me? HUH. im not angry now. but hurt instead. reaalie hurt. and overwhelmed by God, to help you. its obvious that God placed you infront of me. He wanted to show me that you were suffering.. and i am doing all i can to help you. but.. there you were. telling me.. those things.

BUTT!!! i'll not give up. i will never lose. and.. i will succeed in talking you into it again! just like you did to me before. MUAHAHHA.

this guy is DAMN stubborn. lol.

reaalie need God's help this time.

___ h U r t * but ___ m o t i v a T e d.
_______________________________________
******WEE!! =D thanks. thanks. thanks. endless thanks.

2004-12-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAa. LOL

FINALLY. HE ADDED ... ... ... LOL. oHMAN OHMAN OHHHHMANN!! lols. long-awaited. anticipation died. =Xxxxxxx

_____________________________________________________________________

jerome.. is.. makin me pissed. haiis. i dun wanna create a barrier.. but.. you did it. sorry.

2004-12-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

WEEE hihihihi!! lols.

Saturday

wenta city harvest. wat can i say? IT WAS GREAT. FABULOUS. ohmann.. afta eachh service im just SO glad that God's with me. (: i love YOU! i pledged to be a steward of God. i WILL BE a faithful steward! ohMANnn. ALL THE SERVICES ROCKKS! lol.. ARHH!! hahahhahahahaa.. *grins*

im soooo glad james, sherrill and jamie.. are all falling into the comfort of God's open arms.. =D

went ferr my course too. ahhaaa.. my leg aches! stuppid heels. lol.. they gave us scripts.. from scenes of the tv serial SPIN. ohmann. lol i've to memorise all that crapp. lol straight fromm course RUSHED to city harvest.. hahhahaaa. den tok tok with them. hahahhaa.. funnyy.. =X

Sunday

SHOPPINGG!! again. lol bought a black tube top from CHAOS. my favourite shop. ohman the clothes there ROCK! lol.. a skirt. 49 BUCKS. =X thats like.. half of my mum's wallet. LOL. den.. a skirt. and a blouse. and a Fila bag. WAHH. lol.. no choice. haiis. hafta buy.. DUN WORRY MUM! i'll PAY you BACK! hahaa..

Today

go schooool. buy BOOKS! lols.. saw my biatches. MISSYAA SO MUCHH!! lols. den we plan plan thinggs. haaa. den went with ling and my erzi-s to MAKANN. lol.. den tuition.

and now here am i. blogging. and talking to him. or should i say quarreling with him. why? why are you doinn this to torture yourself? haiis. you turned my life around, and now you're turning it around badly yourself?

go in the name of the Lord.

hais. God, bless him.

________Wee. on fire. (:
t ha nk s alot, really.

2004-12-11T09:35:00.000+08:00

ohmanohmanohmanohman im so frickkin late and i dunnooooooo WATTTT am i doooooin here. BAHhhH! lols

ytd wentaa ong's place. gathering.. OHman. it was frickkin fun! lols. i coulldnt even recongnize some of my frens. OHman. lol lolll.. and everyones SOO cute! changed SO muchh! lols. talked to jm aboutt like.. everythingg. jerome.. km.. ong.. jotham.. chah.. all there.. ohmann.. they ROCK! hahaaa.. i'll never EVER forgett my wonderful primary school days. haiis. miss it SO much.

SO MUCh.

he idiot la. he sick.. nv go ytd. ahahaa. lol.. see? everyone is sick including him. MAN, wats spore becoming to? Flu Production Centre? =X

hahaaaa.. i CANT WAIIITT for CHRISTMASSS!! lol i've in mind wata buy ferr my darlinng biatches. but.. hahaa. dunnoo whether they'll like it. hehee..

haais. my biatchh is sadd.. :( saddedddd.. i MUST pray fer her!!!!! KAII dun wooraai. i trust God wont let hurt arouse your emotions. loveYA!

destiny's child - lose my breathe, DL it. ITS FREAAKIn NICE! weeHHhheee!

WEEEE!!! SMILE!! lols.

*gone*

2004-12-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO. im BACK. lol bought a straight fit boot cut jeans. 49 bucks. WOOT. niceeely done. (: done my manicure 50 bucks.

am i ready for it? im not sure myself. let nature take its course. for i only love Him.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goiin to ong's house soon.

2004-12-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

lallaallalallllallaa.

- added kevin in msn ytd. lol.. waaah. cutee..
- quarrelled with nicholas.. about. somethhingg.. ohmannn.. but afta that.. okayy lerr. haiis. sorry boy.
- SMSED WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.. and his like so freaaakin cute LA. lol. his not goiin to my couin's steamboat partay LIAoos. hahahaa.. tonight goiin to my primary school gathering. he said he MAY be going. hahaaa. *praypraypray*
- ding returned to s'pore lerr, today. LOl. but his gone agaain. :( flew to China. lol sadded.
- lol.. wrote somee christmas cards lerrr.. heheee. i canntt waitt ferr Christmas! itts gonna be SO funn! lols. =X
- WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.. i LOVEEEEEEEEEE EVERYDAYY!!

:)

muaccks. cya

_ wat ch ii n / w h ii t EE _ *

2004-12-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

weeee! (:

damn lazyy to blogg..

- camp was FUN! except forr my sickness la. lol. i was ah-coo-ing like SIAO can. looll. =X my erzi-s, i love you all man. dun worraii. we will be there dee. supporting you all. jIAYOU! muackks.
- ytdd wentaa Bible House. bfore that was Amazing Race. OHMAN was soOOOOOooo FUN!! lols. reaalie fun like siaoo. ran like siaoo. laughed like siaoo. lol.. den wentaa the drama.. ahhaa. soooo funnyy.. sebas acted as a gay.. lol SO FUNNY CANNN!!! lolss. was withh sherrill.. nat.. hazel.. jamie.. gary.. shan.. jiajun.. and.. alot ALOT of other fun people! lols. esp shenghong.. hahaa.. stupidd and lamee gguy. lol. and nat's sista, nadia! OHMAN. shes freaakkin CHIO! and cutee. and smart! lol.. she keep clinging onto me.. wahh. den i was imagining how good if shes my real sista. lol. x) denn.. go plaza singapura withh nat.. sherrill and her cousins.. and jiajun they all.. lol.. makanMAKAN.. heheee.. i love all of themm man. such cute people..! haiis. being in church is great. beingg in the presence of God is GREATER.. how i wish church was my home.. .. .. .. .... ........ LOL. *day-dreaming* (: anyway, love em alot. lol
- HAIIYA. i still haven decide whether to go to my cousin's partayyy.. got him there LORHH... BUT. its gonna end damn late.. TSK. stupid siia.
- hahhaaa. LOL serene damnn excited siiiiaaaa.. lol. keep telling me aboutt that.. fat guy. AHEM. lol. ohmannnn.. i wunderr wat they see in him. $$$?! cheapp.
- MY BILL IS GONNNAA EXXPLODE!! lols. ytd ding smsed me froom Tasmania. i returned 2 msges. the day Bfore syl smsed me from USA. i returned 2 msges. one msg $1+. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im SO dead. (;
- at nitte gooin orchard withh my mum baa.. piiang. haven buy finish my things yet.. =X wooo. $$.
- FINALLY finished memorising my lines foor da advertisement. WOOOo. lol scarryy siia. lol.. im damnn tireddd.

gtgg do homeworkk LER. hehee.. hols commin to an endd. BUTT!! christmas cominng!! YAYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lols. damnn happy. lootsa stuff to do. muackks seeyaa!

biiatches. december last week go out. muaccks.

______________________________________WEE. i see the white car everyday. (:

2004-12-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

sickk.. why am i sick? i hate being sick.. lols. i so totally HATE it..!! arghs.

i think germs & bacteria are damn smart. first i had a sore throat, and i cured it. and so, they ran to my nose. now got flu.. WAH. smart hoh the germs? *claps* lol i bet im gonna die soon mann.. ohman. my nose is RED! like a reindeeR! w00000tt. lol. and im so cold.. wahhh. can save air-con bills. lol..

im talkiin so much crapp.. im FRICKIN SICK!

camp tmrr? ohmann.. i bet im gonna go home after one hour. or even one minute. hahaa.. lol. luckily is two days niaaaaaaaaaaa. ORNOT. piiangs. lol EVERYONE is sick ya noe that.. lols. hoon. kai. me. amos. nat. EVERYONE!! lols.

people, take care of your health. drink WATER!! lol

seeeeyaa! im off to my routine of blowing my nose off. weee. so fun. ((=

[ 6668 ]

2004-12-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

IM SIIICKKKK. SICK SICK SICK. dunnnnno whether shoulld go ferr camp tomoroo nots. lol. heheeee. =X i think it SHOULD be fun baaa. hahaaa.. lol.

my couusin invited me to his partayy.. at marina. LOL. so i was like.. damn purposely asked WHO GOING arhs. hahahahhahaa.. and he told me ahem was goiin. along with norman.. MUHAHAHHAaa. lol =X im NOT evil. buddeeeen hoh. duno whether i shoulld go leh. sickenning.. sure play until verrhy late.. siannz. budden hoh. he going leh. den he go hoh.. den i like dun go like very wasted hoh. budden hoh.. if i go arh.. lata i kinda scolding fromm my dad how. BUDDDEENN!! lols. (x

hahaa.. gossiped with xm about that idiott. ahhahhaha.. okaay. i din expect him to say that about that idiotttttt.. hahaaa.. its kinda true. even from reading my blog he can distinguish im talkiin bout him. hey, not bad ssiia. lol.xP

nicholas sent me somee weird pic. ohmannn.. lol. he kindaa looks cool in it. lol.. been practicing on my heels.. ohmannnnn.. my feet is wobbling.. and im SO friickin hungryy.. lol. been eatingg only VEGETABLES. and FRUITS. plus LOADSS of water. until my stomach so bloated. lol. no choice.. gotta hit my ideal weight. ((=

he said, 'In this industry, you gotta be competitive and as bold as you can be.' imma gonna do it mann. lols.

OHMAN. im SO gonnnaaa die. im SO sickk. and tiredd. and sleepy. and cold. wats wrong with the weather huh? why isit so cold? lols..

its okaay. i've the comfort of his sms-es. ((= smuacks

seeyaa! tkcare. I MISS MY BIATCHES. ohman. ggotta GO OUT SOON kaee gurls.

C - t o b e o r n o t t o b e - t h a t i s t h e q u e s t i o n - J

2004-12-06T10:02:00.000+08:00

arrrlow. im sickk. sickennn. sickennneddd.

sick. lol havviin tuition lata somemore.. ohmannn.. lols.

his back from camp lerr.. saw him in his mum's carr ytd. ((= cutie. ding's not back from Tasmania and syl just went to USA. ohmann.. these chinese high guys are damn fortunate. lol..

ytd went to orchard shoppingg.. hahahaa. lol. =X i think spent close to thousand lerr.. no choice. got alot of things to buy for my course.. haha.. the course. ahemm.. will talkk more abt it nxt time.. ate Sushi Tei. yummy. lol

im soo sleeeeeeppppyyy.. and my fever sucks.. i hate it. lol.. his oso sick. HAHAHHA!! =X lols.

lalalaa. time to eat med.. muackks. buhbyes.

** finally your back beside me. * ((=

2004-12-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

YYYOOHH!! hahaha..

ytd wasssssssss .. fun. hahaaa.. met up withh brandon.. and spent da day with him. exercising! weeee.. my mum was home.. haais. so couldnt go too farrr.. haha. so go CC lorhhs. plaay bball and badminton. hahaa.. den bran asked me to call him to come down. i was like. ERH. lol. so i called looorhh. haahaaa. his voice damnnnnnn cuttTTEEE. loolls. but i think his at camp lerr. and i was right.. awww. saddd.. lols. soooo.. we played like siao lorhh. and his friiickin PRO CAN?!?! waahlaoo. forevaa cannnot beat him one. shuckks mann.. lol. den played frisbee. ahahaha.. =X lols. den bball. den badminton. den frisbee. den bball. hahhaaa.. so i was like. damn tired la. and there he was still as active as evaa. his frrickin strong can. lol. den wallked to plaza.. lol.. walked around.. ate dinner.. haha.. den talkeddddd ALLOOOTTT about.. everythingg. and the past.. lols. ohmannn.. so sadddddd.. =(( lols. miss my primary school soo muchhhhh.. hahaa.. talked about himm too.. hahaaa.. cant stand him.. lol.. den we called kahming down. lol. another SIAO freaak. hahhaa.. den saw qide. lol. he asked me whether wannaa go BOWLING siiiaa. WAHH. lol. =X den i was like.. noo la. lol.. den we go fajar playy bball. hahaa.. lol. i realie realie realie cannot stand thses two guys mann.. SO damn funnyy. lol. i was laughing like siao can?! lols.. cant stand itttttttt.. hahahaha.. lols.

den saw.. a bastard. i was so pissed.. i ji tao shout bastard! lols. den called hoon.. hahaa. i revenge ferr her one okays! lols. =X

haiis. den he msged me agaain.. i cannot tahan. i shoot him like siao. hhaa.. den he nth to say lorhh.. liarr!! argh.. so damnn.. eee lorh. cant stand it. bhb!

lata goiin gym. no choice.. lol. feel like exercising.. hahaa.. all bran's fault. lol.. =X

seeyaa peeps! tkcaree!

____ * forever is a long time. to be without you by muhh side. =))))

2004-12-02T10:06:00.000+08:00

OOHH. hiiii! lols.

ytd's proomm nite. muaahhaaa. luckily nothingg screwed up. heheee. wooah. everyone looked sooo gorgeous. and.. ya noe. shuai. and.. good-looking. ser chin looked GREAT. calin looked elegant! sherry looks hot. yuzhen looks poise. yixiu looks SOOOO shweet! shakti looked cool! lools. and kp looks damnnnn sexxy. haha.. i cant believe i actuualli kissed her on the lips. hahaa. =X lols. she come kiss me one arh. she in love with me. hahaa.. lols. yea. took some pictures.. lol.. that bird oso damnnn funny siia. lol.. =X dun sadd lerr laaa. ((= yeaap, prom went fine. muhaha.. all our plaannin was.. paid off. and the powerpoint.. ffwwwahh. luckily was worrkiin well. ornot i die like SIAO. lol.. gonna miss all the sec4s. ohmannn.. lol.. muaccks. lovee ya all.

lataa havviin tuition.. siian. lol.. ytd soo tired den todayy tuition.. =( lols. thinkiin of wher to go afta tuition.. haha.. =X ytd slept ar 2 plus can. and im freeakkiin sleepy. but haff tuition la. no choice.. lol.. was msging him.. hahaa. cause.. everyone's asleep LORH. and i was alone LORH. hahaa.. sweetiee.. den i think msg until i doze off.. haha.. den he was like. eh eh. wat happened.. hahaa.. =X so badd..

ohhhmann. im seriously irritated ytd too.. lols. by this LADY sittiin in the ballroom. hahaa.. hoh hoon. ahhem. ohwell. lalalaa.. aniiways. i was damnnn suay la. i actuualli bumped into him alot of times.. and.. the most lame thingg he did was to purposely show me the ring that we bought bfore together.. SO DAMN purposely SHOW it infront of me. please lorhh. even hoon standing at a corner oso can see. lol.. i just lookedd away.. cant stand it mann.. hsien was like teasing me LARH. lol.. so paiiseh can. patchpatchpatch. patch your own head la patch. the fact that you dun even wanna ADMIT that you lied makes me realie look down on you.. i cant stand it man.makes me damn pissed.. at least you admit.. OKAY. fine.. but.. haiiya. if i dun reply means i dun wanna msg. den why you so.. .. .. .. BHB?!?!!?!?! to msg me CRAP! ohman.. R E N Z H E. relaaxx. relaaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. i wanted to throw my hp cann. liar! LIAR!!

lol. =X hehee.. TAUFIK WONN!!!! lols. ((= i woont say i dun support sly. i do.. but.. i haffta admit that taufik's vocals are much strronger. lol. when the sporeIDOL was annouced ytd in the ballroom. i was like jumping like SIAO.. hahahhaha =X and.. the dance floor.. wahhh. ytd everyone was like DAMN high lorhh. haha.. they danced like siaooo. hahaa.. thats good. and kp cried. =(( she miss me mah. haaha. lol. i lovee you ggerr. hahaa.. and im frickiin sad i missed the sporeIDOL. saddedd.. luckily he was msging me to keep me up on the updates! haha. muaaacks. but aftta prom we RAN UPPPPP to our hotel room.. lol. and watched it! and screamed like siao. hahahaahah =X tauuuffffffIIIIK!

lalala. i gtggggg. see yaaaaa arounnddd. muaccks.

[x] erh, whatever.
[9j] go to you with open arms. ((=

2004-11-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey! lols. came bacck not long aago.

huii's bdae. I LOVEE YOU DEEAR!! HAAPPPPPPY buRfdaaaE! wHHHEE! ((= all da best to you my dear.

his online. and his display picture is the concert nite de. DAMN. DAMN. cute can?! im gonna FAINT. lol.. and his tellinn me bout his dog. lameeeee.. hahaaa. =X CUUTE.

lala. tmmr's prom. S I A n. dun feel likke goinng.

ccyya peeeps. muaaaacks.

* missYOU.

2004-11-30T09:36:00.000+08:00

OHHLALA. heehe hihihihihi. tooday berry happy. cause i dreaaamt of him. his face appeared like. i dunno how manny times. anyyway, it was a suupa weird dreaaam. lol. saw his mum AGAIN. lols. she owaes leaves around 0930. haha. =X im NOT a stalker.

ytd found outt somethinng verrrhy cool eehh! HOH BIIIRRD! lols. waah. he damn heiong arh. straightaway call me and ask me reaally ma. lol. of cuuz REAL la. ornot tell youu ferwat. hahaa.. he damnn funny siia. buay tahan.

iyya. tmmr's pprrom. siiiians. lol. busyy day agaain. next year den our turn onlii next year. haha. i doubt its gonnaa be nice.. lol. ohwell. hope everrythinn turns out fine tmmr. ((=

latta going toown lerr. i need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. lol

omgoshohmanohman. his online. ohman. tata. gtg.

&theREASONisyOU.
i-believe#

2004-11-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

OHH LALA. im done with the ffrickin powerpoint. and now i can frrickin RELAX. lols. my back aches SO much can?! argh.

haha. i realised that i've beenn gettin all my media's song frrom otha people. esp syl. =X heh. OHYA! the other day i saw the collasionCOURSE cd! by llinkinPark&Jay-z. OHMAN. it rooccks mannn. syl sent me daa 6 songs. and it roocks like siaoo. lol. a mix of r&b + popROCK = perfectt blasting musiC! lols. =X

haha. i've been sendingg his 'Believe' song to like. so manny ppeeps. lol. cause itss so frrickin nice. haven stopped listenin to it ever since saturday! whhee! lols. =X its justt so nice. im frrickin go find the lyrics mann. lol.

and theres this frrickin buzzing sound near my ear. I SWEAR ITS SOME... ... INSECT. lols. im frrickin sure im gonna FRRICKIN KILL IT! lols. i was likke screaming like siao lorh. lol. luuckily no one home. heh.

tmmr's huii bdaee. whhe. my darrlinngg.. we goiiin townn! muahaha. i wannaa do some shhopping. hahaa. take pics agaaain? fwaah. broke liaos. loll. this is whenn the human ATM comes in use. =X

ohmanohmanohman. im soo tiired. not eaating dinnerr. dun feel like eatting.. hehe.. nothingg seems appealing to me anyymore. food's just typical. lols.. ohmann. listeniin to BigPIMPin'/Papercut. OHMAN. it sounds so authetic at fiirst. den ROCK comes. ohman. music makes my life mann. lols. im lookinn ferr the hillsong One. cant find itt. arghhH! lols.

himHIMhimHIIIMMhimHIMHIMhimHImHIMhimHIMHImhIM.

lol. i shouldd stop him-ing bfore hoon 'hims' me. lol =X hoh bitch.

lallalalallalalallalalaa. he was onlinne a lil while jus noww. lol.. talkked a lil.. OHWELL. thats good eenuff.

IM S L E E P Y.
ohman. lp&jay-z just roocks so muchh.

[[ %][g][][][[[b]]]][*'veowaesbeeninlovewithyou]

2004-11-29T13:32:00.000+08:00

omgoosh. i realised that im sooooo dumbb.. arrghhhh. ytd morning. jon called. lol. asked wanna play badminton at CC.

PIIANGG. im so dumb LORH. i ji tao say i got prom meetingggg.. lols. den we just talk ferr awhile.. den hung up. den i ERH. i realisssee that im giving up a chance to see him LORHH. lols. cause jon say zhicheng and bowen they all there. so jingwei should be there baaa.. den.. WAHHH PIIANNNGGGG. lols. obviously jingwei will call him.. lols. summore i remember jon say he wanna play match with him. see can beat him mah. lol =X JON CAN DREAM ON. his sucha badminton pro lorhhs. lol. arghhhh.. den i wanted to call jon back. but.. haiyaa. prom meeting still hafta go one lorhh.. prom so near lerr. saddedddd.

ohman. i cant believe i actuualli gave up a chance on seeing him for a stupidd prom meeting.. ARRRGH. lols. DUMB SIAA MEE!! bleahss. lol.

today interesting thing happened wwoorhs. hahaa.. wed we're gonna go confront him. and make sure he ADMITS! muhahhahahhahaa.. lols. =X

haaaaaiiiyyyaaaaaaaaa. thinkkiin of prom make me sickkk. still haven finish HOON's stuff. lol. =X heh. just now go plazaa makan wit her. she damn siaoo lorh cant stand it. haha.. i lovee youu larrhs.

saw his mum thiss morningg. lols. i was like.. actuuaalli standing at the window takkin my bag lerr. den his mum entered the car LORH. and its onli his MUM lorh. no HIM lorh. okay LORH. fine LORH. today no see him LORH. hahhaa.. =X think he goingg camppp soon. S A D. argh.

lalala.

*gone*

- i dont mind what your flaws are. ((=

2004-11-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

FWAHAHA. hhii. ((=

lala. tooday berry guai. at home do homewwork.. no choice laa. hols comiin to an endd. hehe.. =D

ytd weenta cityharvest. ohmannn.. ytd's service was the BEST mann.. simply da best. lol. its soo fun! all da songs were my favs. me and rill cried siahh. lol.. dunno why too.. power of God. (= and afta crying. felt SO comfortable.. haaiis. i wish city harvest was my home. lol. EHH!! nono. cannottt. im suppose to stay beside him.. lols. must tell my dad dun move away unless ahem moves away. lol. OKAYYY. anywayy, the african guy is sooooo cuuutte! hahaa.. ((= Pastor Robb Thomson was the speaker.. ahhaa.. his.. damnnn serious. the whole audi was SOOO quiet. loll. well. listened to wat he say.. bout life. its soo damn true. i love him man. lols. wise. ohmann.. my life has changed dramatically. and i simply loovee it. whhee! heeeeesss.

lolss.. hehe. i still cannot overrcome wat happened on 26&27. i listen to the song. i will start smiling.. haha. my bro say i got mental problem.. lols. his just JEALOUS lorhh. =X hehe.. lols. heess. his damnnn shweet.. haha.. i was like complaining im SO freaakin thirsty. and when i turned around.. there he was holding a bottle in his hands givin to me. i was like. ERH. lol.. thats fast. hahhaha.. lols. ttaooyans. he sent me homme agaain.. ohman. he look SOO good&cool in his outfit ytd. it was formal attire ytdd.. lol. cool. cool. cool. body built siaa!! lols. =X

hoonnnnn. stop complaining bouut thatt guyy. he aint doing his jobb well.. just take things in yourr stride dearrr. ((= muackks. kaiiii. treat him nicenice kaee. sadded. damn longg no see that 38 liaos. lol. she whole day working one LORHH. lol.. yihui daamn CHIOOO. ohman. lol. im begiinning to llove her too.

muackks. cyaa ppeeeps. go do prom stuff lerrrrrr.. S I A n.

_ *walking withYOU %ease muh ` mind.

2004-11-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

ARRRH!! hahhaha. i found the song that was played last night. the song that made him look sooo cute. OHMAN. the song rockks. i think its called 'Believe'. and it rocks so muchh.

i think i played it over&over again like.. 30+ times?!?! lols. CAUSE.. it holds great memories. ohman. im gonna fahuachii agaain.

2004-11-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

ohmann..

so muchh had happened.. hahaa.. im so.. speechless. all the SO unexpected things just came at once.. its soo weirdd.

00:47am

he called.. it was kinda surprising.. cause.. we're not like those type of.. chatt on the phone that kindaa frenn. lol.. so i thot he just called to.. like ask boutt the concert.. but.. lols. his damnn funnny lorhhs. lrt closed at 1230. and he said his waiting ferr the train. =X lols. so i was like.. NOOOOOO.. lrt close lerr. den i asked him.. why you call me? den he said, hahaa. cause i alone in the lrt waiting ferr train.. damn scary. LOL. -.- haa.. den he took cab.. den he got askk bout the concert.. lols. i just say.. hm.. yea.. not bad. hha =X den thanked him ferr the invitation looorhs. denn.. i thot we were gonna hang up or somethingg.. lol. but he said.. eh. you can use your house phone call me. i was like. HUH? he actuualli wanna continue talking? i mean. its sooo weird can? its like.. 6 years ago it happenedd. and now its happening agaain? ohmann. lol.. but. im glad la, realie. hehe.. like a dream come true lykdaat. lol.. den i was like.. i cant call la. my dad still awake. lol. so.. i used MY precious HP to call him. PIIANG. i cant believe i am acttualli sacrificing ferr him. ohman. lols.. den. talked.. about lotsa stuff.. hahaa.. his reaalie. frickin. cute. i cant stand it man. lols. even hoon thinks so.. lols. me and her taste damnnn different lorhs. now can agree on one.. its damnnnn miracle LORH. haha..

talked. and talkedd.. i din even care bout my bills.. llols. his damnnn f u n n y laa. cant stand iiitt. lol.. actuualli i cant comprehend wats his tryiin to do. the kindaa aura that he had around was unexplainable. his egotism dosent seem to affect me much.. 6 years. wat do you think man? lols. sometimes he ignores. sometimes his nice.. to the extend of bringing me to the doctor? its just so weirdd.. ITS W E I R D.

lols. its like two person living next to each other talkin on the phone. you say weird mah? lols.

LOL. but i oso dun wan care soo much. hehhehehehheee.. he called me caann lerr. its suchha miracle. ohmannn.. why am i sounding so dramatic. lol.. he makes me smile soo muchh. haha. den he was 'talking' to his dog. lol.. the kindaa affection was soo cute. ohmann. lols. i wantedd to hang up.. lols. but.. he din wan to. so i was like.. eh UNCLE MY BILL LEH. lol. =X den he said he needed to wake up eearrly in the morningg tmrr. lol.. i asked bout his gf.. a lil.. haha.. but i cant care less.

his not.. realie NICE larh. in fact, his veryy arrogant. and egoistic. lols.. sometimes his mean to me too. and this kinda guy, JUST ROCKS. so interesting and fun. lol. not like some no standard one. whole day nice to the girl. WILL sian one you know mahh? lols. =X

omgoshh. is this all a dream? its so.. weird.. he calling me? is like pigs flying in the sky. lol.. it melts my heart mannn..

for i cant help. falling in love with youu.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! x)

lalalaaa. ((= lataa going city harrvessssssssttttttt. hehe.. yes, praise God. everything's turning SO right ferr me since i stepped into God's presence. love Him man. heheeee..

seeya peeps. i lovee you all toooooo. you peeeps rooccckk!

and.. i realie lovee hoon. haha.. i love herr to death! lols. and kaii, dun jealous okaay. who ask you reject me at firrst. CHEY. hehe. you got your boy liaos. so just go cuddle him. =X

buhbyes. go do houseworkk ler. *gone*

________*_____________ my feelings contained.
i see you standing there. SMILED. [ OHHLALA.]

2004-11-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

i am happy, i really am.

as simple as it can be, i am really glad.

dun care whether its fate. coincidences. or God's work. it happened. ((=

and im happy for it happen.

have i liked you?

2004-11-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

ohman. im so.. stunned. lol. im reaaalie so stunned on how fate can we be. haha.. i had always named him as the 'lrt guy'. lol. cause i see him almost every morning in da lrt.. and plaza. LOL. the wonderful story -

we were walking to nyp liaos. den.. my cousin called.. and wanted me to go back to the mrt to wait ferr him. i was like.. lol. oKAY. so we went backk. and okay fine, he was there.. lols. he looks sooooo good in his shirt. lol. and his hair rockks so much. spike. wwoots. lol. denn.. he walked with his peng you. hehe. reached auditorium. saw him agaain.

afta concert ended.. lols. walking, saw him again. that kai arhhh! lols. damnn pro, pretended to tie shoelace. lol. kaii, you're a great fren man. ahhahhaa. go take mrt. saw him again. BUUUTT. he missed the mrt i was inside.. soooo. ahhaa.. i was kindaaa s a d. =(( lols. so.. i told kai. i said, IF we meet at the lrt station. den its realie fate. hurhurhur.. den that stupiid hoon LA. tell me he nv come up lrt platform. so i was like.. huh. okay lorh. sad. haha.. but when train arrived.. he was there LORH. pahjiao la hoon! lols. =Xxx God's on my side siaah. ((= heees. buttttt. he din boared the traain. but.. glad enuff larrhs. loll. so i alighted at bp station.. to change to Petir line. heh. he was oso in da train. LOL. den.. he alighted at Pending with his frens. so. i of cause alight at Bangkit la.

so i thot, end of story.

lol. but no. i was SUPER hungryy. so i go buy food at my market there.. SAW HIM AGAIN. i was like. WAAATT DAAA!? lols. i was like.. omgosh lorhs. heeeeeehhs. hehehee. lols. i mean.. i had nv talkk to him bforee.. onli smiled ONCE. while with the STUPIDD jonathan plaayin badminton. lol his badminton PRO kae. lol. and sees him in lrt like almost everydaay. lol. so . . .

it all started with the lrt. i think the lrt ROCKS man. lol.. ((= hehe. today was like. a day i superr fa hua chi until SIAO okaays. lol. supasupa fa-ing lorhs. lols. =X cant help it la. its ALL jonathan's FAULT!!! he spoilt my relationshiip wit himmmmm!! argghh. i swear im gonna scold him like siaoooo!! lol.

i realiee miss seeing you - f a t e.
_________________________________________________________________

looollll. today's like my LUCKY day cans. looll.. of cuz, today's 26. wenta support my fren's concerrt. hehee. his damnnnnn cuutte siahh. lol. =Xx the concert was great. simply great. the music&pump was beaty. haha.. lols. and the costumes were kindaa shimmering. saw alotta people there.. hahaa.. din noe so manyy of my frens went. lol.. junxiang. cunlai they all oso. fwahh ppiiang. lol.. so qiao until lykdat. weird ehs. lol.

OHMANNNNNNN. IM SOOOOOOO. omgosh. i just love God mann. im shocked at this myself lorhs. loll.. damnnnn. hope its not a dreaaam. ((=

if it is, i dun wanna wake up from it.

muackkkks. cyaa peeeeeps. hehehheehe ((=

* p u r e _ f a t e * a n d _ iTHANK-God for ` it.
- 'll never forget your shirt&daSMILE on your face. you rockk.

2004-11-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

woahh. im like so freeakiin tired la. realie tired like siao can? i AM DAMN TIRED. my eyes are DAMN red&pain. been reaaalie tired lately. blame school la. so idiotic. so many thinggs. craaaaaaaaaappppp!!!! lols. =X

todaays the competition. got silver.. ohwell. hahaa.. got some $$ at least. hehe..

tmmmrrrrrr's 26!!! hahahaahahahhahaahahaa.. lols. =X ohmanohman. hehee.. lets go see him. cuttttttie.

im a ren zhe. and i shall not get irritated. ohmannn. gettin on muh nerves agggain.

heh.. syl is suppppppaaa niceeeeee. ohman. im gonna faint at his nice-ness. simply great. ((=

erzi-s bdae ytd. lol.. ah-mo-shi asked me wher we going. i was like.. IM FREEAKIIn busy loorhs. lol. den scold him.. haha. felt soooo bad. haiyya. not on purpose one M A H. hehe.. den just msged awhile.. heh.. my bill 79 bucks. whhoo. so bweautiful. lol.

haha. and hoon's like so complaining to me bout those people la. loll. i love you la darling. dun care bout them.. they're just being.. attention seekers. IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

O K A Y. im so freaakiin tired. i'll probably just collaspe and die. before i do that, i shall sleep first. ((= love God.

; ; ; ; ; ; those who seek, shall find.
/thhinnkin _` of your S M i L e.

2004-11-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

OMMGOOOSH!! im SOOOOO BUSY! im GONNA DIEE!! d i e . God, need help. realie need help.

ohmann. chatted with him on msn ytd. his dp IS SO C U T E. ohman. im goiin nuts.

nv plaay bball ferr damn lonng. my hands are itchinnggggg. lol.

prom's just nxxt week. damnnit. there are good&bad sides to it. hurhurhurhurhurrrs.

nida go meet sebas. den go gem's placee liaos. DIE.

ARGHHHH. but msged with him a lil last nightt. so.. haha. felt better. ((=

what does it mean when a person sends the simplest of simplest msg to you, and makes you smile =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ? smuaccccks.

OKOK. i shant go on. time to get b u s y again.seeyaaa peeps. lovvve ya.

GodBLESSME.

_ i meet people. but why its you?
cause you'reSPECIAL ;; <333

2004-11-22T18:06:00.000+08:00

wooooooo. im like SO NOT tired. and SO NOT busy. and SO NOT sleepyy. wahh. im succhaaa wonder woman. lol.

- wenta school ferrr competition meeeeting. competition's in thursdaaaay. hahaa.. win liaoss can get BIG $$. lol. but win ornot is another issue.. arhhs. ssadd.

- so im like so freaaakin sleepyy. and my contacts are dryin up.

- saww kp.. vivian.. ahhaa. they were so haaappy that o's ended. haha.. both hugged me. aww. so sweeeet righttttt. heh.

- was kinda suayy la. saw him afta o's ended. which is like.. ARGHhh. lol. ytd was 21st agaain. sheeshh. he msged me in the morning again. -.- lols. okayy, nvm. i ren zhe. lol. denn.. just msg lorh. ohwellll. wat can i say? HOW in the world can i believe you when you've been lying to me like.. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 MONTHS?!!? lol... im not angry & im NOT gonna quarrel. ren zhe. God! help mmeeeee.

- wentta city harvvesst on sat. HEHE. fun like siaooo!! lols. Sista Annabel iS SO DAMN CHIO can?!?!?!? lol. wooooots. ended around 10+. lol. board bus around 11. lol.. reached home close to 12 bahhh. thaanks for sending me home. ((((= sweeeetie. hehehe. =X

- natalie called and told me stuff aboout him. hahahhaa. lol.. okaayy. i din NOE that. heh. but i do noe NOW. hehee. okaaylllaa. i feeel a lil bad la. budddeeeeeeen. ahem. hahaa.. nvmm.

- ytd talked to clem till 1.01 am. lol. OKAY. i din realised we talked SO longg. nag la he. lol.. but. it was beneficial, right dear? hahaa.

- felt kiinda sweeeeetened by you. ((= missya. realie.

i love sweets.

lalallalalalallalla. o's finish lerr. our turn is commiiin. must jia youuu. lollls.. ggot tuition tmrr. SIANS. finished like.. onli a little of homeworrk. craaapp la. gonnnna bible study with sebas. woott. gonna be funnn. ((=

wooott. im off to dreamland. *pop*

+ ;[ miss you / miss you # ]

2004-11-20T16:24:00.000+08:00

yoyooo.

tiiired like siao can. just returned frrom netball carnival. lol. T I R e D. i fell.. idiot. and injured my hand. the GK la! piiiiangs. SO tall. SO rough. but damn good laa her skills. lol =Xx

nidaa meet sherrill soon. lol. goiin to city harvest witt da rest.. heh. cant be late.. lol, hope not. hehee. =))))

SAD. he go to Tasmania LE!!!! =(((((( i think his probably on the plane sleeping. hahaa.. he packed till kinda late ytd.. saddeddddd. clem, yaa think i will miss him? hurhurhur..

my hand hurts like siaoo! lols. i din noe my blood was SO redd.. =D heh. lol.

hahaa.. im not that streeeeessed liaos. lol. now onlii left proposal format havvenn do. hehe.. mustt jia you. and pray. thhank God ferr helping.

ARRRRH. l a t e.

seeyaaa peeps. loveee yaaaaaaa. smuuuuuuacks. hehee..

* * * * * * past? ____________i've clean forgotten about it.

2004-11-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH MAN.

i just DUN understand the teachers can?!?! omgosh. MAN. OMGOSH!!

they think MY TIME is THEIR time? and IM free for THEM if THEY NEED ME?!?! tell me do this do that oso last minute tell.like as if I DAMN FREE lykdat. my time all fer theM? now two teachers oso dun wanna give in.. one tell me in early november got carnival. one told me onli ytd that tmrr got wits meeting. OBVIOUSLY i'll go to the carnival right. cause.. i've to be logical, she told me bout the carnival first. but now, the meeting teacher dun wanna let me GO. and says its compulsory?! ask her to call him, she dun wan. ask him to call her, he dun wan. PIIANG. wats with both of em man?! den now make until things SO difficult fer me. i stay at home and sleep the best la.

so how. which should i go?

2004-11-19T13:37:00.000+08:00

yooo..

((= listening to Numb Encore to RELIEVE stress.

damnnnn tired can.. its the same feeling i had during the exams. lol. stressed.. duno why. lotsa stuff coming up & happening.

prom+netball carnival+ex-co stuff+competition+other stuff.

lol.. okays. i tot ticketing was a simple committee. but i hadnt know that i've got so much to do.. and cliff gave me problems. which made me freaakin pissed.. well. i dun wish to care too.. mr anand'll handle it himself. makes me worry nia. lotsa stuff to do.. namelist. attendance list. registration ferr bears. netball carnival's here.. haiis. sleeping so late nowadays.. around 1+. settling some stuff.. den wake up around 7+ ferr netball. SIAN can?! my body aches like siao now mannnn.. goshh. lol. i old liaos.. =Xx ex-co got lotsaa stuff going on.. haven finish typing minutes thou. and monday got another activity in KranjiSec. fwah piiang. sians. competition? sickening. forevaa last minute ask us to do one.. in the end the $$ give who?! piiang. this WITS competition not playplay one lorhhs. nid time to do it well de lorhs. den give us so lil time.. oh man. thinkin of it gives me a headache.. i dun wanna have sleepless nites agaain. remember last time s'porepoly's competition.. din sleep ferr 2 days. i got eye bag liaoos. SO UGLY!! lols. my mum ask me put make up. SIAO. hate it.. arghhhhh. siians.

why cant teachers just think ferr us? we've SO many homework can? i ytd do until 12+ i buay tahan liiiaos lorh. and its onli 1 worksheet? i still 've like 8 more? ohman. how am i gonnna freaakin finish it. and hols is coming to an end soon. and o's here. fwah die.. think liaos oso scared. lol. if i dun start revision now.. wheres the time to do that? i see other people regret so much on playin too much in sec3. i realie noe why.. hahhaa. =pp

ytd wenta hoon house. loll. wit kai&weijie&boon&jasmen.. finalli jasmen noe how to think lerr. happy about itt.. ((= love them sooo muchh.. boon damn FUNNY can?! lols. his DAMN lamee. hahaa.. den.. just talked lorhh. aboutt everything.. they say tat they now regret. haha.. seriously, i dunno whether its too late. but.. i think if they wanna change, its realie goodd ferr them bbahs. ((= mshsien actuallli wanna dismiss em frrom prefects de. lol.. TRIED to speak up fer them.. and we succeeded! lols. =Xx cause the cca points ferr them can at least help abit mahh. ohwell. they must jia youuu. ((= hahaa.. laugh until i siaooo.. they damn siao can.. take the laser stuff. lol. cant stand it.. lol..

his going to Tasmania tmmrr.. gonna miss him too.. hahaa.. his fun to msg with.. ya, and fun for my bill to explode. LOL. =X hope he enjoys himself..

ytd msged with ah-mo-shi. lol. well. he apologizedd.. and explained.. admitted everythingg.. ohwell. i guess, all well ends well. ((= thank God.

man.. i was so pissed.. and i ji tao told him how i feel.. his realie adding to my woes. im alrady.. busy enuff. and there he was crapping bout patch? wat is this? TOLERATE. r e n z h e! = /

lols. todaay gossiped with anqi siahh. lol.. wooahh. she told me lotsaa stuff man.. din noe so many things had happened.. shes damn funny. cant stand her.. haha.. interesting, and its REALIE interesting. lol.

actualli.. i prayed ferr jasmen they all. that they'll noe how to think.. and ya noe.. become better people.. glad God's responding to my prayers.. smuacks. even he, someone so unexpected msged me.. ohmigosh man. God's just great.

im sooo tiredddd. realie am. stressed. thinkin about prom stuff gives me headache liaoss. HEH. thinkin about goinng CITYHARVEST tmmr makes me happppppyyyyyyy. ((= lols.

life's not that stressed, after all. ((=

hehe. smile, and the world will smile with you. thankss clem, alot. ((= loveya. okokaay. i think now im gonna let nature take its course.. and do things ONE at a time. cannot so stressed. lol. lalallallaa.

waiting to feel God tmmr. love yaa peeps! tkcaree ya.

[ [ [ [ [ [ [ [ [ i care fer you - i realised that, unexpectedly. ] ]

2004-11-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

i am troubled enough with whats happening now, so can ya please stop adding to the burden?

2004-11-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

ohhhlalas.

hiis. it has been an interesting+fun+happy+sweet+irritating two days. lol..

ytd wenta meet shan.. jason.. sherrill.. meiling and sebas.. lols. well. learnt alot thou. realie love God. ((= much more than anyone else. heh. den walk walk lorhs. hahas. and meiling's damn SIAO can.. hur. we go shopping.. walkwalk. fwahh. den got FREE dinner.. jason mahs. lol. den reached home around 8+. fun ((=

lols. den interesting thing happen.. lol. i was kinda shocked myself. he actuallii dare to ask my biatch bout me? piiangs. i remembered i left her number in his phonebook.. lol. she called me ytd and told me wat happened.. i oso dunoo he so boliaos. lol. lame lorh.

lol. damn shuang can. she ji tao shoot him!! lols. haha. okay la. abit evil laaaa.. but i think he realie deserves it lorrh. 3,4 pluss he msg me.. thinkk i dunn nida slp arh.. lol. i ji tao hack care lorhhs. den another msg came.. PIIANG! i admit i am damn pissed and irritated larhs. i realie din mean to, but why do you keep askin me irrelavant qns? why you care? if its outta fren's concern, i appreciate it. but if its sweet talk, den forget it. how many times i've told you there is no patch in my dictionary??!?! argh. you said you've changed? i realie am tired of listening to it.

im dead. his back to haunt me. lol. afta i took SO long to shoo him off.. but. his back. hahaa.. like some World War 3 lykdat. lol. i dun wanna quarrel lorhs. sick of it. after knowing God, the bible taught us to tolerate.. and i SHALL tolerate.

you wan msg me? okay lorhs. i think my tolerance rate can last a long time. live and pray in God's words and thy shall find peace.

cannot quarrel. cannot quarrel. cannot quarrel.
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lol. his a sweetie. miss ya.

+ ((=

2004-11-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

woots. hiiya. hehee. ((=

todayy go studdystuddy withh kai&ling&hui. hehe. gossip too larh. hahaa.. lols. den.. we were damn lame oso lorhhs. KAI's a bitch la. lol. =Xx hui's back was peeling like siaoo. hahaa.. lols. dendenden. saw him at kfc. i was like omgggoshh. hahaaa.. kai say she saw mel nia. but NO lorh. lol.. =pp heh. cute.

ytdd walked home with clem.. hahaa.. yes, i believe you clement. i UNDERSTAND totally. lol.

tmmr got na-ball training.. siiians. lol. afta that gottaa meet sebas.. and sherrill. busy day again. saddedddd..

haiiyas. he realie very buay zidong. can he just bloody concentrate on o's and stop wasting smses? sometimes makes me damn irritated.. realie wanna slap him and wake him upp..

God please make him understAND.

heh. i lied to him that i've a bf..lol.. or should i say i turned lesbian? hahhahaa. =X den i've more choices.

.. ling&hui&kai&i practically DISLIKE you. shoo OFF.

prom's givin me lotsa headaches. hahaa.. budden it was cured when i chatted wit him just now.. his msn nick is SO damn weirdd siahhh.. dorts. lol

lalaa.. stay cool peeeps. muacks!

* be happy! it works! ((= it all because of y O u.

2004-11-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fwaahahhahahhahhahaaaaaa. ((=

lonnnngg time no bllogg lerrs.

13/nov/04

muhahahaaa. it ROOCKS SOO MUCH! omgosh maann.. lol. met nat&weiyi at bangkit firz. den wenta plaza singapura first.. hahhaaa.. i REALIE SERIOUSLY cant stand cai weiyi. HIS DAMN L A M E. lol. i laughed like some siao kia can. everyone was lookin at me. haha. lol. cant stand him.. hahaa.. nat was damn lame oso la. two lamers. lol. dennn.. makanmakan. wenta meet sebas.. shan.. jason.. sherrill.. jiajun they all. lol. dendenden wenta indoor stadiummm! lols. WOOHOOOO!!!!!!! it was GREAT can?! lols. wenta the carnival firzz.. lol. it rained.. haha. jason and i was drenched like siaooo.. lols. but.. the rain din affect our mood, was still DAMmnnnnnn excited lol. =X den wenta North Entrance.. look for sebas. sherrill was complaning to me bout this guy, whose damn irritating. lol. and, he realie was. lol. den talked and crapped with weiyi.. nat.. jiajun whilst waiting. hahaa.. LAME again cann.. haha. den i was damnnnnn hunngryy! lols. jiajun gave me my favourite bread to makan! bonjour's chocolate chip bread! lols. munched and munched. haha.

finalli was time to go in lerrr. omgosh can. it was PACKED. okay, it wasnt packed. the stadium was FULL lorh. lol. i mean, have you heard of any churches filling up the whole indoor stadium? lol. its not like some 5566 or Avril's concert. it was plainly worshipping God and the stadium was full? lol. i was damnmnn amazed by the power of God. lol. sebas gave me this orange tag for recognition. lol soo sweett!! lols.

woaaaahh.. around 730 service starteddd.. woohhhhhoooooo.. lols. it was SO fun can?! the hymns was great! lols. my favourite hillsong came up.. lol. everyone was just clapping and jumping and.. praising Him. lol.. me and nat dance around.. hahaa.. weiyi was complaining that his sitting nxt to brian. lol. -.- damien and vertyno were behind.. jiajun and edwin was a few seats away. lol. all were just doing the same thing, praising God. ((=

hehee. Sister Annabel led the songs of Worship.. teared a lil. haiiss. its awesome how the power of God touches your heart&conscious. and of cause prayed that everyything will be fine.. and asked for forgiveness ferr all muh sins.. ((= hehee. afta thhatt. Pastor Ulf started his praising and preached. WOOAHH! his succha wise mann! what he says makes SO much sense can?! lols. i mean. he rocks man. i love him. lol.. learnt alot alot alot alot. ALOT. heh.

den they had altar call. bought sherrill down.. lol. prayed ferr her to receive salvation.. gosh man. i din expect the power at the stage culd be sooo strong.. the tension was huge! Pastor Ulf's a damnnn powerful preacher. his a prophet.. and his amazing. when he prayed and all that.. could feel a sense of security and hope in life overcoming me. ((= thaankk God. ya noe. somehow it was like a dream.. so unbelievable that i was actualli infront of Pastor Ulf receiving blessinggs..hehe. den teared a lil, but it wasnt tears of sadness, but tears of j o y. i was so glad to be there..den praised God agaiinn!!!! lols. with hymns! lols. roooccks man! ((=

finished around 11.. imagine 4 hours of intensive worshipping of God. with the whole stadium full. the decoration on stage was beautiful. gosh man. all for Him. ((= affffftta endded. talkedtalked abit. den walked with jiajun.. errill.. nat.. they all to Kallang. lol. i seriously cannot tahan these people ssiiah. lol THEY ARE SO LAMME! haha.. but they're fun to be with! cause we're all belivers of God! (= den we sang soonnggggggg, and BASICALLY made a fool of ourselves la. lol. BUT who cares?! we were haviin SO much funn! lols. den.. soon guan was there to. hahaa.. din expect him to be a chuch person too. lol. =X deeenn.. sit mrt. talktalktalk&lame. lol. laughed agaiin.. until got tears liaos. lol =x reached home around 1. slept at 2. and was suppose to meet nat at 730 the nxt day. WOO. for another service at indoor stadium.. hha. a different message delivered by pastor Ulf. hehe.. cant get enuff of him. ((=

14/nov/04

lol. GUESS WAT. i was suppose to wake up at 6.ooam. but i woke up at 7.40am. MUHAHAHHAHA. lols. the alarm LA. nv ringggggggg.. lol. turned out i wasnt the onliii one latee.. hahahaa. nat oso. lol. sherrill called me.. and i was like. huhhhh.. now wat timmeee.. hahhhahaa. =X lols. den den den. i rushed like siao lorrhh. hahaa.. den jiajun smsed me whether wanna meet.. haha. i was like. i alreadyyy late like siao ler still meet you. lol. and sommmore the time changed to 845. =X lols. sooooo, nat's mum fetched us! weeee. lol. and we werent late. hehe. i went withh jason to mac.. to buy breakfassssstt. lol. dennnn.. sebas came. lol. jiajun was LATE. hahhaa. lucky din meet him.. hehhe. den reached there.. WOOAh. it was already packed liao can?! lols. TWO straight days the indoor stadium was packed just by God's word. lol. amazed. lol. dennnnnnnn.. muhahahhaha. around 930 service startttttttted! lols. saaaang hymns again. lol, i was DAAAAMN tired and sleeeeepppyy before that. lol. but when praising God den damn enthu liaoos. lol. jumped like siao aaaagain. lol. hahaaa.. and suanling's damn chio lorhs. lol. wellwellwell. afta that was Pastor Ulf's preaching again. ohman. he was wonderfull.. lol. he spoke of the Holy Spirit. he ROCKS mannnnn.. gosh. den he blessed He Yao Sun and Pastor Kong. WOAH. yao sun's tummy was SOOOOO bigg! lols. WELL. he anointed her by her head.. and..... she fell. Pastor Kong too. i was like. omgoosh. shes pregnant lorhhss! but.. she was okaayy afta that. and he blessed her babby. hehe. so sweet.

dennn.. hymnss againn! lols. hahhaaa.. was damnn fun. got some dance performances tooo.. ((= great. just great. =D hehee. dendenden.. service ended around 1.. lol. dennnnn.. took photos!!!!! lols. damnnnn cute siiaa they all! hahaaa.. sebas&kason&jiajun like some granddad lykdat. loll.. dennn!! we wenta the carnivall!! lols. sebas was damn nice.. he gave me daa balloon bear. which is DAMN cuttte! lols. ((= den we ate a lil. hehehee.. afta that went up to find jason.. jiajun.. shan they all. lol. it wasss so peaceful.. realie. deennn around 4+ went bacck. lol.

ta-da. that was how i spent my weekend.

some people may think its boring and all.. lol. but.. it certainly is not to me.. in fact its the best weekend eva. loll.. exception from the time spent with my biatches la. lol. those were da best. ((= reaaalie, learnt so much. had so so so so so much fun. i shant elaborate on how great God is. cause.. its within each individual's opinion.. but.. his wonderful. realie. his works miracles. to say the truth, my prayer was granted.. ((= it did happened. and i thank him for it. everyone may think.. Aiyaaa, just qiao onli wat. but.. it cannot be that qiao as everytime riight. even my mum's prayers were answereddd.. that was why she believed in Him so muchhh..

His great, realie. fabulous. He gives me faith in everything i do.. His beyond my expectations. He makes my life so adventurous&fun.. He makes me stronggerrr.. He makes me believe that the impossible will happen one day.. cause with him, nothing's impossible. (=

you'll never understand until you try it.. i hesitated last time too, but not anymoree.. ((=
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ohhlalallalalala. hahaaa.. alot has happened oso.. besides God's happenings.. lol. sherrrrrill's fa-hua-chiiing over him.. hahhahaa. =xx lols.

hhmm.. you are nice. yes, i admit you are nice. and concerned about me and all.. but.. you're realie overdoing it. can you imagine someone bugging.. okay, i would not say BUGGING. just smsing you.. and all. and askin you this and that.. i seriously appreciate it.. but.. its a lil too much. you're not even my stead.. lol. even my stead oso wun be soooo.. conservative. i was kinda irritated on sat night.. it was late lerr.. and he was like. HUH. i wont sleep until you reach home.. WAAHHPIIANG. i was like.. you sleep firsst la. so late liaos.. i mean, it realie was late lorh can? and i got SO pissed.. i just said, oh haha. im home alradyy.. and guess what? he says his not tired.. wanna sms. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -.- nothing to say. dun reply, grumble. reply, ask so many questions. why some guys just DUN GET IT?! bless him, God. den.. another one.. amos.. lol. cannt stand it arhh!! wanna say den say, dun wanna say den dun say.. lol.. i wasnt pissed at him laa.. just felt like.. dun so tun tun tu tu LORH. buay tahan guys like that lehh.. lol.

hehe. but.. last night he msg meee.. hahaaa.. so.. hhe.. hahaa.. i not angry ler.. hahaa.. lol.. hahhaa... lol..

haaiis. miss the servies soooooo muchh.. =( damnn sadded that its overrr.. how i wish i can be there agaain.. lol. nvmm laa.. sat going to chuch liaaos. 5 more days.

God's great. biatches, miss you all alooott.

wellwell. my mum's askin me to do stuff.. gotta fasta finish it. and meet jasmin..

WOOOOOt. i got the Numb Encore song lerrr! lols. syl sent meeee! hehe. sweetie.

smileee peeps, cause life is great. trust me, life is realie great. =D

_ ; God is great ; _

[ im overwhelmed by your emotions, miss you alot. ]

2004-11-13T09:20:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyooooo!! hehehehehehheheeee.. smmackksssss..

tttoodaaayy happpyhappy. lol.. ((= he msged me just now.. and my heart is gonna MELTTTT. omgggosh. his so nice caaans. lol..

heh. ytd was a buusyy dayy.. met sebas.. hahaaa. and jason and peisha. omgosh can. they are all DAMN lame.. hahaa.. we laughed until cannnn die ssiah. hahaa.. lammee peoplee.. hahaa.. funny.. dennnnnn wenta meet my mama. lol. went to FOOT REFLEXOLOGY!! lols. wahh crap man. its DAMN pain can?!?! lol PIIANG eh. pain until can die lorhh. lol.. den wennt to makan fruits.. den go orchard SHOPPING!! loll. my long awaited day. heheh.. bought a white skirt.. a white blouse.. two black dresses.. and a pink skirt. lol. it looks damn sweeeeett.. $49 bucks okaaaayy! $$$. lol. its a long one.. bought at JohnLittle. lol. rawks.

lol, sorrry clem ferr not answerin your calls.. was shoppp-iiin. hehehehe. =D

toodaay is a gweat day. going to canival and indoor stadium laata. heheeee.. Pastor Ulf's comin downnn.. omgosh. lookin forward to it.. lol.

SMUACCCKS. ((=

seeya.

[ / - - - youu make my day brighten up. ]]

2004-11-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

woooahhwoaah.

im damnnnnnnnn tired. fatigue. lol. just finished tuition.. shitt it man. my math gotta improve. ornot i'll be SO deadd. lol.

talked to clemmmy thru last night.. lol. its SO LAME!! haha. i was laughing like siao can. his damn funny larrh, realie. lol. haha.. basically just gossiped. lol. his my bitchiin partner. ((= lols. den asked him stuff.. hahaa. i HOPE he was right. hurr. clem, just do it. its not gonna hurt. haa. =Xx

so touched by what you said. realie. hur. no one has ever said that to muh beforee.. perhaps you dunno me well enufff.. but. it was nice to hear..
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your boring self and my emotions? deep talks of another level? haha. i agree, so muchh.. but.. you're a verhh different person.. unique, i would say. heh.
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its hard to tell a person frankly how you realliiie feel when that person's being so nice. so sincere.. that i seriously cannot bear to say no. or get lost. i wanna be a bitch, but i cant. cause his TOO nice.. omgosh man. cant stand it. i hate guys who are too nice..

too nice = scary.

my conclusion, chinesehigh guys - smart, verbally-abled. lol, sincere, TOO nice, cool.

and i mean, they are damn freakkin smart. their ang-moh is like. WOAH. mine's like so bad compared to them lol. like duhh. haha.. and they are so NOT lame. yeaa, they do joke.. but.. the natural humour is not there..

oh God.. tell me what should i do..

OHWELL. leave it to f a t e.

anyways. heh. me and him okaay lerrs.. but that slut is still gettin onto jas. today kai&hoon told me what that slut did.. i was like. WAT THE. i din noe she did that.. onli knew part of the story which he told me.. i was kinda shocked lorh. but.. watevva la. shes crapp. i noe shes chio. but she smokes. i mean, how low-class can she get? gosh.

gonnaaa meet sebas laata. lol. tmrr going to indoor stadium.. for service by Pastor Ulf. im gonna love it. ((= God's my inspiration. anyyyyone interesteddddd...? hurhurhur. call moi.

SLEEP.

ps: clem i noe your reading this. stop laughing. =p

+ touched my an angel

2004-11-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

arrrrloww. heh. im sleeeeeppppyy, as usual. lol

hehh.. *snorts* im damnnn tiredd.. slept aroundd 1 plus agaain.. lol.. my bill goonnaa explode.. and im gonna be so dead. attend my funeral ookay. lol i reaalie nida stop smsing mann.. ornot.. i will realie be damn brokee.. my bank.. haahahahahahahahaha. lol. not much $$ liaos. nvm.. i haven checked the cheque into my account.. must fasterr go check liaossss. ornot.. i no $$. sadded. lol

hehhhe. ytd night damnnnn funnyy siaaa.. aroundd 11+ i close window.. on air-con mah. haha.. den da playground's light still on. den i was wondering. how can that be.. by 10 it shuld off lerrs. so i looked down.. so coincidence he was there.. aha.. with his brother i think. and a dog. couldnt see clearly.. lol. but when i saw him.. he looked up.. lol. den i was wearing specs.. so i REALIE have NO idea whether it is realie him.. budden he was patting a dog.. and he loves dogs. but oso cannot see THAT clearly.. so.. i just dun care.. haha.. closed my curtains. den.. haa.. he msged me.. say i dao him.. lol.. den i looked down.. haha. realie was him.. he waved.. den his brother msg me ask me wheres my brother.. llol. den.. he msg me ask me and my brother go down. i was like. SIAO arh. so late liaoos. sommore my mama at home.. hurrr. denn my bro say go awhile lorh.. cause he long time no talk to his bro lerrs. lol. den my bro told my mum we go take things from chings. hahahaha. =Xx lols. den we talk talk lorhh. heh. his damnnnn cutee.. cant stand it.. he was wearing green againn. hahaaa.. den he playyed with da doggie lorhhs. damnnn cutttte!! lols. =Xx den we just talktalk lorhs. hahahhahaha.. dennnnnnnnnnnnn. my MUM calleddd. lol.. she called my brother.. and asked him why was he at the playground. hahha. me and my bro ji tao RUNNN all the way up.. haha.. den say.. OH, coincidental saw our friends at the playground. hahhaha. =XX lols. badd hoh. heh.. taooyanss la. see him ten minutes oso goodddd mahhs.. hahaa.

jas calledd agaain ytddd.. lol.. he sounded as if he was cryiingg.. amos told me exactly who taught jas badd lerrrrrrr.. and its that slut.. damnit mann. watevaa lorhhhh.. she better keep her distance away from jas.. no wunder her own bf oso dun wan herr. CHEYY.

lala. todaayy deepavali got ALOOTTTTT of shows siahh!! loolls. but that hoon ask me go play bbaallll. sadddeddd. i think i lata abit den go doown.. got Beyonce siahh! that chiobu. SHES SO HOT. omgosh. lol. im not lesbian, remember. ((=

lallalaalalalala.

smmuackss. seeyaa peeps. luuveya.

cutiee_

2004-11-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

ARHHHHHH.

DO ANYONE HAVE THE LASTEST COLLABORATION by LINKIN PARK & Jay-Z.

its CALLED, Numb Encore.

it rrrawwks. send it to me if ya've it. lol =D

lala. im sleepy. just bloggin so that i wont be sleepy. llol hafta continue wit muh work.

such ironic. you two are so weirddddd, i wont say you're vying, but. there arent such conicidences i guess. lol, im talkin to myself.

SLEEEEPY

*gone*

2004-11-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

arrlllooooowss!

hehheh. todaay i guai kiiiiiiiiiaaa. stay at home and finish up workk. lol. lotsa stuff to doo. alot of things not settled ferr prom. lol and homewooork! lols. i onli managed to finish english comprehension. and theres still like, science? math? chinese? chinese TEST? a-math? humanities? -.-?!?!?!?!?!?!?! lols. sickening worrk. just returned from school.. had to finish up prom stuff.. heh. sianns. its soooo near can. and we've yet to finish half of the stuff. ohgooshs. i guess its goonna screw up. lol.

lalla. ytd wenttttt to sentosa. with Biatches. erzi-s [ except gabriel =( ]. amos&jerome&jasper. lols. hahaha.. it was damnn fun can?! we tanned like SIAO. haha. and im back to red again can? hurhur. llol. im becoming damnn dark. and i love it. muhahahhaa =Xx anyyways. we reached shihui's house at around.. 8? and started to make the sandwiches! yummmylicious. lol. den we make make make. den talk talk. den going to 9 liaos. go meet the guys. lol. and da burfdae gurl. lol. den.. got some stuff happened. lol. but, it was all okay in the end. [read hoon's blog] lols. den.. went there. OMGOOSH! it was B E A U T I F U L okays. it realie was. da water was clear and the coast was nice. lol. den we TANNED! the sun was damnnnnn GUD! hurhur. and we plaayed waater la. play bball. play vball. HEH. it was damnn funny siahh. everyone was screaming. hahaa. =Xx lols. well, hoon was happy. im glad ferr you darling. ((= the guys were DAMN funny okays. lol. and i mean DAMN funny. they damn LAME can?!? haha. they keep hitting each other.. and.. i dunnoo. haha. they suddenly turned DAMN LAME!! lols.

finalli i see the old boon, jas. back to themselves. lol. was realie glad.. haha. boon was damn lame. they wannted to gangbang hui. lol. =Xx she was damnn chio lorh. she was wearin halter. woahh. and her tan rawks. her figure rawks. lol. and miao was damn horny la actualli. lol. she owaes is. hhurhur. ping&her sweet sweet worhs. lol. and there was this couple. lol. so incorrigible. doing things that lil kids like us cannot see. haha. =xx

dennnn. wenta harbourfront makanmakan. haha. we sat the SAME table as we sat last time.. lol. so sweet siahs. den we makan liaos. me&ling&jas&boon&weijie&amos go buy CAAAKE! wooah. expensive siahh. but damn nice. lorhs. lol. den we gave serene a surprise. lol. heh. den the whole foodcourt DAMN noisy can? lols. cause of us. lol. it was DAMN quiet initially lorh. den we invaded the whole place. muahhahhahahha. lols. den we singsong. makan cake. MUHAHA. den we took some cream and played with it. LOL. make until the whole place damn untidy. STUUPID serene make my face. LOL. the guys damnn scared can. lol. hello. its onli c r e a m. lol.

den go arrrrcade playplay. lol. playyed daytona. haha. and this bike thinggy. lol. i had like, complete NO control over the bike.. hahhaha. lol. den boon helped be behind. lol. damnn lame lorh the game. lol. den den den. play liaos. our tan damnnn pain can. lol. den sit train. to accompany sherrill. hurhur. den we talk talk lorh. haha. sooo long nv talkeddd to everyone bout stuff lerr. well.. i TRIED to talk to him. and least i TRIED. cause God said forgive&forget. lol. den jiancheng sent me home.. and. luckily i was in time to watch The Champion. lol. yilin's sucha slut. lol. hurrms. he msged me.. asked me whether im home alreaddy.. hur.. i was like. since when he became SO concerned. lol. den around 12+ he msged me again. wahppiang. he say he just left jas's place. lol. well.. i TRIED to be nice. lol. i mean. he was o k a y la. he din show me lj attitude.lol. everyones been tellin me not to hate him anymore. i've NO idea why everyone is helping him SO MUCH. lol.aniways.i hope he noes how to think.. and change jas. hopefully. lol. he told me wat happened to him and shauna. ohwell. wat can i say? den msged until 130 lykdat. i buaytahan. damnnn tired. and my cough was gettin on me. lol. i ji tao say. i WANNA SLEEPPP!! lols. den he okokokokokok. good night. tkcare. hahhaha. =Xx lols. im NOT evil.

heh. syl found Simple Plan's first album. wooahwoooahh. it rawks so much. he sent me daa song.. i'd do anything. its damnn nice LORH. d/l it!! hurhur. and syl's still damn nice. rawker. haha. alot of peeps thot i was talkin bout the Idol, sly. its not THAT shuaige. lol. its my xslc fren, syl. hurhur. its like alot of people askin me caan.. haha. they thought i know sly.. hahahha. if i know him.. WAHHHHHHHH. i song bo liaos lorhh. hur.

heh. saw his mum this morning. lol. den i tot she was fetching him to school or somethingg.. but noo.. haha. he was at the lrt.. lol. saw him there. fwah. soo long din see him lerr. sadddded. lol.. stay so near, yet so farrrr. muhahhaa..

HHHHAPPPPPY BUUUUUURFFDAE to seeeeeerrreeenneCHENG! lols. ((= hope you enjoyed yourself ytd. lala. we biatches will owaes be there ferr you. smuuuacks. all the best in everything you doo.. jia you worhhs. remember to studyy hard! loveeya!

loveebiatches.

lalala.

seeyaaa peeeeeeeps. that STUPID clement is bugging me.. lol. idiott! his lame la. lol. =xx

loooveeya peeps! hhaa. i am not lesbian. dun woorrai. i love guys.

+ i [ think i am ] - im glad to. ((=

2004-11-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

yooooooooo. heehhs. =DD

lalaa.. todaayy i guai kia stay at home.. haha. ironed clothes.. lol no choice larrh. tmrr going out so muust guai abit. heh..

heh.. chatted with dinghong. gweat guy.. lols. his syl's fren. duh, his nice. lol =Xx ohhweell. den hooon told me she saw him at plaza.. i was like. erh. wateva. lol. dont wish to see him. den the other day ling told me she saw the other him in plazaa. haha. so sadded. i wasnnt at plaza.. lols.

hurhur. just bought rene's gift. wahhpiianng. its nice lorh. i wanna save it fer myself. hahhahaa. muahha. =Xx heh. its NICE okaaaay. actualli wanna get the OP one. hur. but i think this one suits her more.. heeh. wanna go roxy and surf babe soon. i NEED NEW CLOTHESS!! arrgh. lol. i saw this skirt at mango. OMGOSH! its soo pretty! lols. and a blouse at Topshop. it just matches so well with the mango skirt! lols. saddedd laa. lol. just now bought an OP tee. already broke liaos. $$ $$ $$.

haha. todaayy damnnnnnnnnnnnn busy siah. had to send the gurls their photos. lol. i had to like sort them out.. heh. and my dad changed the computer screen to some alien-ish BIG screen. im like. so not used to it. lol. and havin to stare at the computer.. my eyes are so uncomfortable. lol. heh. i got sent alot of songs toodayy. woots. gonna burn them liaos. lol. music makes muh life.

ttmr goinn to silosooo! wwoots. rene's burfdae. looks like theres aloooott of peeps going. lemme see. almost.. 20 liaos. llol. fuunnn! lols. i remember last time we went.. hahaa. damnnnn funnnn!! but Kk havin o's now. sadded =( so he cant goo. heh. den just now at NTUC. lol. we macham like some AUNTIE CAN?!?!?? buy this buy that. lol. cause we gonna cook&make sandwich. lol. so pathetic hoh? haha. but its nice. llol. the guys like damnnn useless can. dunno how to cook. hahhaahhahhahha. =Xx spent like ALOT of $$. so dead.

wahhpiiang. and i am damn angry lorhs can. i mean watevva lorh. you are tryin to piss me off? haha. i will piss you off MORE. i really dislike you. haiis. his changed. his changed so much.. far too much.. dun come near me anymore.. i dun wish to talk to you anymore.. you betrayed my frens and acted as if its nobudi's biz? in God's word, you should know wher you went wrong. but you still continued. haiis.

humans changed.. but his changed far too much.. too muchh..im DISAPPOINTED!

God. please make him understand and repent..

=D seeyaaa peeeeepss! tmmrr's gonna rawk!

* [ s h a k e - u r - b o o g i e ] ]*

2004-11-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

harrrloooowwws. hehhehe.

=D dinn blogg fer a long timee. gotta sayy im reaaally busy. muhaas.

Saturdae.

wenta city harvest.. lol. before that went to a mini partty at Jurong. met sebas they all at boonlay. lols. fun nehh! lolls. we had some games.. den i was like muahahahahhaa. the onlii gurl with 3 guys. i was like. shit la. lol. sure lose one. heh. wasnt allowed to blink, as long as possible. lol. my eyes were dripping wet!! lols. but.. i cannoot sia suay la. heh. so.. lalala. won da guys. muhaha. GUYS, gurls rocks as much okayy. =pp lols.

den went forr service. WOOAHH. FABULOUS. the servicee was gweatt. the tension was strong, the music was gweat&pumpy, Pastor Kong was wunderrful. his preaching was gweaat! learnt alot. the presence of God was felt. power siahh! He Yao Sun was there too. hahaa. carryinn her BIIIGGG tummy. lols. so cute. heh. Acctuali, Pastor Kong's preaching reaalieee taught me alot. and change my perspective of life. it healed me fromm the pain&sorrow i felt. and, God's just greaat. love him to deaathh. lol. anyyone interested in attending CityHarvest. ring me up. =D muackks.

den talkeed to natalie.. a veryyy long talk. lol. ohweell. i've made up my mind. and i'll succeed. =D nat's a greatt gal. thxx darling.

hahaa. den talkked to clemmy agaain. haha. i think almost the whole night was on da phone with him. HIS SPASTIC! lols. his SO lame. SO SO SO LAME. hur. but his funny la. hahaa. well. just shared problems. hahaa.. i should say HIS problems. hur. cause basically, i just gossiped to him how happy i was. lol. and he practically mourned over the phone. aww. i still love you clem, dun worraiii. lol. =X

Today

TODAY ROCKS SO MUCH! lols. =Xx

althouu i din go out, spent da whole freaakin day packing&cleaning my room. which is SO damn dusty + dirty + crampy. lol. and i practically THREW everythingg. lol. hahaa. not realie la. but those i think is no significance one. i no think twice. and just THROW. lol. i love throwing things. cause it means, once and for all GONE. lol. den my room has LESSER stuff and wont be crampy. lol. i think i threww like everything he gave me. lol. i think its just thrash, rubbish. even the chain we bought together. not even opened. hahha. just threw it away. the feeling was nice. cause i noe im getting rid of useless stuff. lol. im NOT being evil. im facing reality. hur. and im suffering SO much frrom running nose now. cause of the dust allergy. idiott lehs! lols.

heh. he msged me. heh. thats the best thing of today la. hahaa. =X his grandpa treated him to KFC siahhhhhhhhh. wah. his grandpa so hip one. lol =X den.. we just talked about.. stuff. hahaa. general term, stuff. lol. and his damn sweet. sweeeeet. chocolate+cotton candy+caramel cream+sugar sweeettt!!! lols. omgoshh. God, thaank you SO muchh for leetting me know him. lols. =Xx dun snatch arh. dun snatch. hahaa. his so thoughtful. his english arrh. POWERR SIAHH!!! lols. which guy in our school can speak such perfect english, have a tonned body, has thiiick eyebrows, spikes hair, high-class, lives near orchard, listens to rock-pop english songs, composes poems that are so meaningful, smart, funny, nice? hurhur. none okay. NONE. no guys in our school can even be compared to him. no offence mann, but its just facts. =X muaaaahhaa. you sweeeetiiee! heh.

soo soooo much havee happened this weekk.

hhmm. i guess i will let nature take its course. althouu i still have this barrier, not to talk to you.. or even reply your msges.. i'll forget all that you've done. as God says, forgive&forget. its hard thou. but i'll try.. =D

heh. ohhlala. his onlinnneee nooww. sendinng me Simple Plan's song. OHMYGOSHH. this band just rocks SO much CAN?!?!?!? listen to their songs okayy! they rawk. lol. he oso asked me to watch 102 dalmations. and. to me, i thot it was a lame show la. lol. but just now i watched it. heh. woohhoo. it was damn funnyy. lol.. the pups were DAMN cute! lols. he passed me the Friends dvd the other dayy. haven even started watching. siann. i scared i scratch it siahhh!! lols. my dvd damnn lan one cann. lol. ((=

hoooonniiieee. =D soooryy ferr not teelling you bout wat ying told me earlier.. cause. i cannot betray ying.. ornot. you'll know wat he'll do to her. well.. all i can say is. forget him. he dosent worth your love. nor does he deserve you. his a jerk. he plays in the fields of womanizing expertly. [expertly..? lol.] and his not even responsible ferr wat his done to you. love? haha. is he sure thats love? love is such a big issue. do he understand love at all? i doubt so. cause i cant understand it myselff. and i rather not understand it, cause i believe there are MORE things to seek than love. remember wat i owaes tell you, Live life to the fullest. we're all here ferr you. and we'll owaes be. ((= i prayed for you at City Harvest. and i believe God WILL respond. =D i lovee you darrling.

i swear im gonna tiao him when i see him. he betta know wher my limits end. on accord of her den i nv confront you. every biatch DISLIKES you!! looser!

nicholas DAMN lamme! lols. cannot stand him. i thinkk my bro was online again. cause his sista added me in msn. i was like. ERHH. =X

haha. im nagging soo much. doubt i'll blog much this coming week. im REAL busy. prom stuff. prefect stuff. training. siloso. =)) heh. and busy missing him.

everryone tkcaree okays? God bless all of youuuuuu. =D

ohhlallaa.

smuuuacks.

+ welcome to my life ___________ *

2004-11-06T10:25:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoooooohhh!!!

muahhahaaaaa.

shoo sleeeppy siaah. weell, im sleepy everydaayy. hehehe. =DD

hahaaa. lol. happyy siahh. today is a gweat dayy. heh. cause he smsed me in da morningg.. hahaa. actualli i wanna to sms him. budden he smsed liaos. hurhurhur. telepathy. =X hahaha. hahahahaa. lols. lala. okayys. heh. *grins*

lala. ytd was alotttt of fun. read hoon&kai&ling's blog to find out more.. haha. i lazy to type. talked to weijie too.. haha. about his AHEMM. hahhaa. =X lools. oweell. that stupidd boii. den persuaded jasmen agaain. ohwell. to no avail i guess.. played truth or dare. WAHH. they veryy pro siia! lols. made me shout I AM a DESPO & i NEED an OLD MAN. lols. haha. ji tao suay lorh. got people looking LORH. lol. but must sporting maah. lol. fun woorhhs! lols.

hoon darling. dun saddedd. i love you forreva, i mean it. ((= theres nothing more than frenshipp. dun think too much okaays. im glad you told me bout it. and im more than glad to be there ferr you. smuacks.

lol. sometimes i realiee suspect im a lesbiann. hahahaha. =Xx siaa la. took so much photos ytd. my camera full liaos. lol. got miaomiao&myerzi's kissing one worrhh! haha. lols. den we oso went up to the rocks and SUN TAN!! muaha. lol. den we catch crab! lols. den we talk talk. listen to music. enjoyy the bweautifuull sea. lol. around at night we went up again. it was PERFECT. the ambience was so peacefull. arhhhhhhh. tranquil. lol. jonathan they all DAMN guailan. lol. damn funny siahh. their jokes SO COLD can. lol. boonhoe's hair. wahh. beng siahh. lol. kenneth's hair.. MORE beng arhs. lol. kai&hui oso very super duper HIGH siahh. lol. realie. HIGH. i laughed like siao loorhs. hahaa.. =X

you stupid! i realie begin to dislike you alot again. you WILL pay for wat you did. i make sure i go straight up and confront you. once she make clear that you LIED, trust me. we all dislike you.

i miss you..

+ smile.

2004-11-04T11:44:00.000+08:00

yooohh. heh. =D

lata hafta go to some biolody course. SIAN. -.-'' lols. no choice la. paid lerr. mrs chua la. forced me to go.. arghhhs. lol.

ytd was SO much fun cannnn. lols. everyones sooooo nice. met a new fren. haha. called ding hong. everyone calls him ding dong. haha. =X okay, not funny. ohwells. den.. we went to lotsaa places.. sat around Coffee Bean. to just chill out, grab some mocha and catch up.. haha. it was soo fun talkin to these peeps. budden arh. all from hwaChong&nanyang. lol. onli me and kokwey from other schools.. felt a lil out of place. but, they were damn nice llorhhs. hahaa. unlike other hwachong&nanyang people.. so snobbish. rare people. lol. monica was there too.. haha. she bought this mouth-scent from TopShop. woahh. aha. it claims to make you've an Irish accent. haha. laame rightt. but i lluurrve the scent. lolls. den went to makanmakan at Yoshinoya agaain. hahaa.. so funny siia. lol. zhikang told lame jokes.. ahha.. damnnn COLD can. lol. =Xx den went to plaza singapura. walked aroundd.. kokwey played the flute. woahh, he sound SO good. lol. heh. den to check out some sports stuff.. heh.. went back to HMV. lol. bought cds worhh! lols. syl was daammnnn nice throughout the whole thingg man. he rawks so much. =D i got a lil sore throat ytd.. and his like muhh mother lykdat. lol. smsed with him throughout the night.. and.. his not that bad after all. =Xx heh.

all i can say is, his sweet. ((=

and im SO sleepy. lol. 26nov comingg lerr. heh. hehheheheh. haha. =X lols. anyyyways. tmmr going to east coast.. muhahhaa. funn sehs. must go tan-ing again. hahhaa. my sunburn peeling ler sia.. lols. my nose DAMN paaiiinN!! heh. lol.

im NOT gonna pick up your STUPID call. cause i dun see the NEED for YOU to say ANYTHING to ME.

L A M E.

smuackks. going to school soon ler. seeyaaa peeps.

[ every little action you do, makes me smile. (= ]

2004-11-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

WOOHHoo.

hahaa.. todayy ish damnn song bo. lol. went to play bbaall again. with biatches. lol. fun can. hahaa.. we played in da heavy rain. i was drenched like SIAO cann?!?! heh. butt damnn fun can. muahhaha. lol. was damn cold lorhs. hahaa.. den i and yihui talk talk a littlee bout him.. haiya. wateva bahh. care so much oso no use. hmm.. den we decided to hack care him liaos. i mean, if he dares to do things like that to disappoint us. den i dun see the need fer us to sacrifice so much just ferr him. i alreaddyy tried my best lerr. even talked to him until 12+ ytd. all i can say is, im disappointed.

heh. at 6head damnnn funny ssia. these grp of gals damnnn ARGH!!! they actualli go and say hui lorh. hello lorh. obviously they're just jealous hui is CHIO-ER than them. hellO? obviously. lol. den all of us over there scold them. lol. watevva la. jealous then say lorhh. den they still damn buay song, we jio them play match. WAH, they AGREE siah. =X lols. den play lorh. eng siong.. katak.. jinfeng they all watchingg siahh. lol. and obviously they support us. cause they noe those gals are damn xialan. so, in the end who won? us.

conclusion, dun bitch infront of us. cause im sure we can bitch better than you.

haha. den at bball court jerome damnnnnn sweeett to yihui siahh! lol. her face ji tao red like tomato siahh!! lols. =Xxx SWEEETT!!

wahhaa. fun siahh. hehe. ytd night met him downstairs. lol. lallaaaa.. we've got the front seats woorhh!! hahaha. he was wearing this damn nice t-shirt. green in colourr!! lol. my favourite colour can?! lol. den he wore the op shorts. $$ siahh! rich man's son. lol. den he say.. must go leh. very nice one. den he SMILED!! lols. wahhhhpiiang. my heart melting siah. lol. no, im not exaggerating. ((= heheheh.

tmrr going xslc outing ler. hhehe. long time no see them lerr.. miss them sooo much.. smuaccks. they are such nice ppeeps. lol =DD

haiis. talked to jasmen.. and tried to persuade him. ohweell. to no avail. anyyways. he told me wat happenedd btween ahem and his gf. i mean.. i am not in the position to caree. and i dun wish to.. his changed too much, way tooo much. and i find him utterly disgusting.

hoon verry bitch siah. lol. she vert excited when she told me about.. muuaha. them. ohweellwellwell. hoon, its correct to bitch about them. cause they are so, WATEVA. lol. im not being evil lorh please. but they actualli dare to do this kinda things to their close people? WOW. im SO luckily im NOT your fren. cause, im not please to be one anywayy. i still can believe you all did that. so bad can? watevvva lorh.

lalala. i love myselff. biatches. friends.

&him.

smmuacks. tkkkcare everryone!

- [ cute S m I l E ] -

2004-11-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

hohoh. haps halloween. hee.

=))

weeeeee.. its hols ler. loool. i abit lag hoh. hahah.. =X taaaaoyans. my hols is damnnnnnnnnnn packed. with so many activities. not forgetting lessons in school.. and study. &tuition. hurhur. but dun forget boutt the fun tooooo. heh. lol. goingg to meet mua xslc frens on wed. our outing!! woohhooo. hahaa.. will nv forget kok wey.. funny guyy. once see his face will laugh like siao. heh. =X taoyans. haha. syl'll be there too. lol.. his so nice.. why cant guys be more like him? smart&intelligent&intelluctual&cool&funny&cute&nice&SWEET. lol. but his still beter. =X hee. lolss.. tmrr maybe go play bball agaain. haha.. my tan is gonna get worse i guess. lol. i am realie damn red. cant stand it. lol.. everyone's lookin at me as if i am BLUSHING. lol. =Xx ohwell. haha.. my neck hurts alot thou. heh. all thanks to netball. =))

had tuition just noww. woahh. i just realised that i have forgotten SO many sec2 stuff. lol. time to catch up.. hope ms lee can complete a-math syllabus soon. ornot. *die* lol. serious lorhhs. since im droopping poa. the suckiest subject eva, i can start concentrating on a-math. heh. saddedd. wher am i gonna find time to play? =((

lol. o's is here. ohhlala. lemme see whose gonna hit the tops again this time. jessica? zhen i guess. lol. smarties. i got 19 points for l1r4. i doubt i can get into the better classes for art stream. haiis. education system sucks likee anything man. why are things SO tough. its like i bet my dad dunch even noe how to solve trigonometry in a-math. lol. or even in e-math lorh hello. lol. ohweell. wat to dO? try my best bahhs.

did a lil tys ytd.. piiang. den i think i doze off siah. around 12+ i found myself on bed. hahahha. lol.. 12.34 he sms me siah. i was like. hehhehee. he asked whether i can get the tickets from him today.. heh. cause he went to change the previous ones to better seats. heh. biatches song bo. rest assured we'll be put infront. MUAHHAa. and the rest can jolly well stare at our heads. *evil* lols. =X heh. den this morning he.. wahpiiang. early in the morning sms me to go down take the tickets. i was still SLEEPING lorhhh. lol. when i woke up den i asked him if can now go take. den he already not at home liaos. stupidd. lol. earlier know i wake up early. ARGH!!! lols. nvm.. lata at night den take bah. i guess. lol.

my dad's been home like, foreva. so sick of him cann? his restricting my actions. loll =X not that the whole house belongs to be la. lol. but he stares at me as if im a weirdo. intruder la. lol. hehe. im not evil.. =X

might be goingg to jjc soon. heh. see my dearrrrrest nurul&cheanxiu. heh =D they just rock so muchh can. smuacks. heh. misss them SOO muchh! arrghhh. LINEcamp is soooooo. omgosh. rawk. lol =pp

sylvester rooocks! lol. s'poreIDol's sylvester, im saying. his SO handsommme! lol. and soo sadeddd. chrissyppoo out. haha. his lookalike. heh. leandra is damn chio okay. and shes got the sexxyaee bodyae. =pp lol. no, i not biantai. haha.

tmrr got a-math class. sians. -.- sadded hoh? hur. nvmmmm la. must jiiayou! ytd at mac saw kahpeng. lol. and her aiai. hahhaa.. wahh. she told me lottsss of stuff siahh! i cant believe it. lol. got new discoveries again. hahaa. never ending stories. to think i actualli believed him.. woah. thats why i long long ago alraddyy realised got something wrong liaaos. my sixth sense is nv wrong. lol. my instincts tells me so. ohweel. watevva lorh. big mouth kia+liar+loser.

and i've a feeling my bro's been into my msn againn. lol. nicholas has been sending me weird msges today. lol. his gonna be DEAAD. idiot. ARGH. and theres this No Number person calling me. lolls. and i OWAES miss the call.. den hoh. wahliewws. last night one. this morning one. afternoon oso one. piiiang. cannot be hoon.. cannot be my mum. so argh can.

im shoooo slleeeepy. im foreva sleep. oh man.

im hungry. im alwayss hungry. ohgosh.

lol. does this resemble a pig? lol. =X

seeyaa peeps. lead life weelll! lols. smileeess..

[ * cant wait to see you. ] *

2004-10-31T11:23:00.000+08:00

hihiiiee..

hhee. todaaayy is sundaayy. boringg.. lol. everywher is crowded. lol. lata going with biatches to study.. and gossip. LOl. =Xx its fun okaays. lala. must faster finish tuition homeworrk. hehes.

no use sayin sorryy.. it already happened.. and.. you've changed. i may not know what its due to.. if its realie jealousy, den i realie wanna tell you dun gimme that excuse.. i realie din wannaa quarrel.. i think both of us at fault bahs. so.. just let things stay this way. i dun wish it to get worse, nor get better..

ytd jasmen told me ler.. and.. he realie wanted us to help him.. hehe. jia you woorhs jas!!

=D my sun burn DAMN red can?!? lols. hehe.

gtg ler. lata i late. smuackks.

- stop saying sorry, please. - -

2004-10-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

muhahah. HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!!

im sooooo happyyy siia. FINALLY im sun-tanned liaos. haha. went fer netball carnival todaay. with de juniors. wah piiang eh. i kanna like sum siao zharbor lykdat. screamed at em like siao. throw oso throw wrongly. setplay oso nv use. sians. lol.. my throat pain siah. saw lotsa chiobu-s!! wooots. lol! hehes. =X my body damn red siahhh. lol. like some.. red paint. haha. lols. yyyyaay.

den afta that rain lorh. tamade. so heaaavy lorh caann. lol.. haha. accompanied ling to lot one. lol. see wallet. WAHH PIIiiang. the billabong wallet DAMN nice cann?!?! the bag oso. lol. i dunnoo if i shuld get roxy or billabong bagg.. both oso DAMN nice lorhhhhhs. im gonna get the roxy skirt man. buay tahan. must go and buy liaos. its DAMN chio!!! lols. =X muaha. i draw out money ytd. damn tempted liaos. hehe..

hehhehhe. sooo qiao siah. just now reaching home that time saw him. think his going home oso.. haha. he ask me why i so red.. lollls. den he say i blushing arh? LOL. i was like. erh. hahhahaha. NO.. haha.. crazzy guy. his damnnn cute lorh. he wore billabong the shirt. damn cool can?? and his nike snickers. chio. i wanna buy the red one.. but.. haaiis. $$. lol saddedd. lol.. so manny things to buyyyyy. lol.. den he ask whether wannaa playy badminton. muahhaaa.. shuang tio. hehh.. =))

tskk. feeling weirdd siahh.. ytd night he sms me.. den.. suddenly gimme lanjiao attitude.. den i ji tao say i wan sleep liao.. lols. i dun think im being evil lorh.. i mean. i hate pple with this kindaa attitude lorhh.. den just now saw him at lot one summmoree. din realie talk to him.. dunnoo why. just got this barrier created between us.. ohwell. watevva. hui say he broke up withh his gf.. i was like. erhhhhhhh?? shes DAMN chhioo lorhhhhh cannn.. his dumb la. lameo.

hehee.. these few days keep playyin bball.. die liaos. lata addicted den cannot studdyy. hehes. hui llaaaa.. influence me liaos. lol.. but.. realie is veryveryvery funnnn.. lol. play withh biiatches&erzi-s.. of cuz la. lol.. smuuuuuacks. lovee ya ppeeps. ((=

lallaaaa. smileeee everyoneeee! hehe. today i abit siao.

seeya. smuacks.

[ i'll give my hand to you ; ]

2004-10-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

YOOhhh!!

haha. today is a happppie dayy! lols. besides the fact that in da morning my father kaobei lorhs. ARGH. lol. wateva la he. lol. my results are OKAY. not satisfied yet.. jiia yoU! lols. kaii, remember, don give up on youself. =D hzz.. talked to jianwei sia. and.. his sad. ohweel. i think its bettaa to let both of them settle their stuff. =DD

hehe. todayy accompany serene.. to pierce ear. lol. she SIAO arh she. she pierced beside the ear dum there. lOL. pain can?! lol den.. went to shoppin.. bought converse stuff. LOl. bball shorts and converse shirt. CHIO!! siahh. lol. spent like alomost 50. lol. =Xx hehe. den went to natalie's frens house gathering. hahaaa.. weiyi&damien&sherrill&yihui&serene&brandon were there. wwooahh. it was DAMNN FUN!! lols. i laughed like siaooo lorhhhhhhhh. hahaa. =X hehe. gottaa learn new stuff about God. hey peeps, lead live wif a purpose. ((=

fwaah. my brother very pro siahh..!!! realie cant stand him.. why are guys just so flirt?!?! he actualli used M Y identity on msn and talk to nicholas's sis LORH. i knoe shes so CHIO LORh. but dun so the jian can?!! and he actuali talked to sylvester!!!!!!!!!! i was like. TA MA DE. idiot. lol. i meant the Xslc sylvester. lol. den he talk crrap lorh!! no wunder syl sms me and ask wat happen. haha. i ji tao stunned. lol. idiot. hoon oso, you careful. he almost clicked on you lorh. lol.. luckily i came in at the RIGHT time. argh. guys are SO, faggot. hello lorh. nicholas's sis is NOT gonna like him lorh. think use me as himself very nice arh. lol. NOW i nida clean up the mess. he creates the trouble whilst i clean up the mess. waaaatthhhee?! argh.

die.. my bill gonna *BOOOOMM* liaoos. lol. smsing syl so much now.. and.. the others. hzz. die. todayy very pissed with him siahhh. wat the?! he dare say he dun wanna care bout his books? i mean, its his future lorh. promised me to change so WAT?! wats the big deaL? action speaks louder than words.. okay!? arghh. idiot! dun keep using me as an excuse. i dun take yurr bullshit.

argh. tireddd. hehehee.. his damnnnnnnnn cute!!!.. his been online so much nowadays. i BETTER PRAY hard my brother dosent talk to him. lol. =Xxx *prayyyyyy*

smuackks. he rawks.

seeyaaa ppeeps! praise God!

;; WHY are you just so CUTE?!?! omgosh.

2004-10-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

yoyoyooo.

hhehee. todaayy thursdaay. his back mann! song booo! looll. hehees. his online.. his msn nickk soo cute can?!?!? omggosh. im goinggggggggg to huaaaCHIii agaain. lolls.. =X must remain calm.

today the sng arh. wah. buay tahan. well. 4 words to say, he totally have PMS. lol

fiona xie DAMN CHIO CAN!?! her boobs are like. WWOoahh. BIG. lol. omgoshh siahh. hahaa.. todaay had netball.. den chatted with huiru, anqi.. zhen.. lingg. qianhui&sherry. lol. all chiobu-s siaah. lol. we were talkiing bout.. everything. hahaa.. the 9pm show. how CHIO da gurls are. lol. netball la. future la. school la. o's la. lol. funnnnnn to be with em siaah. soo cutte! haha. den we played full court lorhhs. den raainn. fwahh. long time no plaay in rain liaos. damn shuaang! =X

im soooo busy can?! im gonnnna die. lol. so much things, so lil time. tmr gettin back report book liaos. *pray hard* fwah. ytd talk to alvin fer verry long sia. haha. althou his kindaa long-winded. but.. his nice. ;p lols.

lalaaa. his soooo funnyyy. i cant stand it mann.. lol. his soo lame. i realise he looks sooooo like chrissypoo.. hurhur. SHuaai can?! JUST NOW SYLVESTER sang that song. OOOOOOOMMMGOOSHHHHH!!! HE RAWWKS. rawwker! lols. he r a w k s. vote fer him! leandraaaaa rawwwks too! lols. =X

hehhehehee. lalallaa. hols coming liaos. song boo! hehe. we're going silosoooo sooonn. withh biatches&erzi-s. lols. i cant stand cunping man. his sucha.. sicko pervert. lol. boon hoe promised me ler. and he must fulfill it! lol. hoh hoon. heh. but.. gottaa study hard too. jiaayou.

today he come back to school siahh. lol. i wasnt realie pissed with him la. just cant realie be bothered to talk to him.. & dun feel like talking to him. dunno why. lol. den he very funnyy. wannna talk dun dun dare to talk. haha. tat kinda 'chi dun' action. HAha. cant stand it. mauaha.. =X lools. shh.

lala. seeya ard peeps.

` jia you for o's worrhs!

smuackkss!

` < hurhurhur. =D thxx for your jokes! lols. you cutie! ]]

2004-10-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

ohh lala. im SO tireddd..

been busy the WHOLE day todaayy. schoolwork, netball, prefect. sucks can? its takin up like my entire freetime.. laaaaame.

nvmm.. finaaali managed to finish everyything. =DD wee.. hehes.

YAYyy. 2 hours plus is wednesday lehhh woorrh! lols. =X

heh.

1.12am. you think i not asleep? you go and msg your gf la. waatevaa.

IM S L E E P Y.

lala. buhhbyes.

heh. smilees =D

- - - - - you're coming back. Finall ` y.

2004-10-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

woahh. im shho sleeppy. and its soo late now. i cant believe i actualli blogged 3 times today. LOL.

im too bored. you peeps must be wundering why i dun wanna sleep. cause no one's home.. and its gonna be 12 soon. and im afraid to sleep. DUH. lol. alone can. SIANs.

omgoshh manns. please dont compare our relationship with kw and vian. its DIFFERENT. you should know why. please stop it.

wunder whats his doiin now. campp.. should be... sleeping? lol. sing song? bath time? lol. dunnoo.. realie missing him.. haiis. sians.

gossiped with ling on msn. hahaaaa. lol. its true, people change. finalli we biatches have seen their true colours. so.. let it be bahh. since they think they're happy the way they are. wat can i say?

you're a disappointment. realie. haiis.

so why am i thinkinn so much? lol. i think cause hoh. now hoh. verrhy late hoh. den hoh, i think alot SIAH. lol. cause i got practically nothing to do.

FINALLY talked to him on msn ler. okay. so it turned out to be a misunderstanding. lol. at least now no need to be so paiseh when i see him ler.. =DD wee!

lol. i listening to sylvester's vdi fer like DAMN long.. lol. i lllurve his voicee! omgoshh! lol.

tmr got meeting. meetmeetmeet. meet and meet. sians.

got a-math tmr. sians. ms lee gonna talk crapp agaiin. lol.

i am washing my hands off you..

we discussed about.. that prob. wellwellwell. i guess we should talk to her as soon as possible. Bfore things get worse.. i still cant believe that actualli happened. changed. so much. haaiyas. why must lykkdat leh? why when people create trouble, is always the other people who clears up the mess?

i havviin cold war with him. i WILL WIN this okay. i dun need your pathetic msg-es. neither will i ever msg you againn.. i finallyy noe your true self.

dunno whether that idiot got ask ray anot. if ask, i die. haiiis. im so sleepppppy.

hahhahhhaa.. yunn tian verrrrryyy cutee! lols. =X

im T I R E D.

PPHHHEWW. finaaaaaaally my mum's coming home.

if shes gonna be like this everyday. workinn until like. 11 plus. i think, i no need sleep liaos. lol

smuuacks!!

now goinng to tuesday leer. hahaa.. around 20 mins more. den wednesday. den. muahha.

peeps, dun think soo much. its bad for health. =D hehe. God owaes creates bright sides fer us.

=D smiles.

[ w e d n e s d a y ` ` i await your arrival ]

2004-10-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

WAAHPPIIIANG. i ji tao wanna scold liao.

i mean like so watevaa lorhhh. look wat look lorh. its so obvious that you're lookin directly at ME lorh. and you try to turn away. as if you not lookin.. think i dumb? i got people to see fer me one lorhs. if you are bu shuang with me just because of your boyfren, den THINK THRICE. it was HIM who came to -blahblah- me. not ME okay. and i never even reply his messages lorh. cause i dont even care bout him. and there you are staring straight at me?! watt is this? you so free go and stare at your boyfren la. his things GOT NOTHING to do with me okay. so dont look at me as if everything is MY fault.. if you trust him, you wouldnt think lykdat lorh please. me and him oso long long over liaoos. he oso stead with you liaoos. wat more you wan? i kneel down and kowtow to you arh? puuhhhh-llleaaaaasee. i did not do anythingg wrong. its your darling boyfren OKAY. keep an eye on him la please.

he somemore say he SICK siah. waah. and you din bother to go take care of him arh? and he wat? expects me to do it? you go ask him yourself la. your bf lehs hello?? his sick is none of my damned business. i nv even reply him lorhh.

OMgoshh. why are some people just so............................. argHHHHHHHHHhhHH. argh. arrgh. im FREAAKIN pissed. im gonna have a B.F. lols. =X

im serious lorh. you two's problems, you two go and settle yourselves. don come and blame the shit to me.. cause i DONT even noe wat happened. hellO?!

pppeeeeeessh. he llurves you la. you worry so much ferwat? if he dosent llurve you, would he have stead with you??!! no right. trust him can?

stop lookin at me. cause i hate it okayy. i realie hate it.. anythingg, go and ask your dear darling. don come and ask me.

cause i noe NOTHING about it.

phhews. lol.. qi xiaoo liaos.

=D

God. i realie realie need you to bring this two WEIRD people closer to each other. so that she can stop lookin at me as if its my fault.. and his sick. that's her prob. me and him long over ler. so i don see A N Y reason WHY i am suppose to know ANYTHING. cause, I REALIE DUNNO!!!

omgosh man.

i m missing him, so much. =(((( past his school just now. i knew his inside.. butttt.. lols.

[ COME BACKKK!!!!!! ]

2004-10-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

hehes. hihihihihieeee.

YYOO. lol. todaay wasssss normal lessons. so lame hoh? exams over ler still lesson on. learnt on geo todayy.. realised that we hadnt had ANY free periods AT all. crapp man. even teo chee siong is going thruu papers. ms lee busy printing wrkshts fer us. ms zan gonnaa give us geo notes tmr. sians. tmr still got mother tongue. sure got test again.. got tuition on wednesday. and SO many homewoek in tys. OMGOSH. i realised i've lotsa things. + prefect stuff?!?! im so dead.

i must get A LIfe. lol.

lallaa. luckily my papa not at home siahh. heh. lata going to plazaa makan makan.. den go 6 head bahxx. find my erzis. hahaa.. so long nv see em playy bball ler. den.. gotta find that blardie jasmen gan. LOL. suppose to accompany him.. wahlao. he think he king arh. lol. i oready hp and sim card oso give him liaos. still wan people be his bodyguard. IDIOTT. lol.

seriously dunno wat he tryin to imply. he say once this, den say once that. which one am i suppose to believe? or listeN? say sick.. wat am i suppose to do? rush to his house and give him medicine? quarrel with me somemore. alaaamak can? once say sick. den once wanna quarrel. ?!??!! i simply dont comprehend wat his tryin to imply. who cares?

so saddeeedddd. todaaay very sadded siah. he go camp ler. so sadeddd. saddedd. lol. how manny times am i gonna repeat that? lol. realiee.. dunno why. just feel soo damn sad. like now every morning nothing to look forward to. lol. so sadded hoh. ya.. so sadded. hee. saw his mama's car.. i think she bleached her car white siahh! STYLLoOOOo! lols. soo kewl cans! lols. he mus faster come back.. haiis. NVM. wednesday is gonnaa come fastt!! hehhs. and he'll be back lers. i watched the video he sent me like another 3 times.. God bless him. Hhahhaa. im nuts.

nuts over him. =D

lala. tkcaree peepss! ssssssmuacks.

[ think'ing - of - you - ]] ]] still think'ing. =)) be back soon.

2004-10-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

yoyooohhs. hehe. =))

- went to ahma's house todaee. hehhs. talked a lil to muaa cousin.. hahaa.. his damnnn funny.
- did tys again.. realised that standard form sucks so much. its a lil reverse psychology. LOl. =X
- so saddedddddddddddddd. he going to camp.. wednesday den come back. =(( no one accompany me walk to lrt in the morning ler. heh.
- im still on cloud nine. =D as happy as eva. lols. smuacks.
- just finished tuition. im so enlightened!lol.
- lotsa prefect stuff to do. sianns. haiis. gonna die liaos.
- jonathan is such an idiot. like den like, dont like den dont like. talk so much crap forwat?! irritating siahs.
- he lent my badminton racket. lol. i think im gonna hug it to sleep everyyday ler. =DD
- heh. still remember it was badminton that made me knew him. SOSSSSWWEEEEET. lol
- da movie wimbeldon was about tennis. mine's badminton. my fren's one is swimming. HEY ppeeps, sports may be the lead to find your true love! hurhurs. lol.
- lalala. i love you peeps.
- still praising God. =)) wees!

studyy hard everrryone! o's is not very far away worhs. =D smuacks.

+ [ b a d m i n t o n.[xJ] so in llurve with +you+ ] =))

2004-10-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

lalaa. hehs. hihii.

- stayed at home todayy. be guaikia. did ten year series. TIRED.
- thought about him the whole day
- laughed to myself like an idiot. LOL =X
- washed the damned toilet. ew. lol. i cant stand dirty place.
- watched sylvester!!!!!!!!!!! O M G O S H. roccker.
- talked to clement last nyte. lol. until 12+. thanks sweetie. =D
- glad that i had a fish bone. MUHA. i should have more.. lols.
- his sucha gentlemen. and i realised he looks like christopher from sporeIdol. lol. cute can?
- listening to my favourite song. simply love it.
- he msged me.. the first thing on my mind was, wat is he trying to say? haiis.
- chose not to care. cause.. i onlii wish NOT to care. hahaa. please la.
- wanna sleep. althou i slept kinda long.
- watched liuxinghuayuan. SWEET! watched until i crrry sia. =( sadedd.
- pursue what you want, ornot it'll be too late. =D
- miss him.

< youuurSMILE. etched `

2004-10-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

SWEET.

SWEET. SWEET. SWEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

oMGOSHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is the happiest day of my ENTIRE LIFE!! lols. [read the previous entry to understand this. lol ]

it is realie, the happiest day. lol

she was on msn. and he saw her nick, saying she has a fish bone stuck in her throat. he asked her how she how doing.. and told her to swallow rice. she said that she tried already. but cant. so he asked why i dun wan see doctor. she said, cause no one was at home. and he said,

'if you dont mind......... i'll bring you go see the doctor. '

she was. laughing like siao. lol. he said, meet you at your place downstairs. she said.. but i dont have $$ with me. and he said,

'nvm.. i can pay first.. . '

and obviously she wouldnt let him pay.. and so she digged out her entire piggy bank to get $$. and.. went down to meet him.

he was alrady sitting at the steps waiting.

she was shocked, cause he was owaes late. =D lol.

they walked down to the clinic at bangkit. and talked along the way.. he was C U T E. but still, she was damn scared. but he said.. no need scared. lol. hehees.

reached the clinic. we sat down. and he told her wat is gonna happen. cause he went thru this experience before. when it was her turn, he went in with her.

she sat down beside the doctor. and he sat down at the other side. the doctor opened her HUGE MOUTH. and made her mouth feel SO UNCOMFORTABLE. A H E M. lol. it hurt alot. but looking at him smiling.. it was all alright. =D [ not exaggerating. lol ]

the doctor took the forceps and DIGGED her mouth. hahahhaha. finally it was out of her mouth. and she began laughing.. and had no idea why she laughed. lol. he looked at her as if she was some siao kia. lol.

went out of the clinic afta payment. and walked back.. in da market. he saw his frens. mistaken us as a couple. she was like, wat the. hahha. and he bought drinks. so she waited for him.

walked home together.. he told her to eat porridge. and she was damn grateful.

she said thanks. and he said. ya. welcome. smiled.

she walked to the right side. and he walked to the left side.

and both went home.

LOL.

end of it. =D

sweet? yes, entirely s w e e t. no one had ever offered her to see the doctor. onli her parents went with her before.

happy? yes, can see his cute face who not happy? LOL.

thankful? yes, but not to him. but to God. ((=

smile everyone! cause the world just rocks so much.

+ thanks. alot. alot. alot. alot. alot. alot.

2004-10-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

im SO deadd.

i think i might die soon.

i will man.

lol, i've a bone stuck in my throat. and it aint a good thingg.. freaaK can? lols. it is A LONG STORY. lol. okay la, not realie long. went to ngee ann poly just now.. to claim our cheque. and some tour stuff.. and there were refreshments. so i dunno wat in da world i ate.. afta that. HOHO. i realise there was sumthingg in my oh-so-perfect throat. which afta, i found that it was oh-so-NOT-perfect cause there was somethingg poking ME!!! bleahs. i cant figure out wat izit. cause i din eat any fish or sorts. so, watevva. i started to drink like ALOT ALOT ALOT of water and i was SO full. like wt?! and yongxian keep hitting my back. lol. i wasnt choke LORH. lol. his crazy.. and edwin keep laughing.. lol. IDIOTT! genim keeep telling me to drinkdrinkdrink. lol. my tummy was SO bloatedddddd. den they say wanna turn me upside down.. lol. and i was laughing like craazzy can? lols. a bone in my throat and i was still laughing away. im suchaa weirdo.. lols.

den went to some lab.. and....... muhahhahhaha. fajar secondary was in daa lab! my fav. school. lols. my cousin was there.. woah. he grown sooo tall siaahh. saw one guy from church.. lol. and ivan was there too. lol. den daa guy explained to us some sound mechanism stuff. and i was like, so not concentrating. i was tryin damnnnnn hard to get the BONE out. but, i failed. lol. plus the stupid vibration of hp. made me damnnnn irritated can?! and turns out to be another idiot.. woah. i ji tao just flipped down my phone.. lol. wateva man. talk crap guy.

i so desperately nid help. its STILL in my throat.. and i am suppose to go liHUA's burfdae paartay. and.. shit la. now lykdat i think i nida go see doctor liaos. i ate like ALOT of JELLY, APPLE, WATER, VINEGAR, BANANA, RICE, BREAD. and, its still lykdat. IT SO DOSENT WORKK!! God, i need help. lol. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. its sooo uncomfortable. shit it.

LA LA LA. im SO freaakinnnn shag. lol. gonna meett him lata i guess.. he said he got better seats for the tickets. LOL. see gurls? his just so nice. his got the besttest tickets for us. rest assured we are in front. haha. your money is WORTH it. =DDD weeee.

okay. theres a bone in my throat.

D I E EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

smuacks.

* * me&you *

2004-10-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

today is a bad day.

lol, althou' i haven even gone thru the day, i can predict its gonna be bad.. haha.. its onli morning noww.. woke up sooo early. idiotic. i couldnt get to sleep laaaaaaa... lol.. around 4+ he msged me.. den since then i sianz liao. wanna sleep cant sleep.. keep kickin the blanket. hahaha. =X why is today a bad day? cause its 21/10. its KAI's burfdaeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats a gweat thing. but theres another occasion to it. lol and it suck. when he msged me that time.. i did wanna scold him.. but i din have the energy too. cause i still blur mah. lol.. so i din noe wat i replied. ahahhahahaa.. lol. but the reply i got was, the same thingg. askin for patch.. LUCKILY I WAS WIDE AWAKE by then man!! lol ornot i dunno wat i'll reply. two years from today, we were together. and you think two years from now, it'll happen agaain? why do you still tink im so soft-hearted?! im NOT!! den he wished me this aniversary thing. i was like. wt? we're not together you wish forwat siah. arrgh. stop saying your 'routine words' i can even memorise it so well. you're owaes sayin the same thingg.. stop sayin iloveyou-s. you dont deserve to say that.. you've said it countless times oreaddy. and in actual fact it is suppose to be words that is said once. you ruin its whole meaning. WHAT IS THIS?!??!?! wakeupwakeupwakeup!! bleaahs.

i dreamt of something berrry weird.. lol. i dreamt of alot of people siaahh. in just one dream.. i think i doze off around 12 plus.. lol around 4 was waken by sms mah. so.. i din manage to continue my dream.. budden another scenerio happened. lol.. first one was freaaaakin weird. dreamt of him.. amos.. kelviN?! lol. and ray.. den.. hahaa.. very weird happenings la. say here.. too long siah. haha.. and damnnn cute. lol. the other dream had no relations with the first one.. saddedd siaa. lol. it was damn weird too. bout kai and hoon one. lol.. den got that idiot. and.. ray again.. lol. weird? Yess. spastic siah me. lol.

lata goingg to town.. to look ferr job liaos. lol.. wiff rene. and she wanna go see WhitChick. i watched it liao.. now nida accompany her watchh again.. hahaa. lame hoh? i dun mind. cause its DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN funnyyy. ahhahaa. lol.. sadded siaa. syl had migranes ytd.. hope his fine.. =D hehs. suddenly got some weird number sms me. lol. okay. it as weida.. ahhaa. weirdo. he now in ngee ann siah. why is everyone in ngee ann arhs? lol.. went there once before.. the schoool DAMN big can?! lol. hahaa.. his in some weird course too. haha.. everything about him is weird. haha.

AHAHaa. not forgetting ytdd.. heh. met him ard 8plus lorh. den lykdat lorh. den talk talk lorh. den lykdat lorh. ahem. den lykdat lykdat lorh. lols. hehhhe. heh. his damn cute thats it. and his a sweetttiiee! bleah. =)

kaiii, HAPPPPPPYY BURRRRFFFFdaeee. lol. dont every forget wat i told you okaays? must owaaes jia you.dont owaes look on the dark side! =D smile, and everyone will smile withh you. muacccccccks. bestofluck to you&wei. I LOVE YOU! lols. muaccks.

TODAY GOT S'PORE IDOL!! lol lol lol. watch okayyy people. WATCH! watch sylvester's cutttttteeeee face. and taufik's smoooth voice. WOOah. lol. maia's sexxy. olinda's cool. everyone just rocks. but syl still rawks. lol. =Xx

lalala. today is a bad day. i hope not. hahaa.

* his llurve babies. soo cute.

2004-10-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

lalallalaa. hihihihihi. lols

=DD hehess. todaay i praticed lesbianism with kaii. lols. and sherrill.. we were so cuddddddlly! hahhaaaa. lols =X hehs. taoyyanns.

changed muhh layout.. yayy. finalllli. lol. =D talked to sly just noww.. hehee. got Xslc outing lerr worrhhhs!! weeee! can see them agaain. missed them so so so so so so muchh! hehes. especially kokwey, liana and syl =X hehes. neha and robyn had went back.. to their countries. india and USA. =( saddedd. neha was sooo cute. hehe.. todaayy i was like SOO searchin ferr sylvester of s'poreIDOL photo. lol nort da xslc one. muahhaa.. hehes. den me and genim was like. ARRHHARHHH!! hiS SOOOO CUTE!! lols. she ssent me his vdi. GOSH. his voice just rawks SO much caN? cause he rocks. lol. cute! all da guys are like so detesting him. cause they're just pure jealous! lols. =ppp realie loorhs. lol. hehes. cutttee? yes, definitely. hehee.

todaays kinda gweat. no one to piss me off.. hahhaaa. but last night was.. hideous. dorts. lol. i early in daa morning oreaddy complained to hoonn about him liaos. luuuckily it was 11.59pm he smsed me. ORNOT arh, if its 12.00am i sure scold one lorhs. lol. dont understand you.. you noe im angrryy at you, and you still dare to sms me arh? i was so directly tiao-ing you lorh. watevaa. wats the meaning of msging me? ATTITUDE. argh. you gimme attitude? i give you more attitude. see whose attitude wins. i tinkk i know you well enough. ARGH.. God pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wake him up. bleahs.

IM SO LISTENING TO SYL's VDI NOW! OMMMGGGGGGGOSH. his voice is soooo seeeeexxyae. lol. =X hehes. hisss soooo damn cute can?!?! i dunno i listened how many times liaos. hehee. lataa around 8 plus meeting him lerr. lol.. lallalalallALLALlallallala. heehs. taaaooooyannnnsss.. cutecutecutecute! lol

my results. HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA. =)

lallalla. hehes. lovee yaaaaa aall. take caree okays? muaccks.

' '' ''' ' '' '' '' '' '' ' ' b o o g i e s. S M U A C K S.

2004-10-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

hhahaa.. i just read my previous post. i din realise i was THAT angrrii. hahaa.. well, i realie was. now.. haiz.. all i can say is.. whattever. if you think you're not in da wrong. then, okay lorh. i think i wannaa change back to old number liaos. i REALLy cannot stand this. realie realie, cant.

hehex. todaayy arhs. okaayyy loh.. succha normal school day. just that me&rene managed to talk sense into jasmen gan. my deareez fren.. lols. finally he wake up! his been realie bad in his attitude&work. scolded him like siaoo. hehess.. and he saiid that his willing to change!! hahaa.. he asked us to help him change.. finally, one guy in our school who knows how to think. hahaa. but.. things arent as well for him.. still got her.. haaiz. so saaded. nvmm.. jiaayouuu jas! wo men ai ni!! lols. he asked me to talk to him. i was like.. wateva. heello. he totally, so spolit my mood today lorh cans. i just cannot stand his attitude okay.. i was like damn dao. and i dont care if i was being evill.. i realie tolerated enuff of your rubbish. if ya think you're so great, then show me. i'll applaud you.

nicholas is SOOOO lamee.. lols. cant stand it.. haaiz. im damnnn scared i'll get ray into trouble. i think he found out liaos. im SO deaddddddd. d e a d. D E A D.

lol.. todayy miss lee come in class.. den say, no a-math. LOL. i was like. WOOAh. lol.. hurhurrs. den went ferr NYaa meeting. lotsaa stuff to do siia. afta that went to cantteen to study for awhile. lol. i've got no time to waste until the o'levels. i've like wat? 300+ cheng yu to study lorh. that SHU laoshi la. gonna test us. idiot? yes. school holidays haven start yet den so much thing liaoo. lol.. nvvmm. must jiayou. dontt forget my aiimmmm!! lols.

afta that wentta dancestudio. see npcc dance.. lol. they were dancing to Usher, Yeah! gweat sonnng man! lols. hehes. shihui DAMN chiooo lorhh.. hhaa. kaii DAMN funnnyy can. lols.. haha. and her wei was like. ahhhem. hoh. haha. sho sweett.

haha.. today in class was damnn funny oso. me and susanti were talkkin bout whiteChicks. damn FUNNY. REALLLLLYY DAMMMMNNN FUNNY. we were laffing like siao can. lol.. and serene was like. arghhh. hehex. =Xx

lallalalla. tmr meeting him liaos. heheees.. today in school i was so.. so fa-ing hua chi. hehexx.. HEHHEHHEHEH. lols

hahhahahhaaa.. i finalllyyy found the sonnnnggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgosh! FINALLY! lols.

hehehheheee.. say until him my mood veryy good liaos. hehe. taoyyyans.

hahhahaa.. =X lols.

lala. seeya peeps. MUACCCCKS!

- i'm the one who wants to be with you.

2004-10-18T19:14:00.000+08:00

im SO

PISSED PISSED PISSED and PISSED!!!!!!!!!

omgosh.

i cant believe you said that.. you eeven had the CHEEK to talk to me.. afta lying to me so muchhh you still dare to talk to me. what is this?

you dare say you din disappoint me? we become lykdat is because of WHO!??!?!?

WAH PPPIIIANNG!!

you go around twotiming me and at least im not DUMB enough to believe yoU! omgoosh!! argh!! i feel like strangling you!! i mean like so watevaa lorh. you say those things.. just to make me feel guilty. try try try your shit la try. i am not gonna be so.. idiotic. okay? i am NOT DUMB.

I KNOW WHATS GOING ON AND DONT MAKE ME EXPOSE YOU!! think i dunno izit? i know every little thiing about you. cause i've endless people telling me things bout you. althou' i've no idea why they'll just tell me, i find it VERY RESOURCEFUL. at least i wont believe you. i wanted to believe you, but you made me not to okay!! argharghhhhh. pui.

if you think every gal on earth cant live without you, den let me tell you i can okay. stop thinkkin that you're some big shot guy cause you are just a simple guy. who goes around talkin crap!!

im not scolding you just because i plainly detest you, its because i know your true colours. and i rather believe the things i listen than listen to you.. cause they seen so true ya know? how you expect me to believe you lykdat? huH!?!?! arghhh.

i din wanted to reply your stupidd msg on msn.. but i am SO reluctant to, when you.. say things until like my fault lykdat. when its obviously NOT. lol. i was like SO DIRECTLY hinting that you're such a ... ... aargh!! and if you dont get the hint then, i realie dunno wat to say.

frens frens frens. i said firmly that frens is da last thing that we can be. and NOW, YOU SIMPLY RUIN IT!! we are not gonna be frens, and nv will it be. argh. askin me to celebrate your bdae with you? aar. like wateva. find someone else. i thot you can attract ENDDLLLESSSS gals?!

im SOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why are there this kinda people on earth? or should i say, why are there this kinda guy on earth? its sucha disgrace to all the other guys! especially.. him. i wont let YOU ruin his image. cause his NOT like yOU!!

omgosh.

can you imagine how pissed am i?! i was like so totally screaming to the computer screen. i swear i DID burst a blood vessel!! argh. luckily he was oso online. and talked to him a lil.. relax a lil.

BUT I AM STILL PISSED.

please la, God created human not to just laze around and talk crap to gurls okay. its not that you cant do it, is you DON wan to. God cant help you this way, when you dont even wanna help yourself.

hey, this blog's great. i get to bullshit here.. and den my qi will xiao automatically. lol. this is fun!

if you see this, i dont care. i've told you all this alot of times ler. its just that i dunn understand WHY DOSENT IT GET INTO YOUR HEAD.

okay, im not evil. and i love him, not you. so shuddup.

takecaree everyone.

'' '' '''' w h a t e v e r reasons you give. WHY do i owaes find lies in them?

2004-10-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

lalaaa. hiihiee..

omggosh. im soooo suffering right now.. my tummyy hurts soo much. i havvin cramps. stupidd can.. idiotic craapp. lols. sooo damn paaiin. suppose to've tuition.. gottaa cancel it.. no choice.. i reached home that time i realise i realiee cant tahan da pain. PAIINN!!!!!!!!!! argh.

hahaa.. ytd was the most ironic day. i was loookin outside my windoww.. heheex. nothhing to do mahs. lol.. den i was like damnnn sad lorhs. cause his mum's car wasnt there. lOLs. =X thaat was around 10.. den.. at 1015.. he msged to confirm the tickets thinggy.. hehex. [26nov!] lols. den.. i was like. ohh.. still got around 3 haven confirm.. so i say i meet him on wed den pay.. den afta that. we had some confusion.. cause he say wat nono.. dont give on wednesday.. i was like. DAMN blur lorh. den den den den den.. haha. he asked me to call him. so i was like. huh. haha. im was sooo paranoid. den he ask me call his house.. den i was like. HUH. i tot he not at home.. lols. den when i looked out, okay his mum's car was there. lols. but it was barely FIVE minutes okay. weird riggghht? so i dunnooo i eyes pahhjiao or isit realie that weird. lols. den called him lorhs.. hehex. and his soo cute&cute&more cute! haha. his sooo funnyy. he say he can get the tics earlier.. its okayy. hehex. so nice of him.. this kinda gentlemen wher to find siaa. =X lols. hehexx.. lalala. lol.. think of him my pain like gone liaos. lol

i like verry cham siaa.. lols. now makaning maggiemee. lols. but its delicious thou. hheex.. OHH! todaaay is suchaaaa special day for tanCHENGHOON. my dearrrest darling. lols. ommgooshh. i cant believe it man. hahaa.. you've got my best wishes my dear. lol. everyones being married off liaos. left serene.. hui.. erill.. ling.. and me. lols. ohhwell. hoon asked me to go give him a chance.. i was like a BIG no. after his lanjiao attitude.. omgosh. please enlighten me. lol.. stupidd hoon.. dont think you all got stead den i'll get influence okay! lol. DONT EVER TRY TO HELP HIM! or i'll murder you personally. lol. i still waittin for my fajarian okay. aheem. lols. jonathan la.. idiotic. lols. =X

omggoshh. you people GOTTAAA watch new police story. the movie. DAMN DAMN nice. the actions were. WOOOOTT. lols. like.. heeeello. it rawks like crazzy. its not violent la. okay la, it is. a LITTLE. lol.. but it rawks but. i mean.. the stunts were like sooo fantastic. i bet evenn MrAng - da so called Superman in our skool, lol. can do it. i mean. jackie rawks man. i wondder wher he gets thatt skills and all tatt stamina shits. lol.. im SO broke. i watched like 3 movies in a week? whiteChicks, a MUST watch comedy. WimbeldOn, GREATT luuurve story. and the lead actress's soooo chioo! lols. cant recall her namee.. lol.. and their english is like. WOOah. peerr-fecct. their england is so powderful. lol. and new police story, anotherr mustt watch!! lols. its greaaat. nicholas tse is dammn cutee. lol. and i saw Yihao at lot one.. lolss. i was like omgoosh. his's still as hot as ever. goshh. lol =X

IM SLEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. lol.. i dunnoo whether shouldd i change my blogskin. so sians of doing it. argh.. shall seee.. lols. toonight ggoing out withh my biatchess.. lol yayy! finalllli yihui can come out liaos. =) hehex. muaccks..

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOSHH. his online. omgosh. that stupid- idiotic-loser-twotimer-guy. wat in the WORLD is he doing online? WAT THE?!?!??!???!??!?!? im like. so suffering from a heart attack. ?!??!?!? argh. damnit.

dont care, dont wan to care, dont wish to care. lala. go sleep. buhhbyes.. hehex. SMILEE everyone!!!

__ 0000 - 00 00 0000 000 [ i ` m happy enough =D ]

2004-10-16T10:40:00.000+08:00

bleaaahs. hehehhees. mornninnnnn everrryyyybuuudiii.

=]] weee. lols. last nyte slept in muhh mum's room. lols.. dozed off whilst watch Survivor. OMGGOSH. SO NICE!!! so excitiinnngg!! lols. survivor rawwks! lolls. shhooo sleeeppy. lol.. den my hp vibrated around 2+.. hahaa.. i was woken up by it. i was like DAMNNNN scared my mum woke up too lorhs. ornot.. i die siaahs. sure one. lols.. amos la. and stupid jonathan. lol.. lamers. guys just arent considerate. haaaiizz.. he told me bout.. those stuff. haha.. i was havvin difficulties sms-ing. i had to go under the sheets. lol and it was so HOT. llol. hmm.. din blame him bout wat happenedd.. i guess it was all God's plan for us. hehexx. his chinese passed nehhx. loll. =X

lattaa going to cityharvest!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaa.. meetiin shujun fer lunch ffirz. that chiobu. omgosh.. lols. irvin maaabbe joiinin us. =D weee.. funfunfunfunfun. lols. therees alot of our school peeps in cityharvest man. you'll be shocked to hear some of their names. hehexx.. =) but, God's power is overwhelming.. even the baddest of the baddest is willing to sseeeekk help from. wee. he rawks.

hehex.. ytd he onlinne siaa.. i see his msn nick i know its him liaos. haaa. SOOO CUTTEE!! lol.. cant stand it.. lallaa.. talkk a lil. den my stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidddddddddddddddddddddddd brother wan use the computer. arghh. idiott.. hehex. nvvm.. got talk can liaos. =X

seeyyya peepss. i go watchh my meirenyu. BERYY SWEET! lol

=] SMILEEs everyone!

[ ___ love ` is in daa air.

2004-10-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

MUHAHha. hehheess. todaayy is suchaaaaa greaatt dayyy!

lolss. =]] hurrms. todaay was tiring thou. hahaa.. discussed bout lotsaaaaaa stuff withh exco. ohmann. i realised that we landed in this plight is partly beccuz of our plaaning strategies. lols. looootsaa polishinn up to do i guess.. hehhexx. prom nite's plaannin was arghhhh. so craaappy. the sstttupid events manager not readddy yet. arh. make things so difficult forr kai and yihuii. lolss.. lluckily my ticcs all sold ler. hehexx.. =DD taaoooyans.

its all solved ler. =] luckilly i pray for God to help.. heheexx.. his help was also beneficial. nv fails to impress his powwer. =)) hehees. taoooyans. all daa sorrows was alllllll gone.. everythingg was just brightened up. =] so sooorrryyy for wat happened.. it wasnt on purpose. i told you a chance have to be given de. ornot, we'll never know wat MIGHT happen. and of cause i believe God will bless us de lorhs. loveee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! jiayouuuuu worhhhs!

nothingg is impossiiiible. [ahem.] hhheees.

tuurdaaes daa last day of the sec4s schhooldays. HAha.. so sadd cant see myy kahpeng anyymore leer. lol.. shes too bz with her aiai. lol.. all daa best to themm man. arrrrhh. finally i can haff a piece of my mind.. lols.

hehess. i looooveeeee biaaaaaTTTTTCCCHHHESSSSSSS. theres gonnaaaa be a surprise! lols. that no one knows. =X muahahs. muacks. you gals rrock.

himhimhimhimhimhimhim.herherherherherherher.
takkecaree everrrrryyyybuudii. my stuupid brO's burfdae. lol. he COOKING siah. argh. lataaa i vomit how? lols. his GERFREN eating with US siaaah. lol. =X muaccks. ccyaa peeps. love yaa all!

[[ [[[ [[[[[[ [[[[ xx theSMILEon YOUR --- face! cute? NO. its MORE THAN CUTE! lol

2004-10-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

omgosh.

i just saw it.

just saw that face of his.. its been such a long time.

weirdness? i dunnoo. i din ask for all those scandals that happened between us before.

it just happened. my feet was rooted to the ground.. could feel enough gravity to pull me down.

he stared. i was in pure disbelief that he would even smile.. after what happened.

undescribable.

If i say God gave us this one chance to be friends again, am i right?

its been such a long time.. so long. very long. too long.

as long as i am aware of my own conscious. and he is on his own, is good enough for us i guess.

=)))) what a beautiful and fateful day.

OHWELL.

hahhahaaa.. just came home. waitingg for my FOOD to arrive.. hhurrhur. went to watch wimbeldon. GREAT show. aweeesome. the english they used was.. WOOAHHhh. chim. lols.. its a romantic showw. loveee storryy. lolss. watched with sherrill.. and we were like laughinng like crrazee. cause theerre were some DAmnNNn funny parts. lol.. watchedd two movies in a week.. haa. i continue lykdat, i broke liaoss. hehexx. saw him in lot one.. soooo long.. so so long. now, i realie believe that time heals all wounds. =] still cant believe he smiledd.. arhhs. such a long time since i saw his smile.. =]] weee! thhhxxxxx God. talked to daa sweetiepie on msn.. his so CUTE!! gosh. im serious okayy. even his msn nick is soooooooo cuteeee.. lols. greatt. lolss.. omgoosh. i betta stop Bfore i start the 'OH, his so sweet' thing all overr again. =X lols.

cyya. muacks.

+ + + + + + thanks for being part of my life, again.

2004-10-14T09:44:00.000+08:00

LALLALalla. hehhess.

ytd was soooooooooo much fun! people, MUST go wwwet. MUST. its a whole lotsa funN! hheexx. we sat da SlideUp. THAT DAMN STEEP SLOPE. omggosh. lol.. daammnnnnn scarrryy. omgooshh. lol. my heart like macham dropping out lykdat. the impact arh, is cannot describe one loorhs. LOll. TRY ITTT!! its damn nice! den screammed alot alot alot. laugh until like siao.. lols. damnn funnyy siaa miao. the shiok river was nice.. the big float!! rocks! lols. tats the nicest.. the children's playground was damnn fun.. hahahhaha. =X FUNN!! must go kaay. lols. den wenta sakura. kaiiiiii was SOOOOO X I N G F U. hohs. AHEM. i wasnt being EVIL by askin HER or even HIM to do THAT. hahhahhahahhahahahahahHAHa. =xx soo sweett. omggosh. his a sweet guy, treasure him kaii. =) FUN! lols. ohhya. wenta bugis take neoprint.. hahaha. the can seat seat one.. berry chio siahhs. lols. hehexx.. =]]

finally she willing to tell me wat happened ler.. i admit laa. got a lil guo fen lorhhs.. but i guess everything takes time.. they dont realie know her.. and it makes things a lil weird.. alreaddy apologized le. NVM, i will try one. DONT WORRY. lols.

lata dunno should go playy badminton nots.. lols. maybe he going.. but i oso dunno.. sickening idiot. lols.. haiya.. ray very. hzz man. its not i dun wannaa reply.. is i slept ler. soooo tired lllorhs that dayy.. the nxt day nida go back somemore.. of cuz i will sleep early de mahs. i explain you dont wan listen wat can i do man.. its has happened already. that time already almost settled.. but you wanna come quarrel with me.. who wans to quarrel lorh. i din say i was pissed.. i was just upset over wat ya said.. i do understand wat ya mean.. thats why i after awhile alreadyy okay ler.. den you dont bother to apologize and now on msn talking to me as if nothing happened? DORTS. guys givin me headaches man.. lotssssssss of headaches.

today hafta stay at home to finish prefect stufffffff.. lols. no choice.. tmrr got meeting.. lattaa kanna scolding arhh.. lols. mayyybe meeting jian.. hope to pass him da stuff.. lols. ornot lata he say i owaes cheat him.. hahaa.. shun bian go fetch his sista from school.. taoyaans. his sis SOOOO CUTEE!!!! lols. =X

lallaa.. gtg.. blog agaain. muuacks. remember, MUST go wwwet! lols.

muaccccccks!

' '''' ''''' '''' ''' '' i only need the truth. i dont need explainations.

2004-10-12T20:07:00.001+08:00

wwwoooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

LOL.

exams are officially OVER.. ommmmmmgOSH. LOL LOL LOL.

hahaa.. today when the last minute ticked off. everyone was like.. screaaaming loh!! hahaaa. realie realie damnnn happy. we were all smiling at each otherrrr.. hahahahhahaha. LOL. i cant believe it mann. its SOOO FASSTT!! lols.

SYLVESTER VERYYYY HANNNNNNNDDSSOMMMEE!! and COOLLLL!!!! omggosh. the wayy he smiles. GOSH. lols. weiqi&sharon said that they SAW himmmm.. GOOOSHHHH. his SOOOOOO coolllll!!!!!! hahhahahhahahhaahah.

ahahhahahha.

hahahhahhahahhahhahhahha. LOL

1132pm. you msged me again. askin the same question.. dont you tink you're soooo irritating? i think i've told you off a million times liaaoos lorhs. you think i dumb? you think i dunno wats going on? already got people tell me you jioing her liaos lorhhs... heeello? so you betta save your crap for some other girls. OMGOSH. im was SOO pissed can.. ytd night was like. my whole head was in fire. LOL. i was damnn PISSSEEDDDDD. girls are your toys ar? LUCKILY i oreaddy studied finish.. lols. or i dont have mood to studdy siaa. damnnn angrry. almost lose my temper on my brotherrr.. lol. innocennt. argghhh. you actualli thinkk i still love you? think THRICE!! i have better people to DATE. hello? angry. DAMN angrry. i omost slammed my hp.. lols. but i NOT SO DUMBB!!!! GOD doesnt appreciate people who dont even bother to HELP themselves!!! faster graduate LA. realie dislike you irritating face.. at least you graduate your ppooooorrrr mum dont nidaa accomodate to yourr crapp! whattever, God, please bless his mum. lol.. i was msging with jonathan that time.. luckily siaa. he got sat some funnnnny stuff bout his mum.. make me laugh. ORNOT, my blood vessel gonna EXPLODEE!!! and, im NOT exaggerating!!!! i COMPLETELY dao-ed his msges. lol. i was like indirectly shooting him. =X i dont think you deserve nice treatments from me anymore. i ren veryy long le hoh. STUPID TWO TIMER!!! lol. bleahs. dont let this kinda flirt spoil my MOOD. somemore saw him three times todaayy. and saw his name on the PROM LIST!!!!!! GOSH MAN!!! i cant believe his going, like again? argh. argh. arghhhhhhhh. HOONNN!!!!!!!!!! heeelppppp!!!! lols. PUI!

WAHH. damnnnn shuang. LOlsss. hehhehhehehexx.. i bet God dosent blame me for scolding this kindaaaaaaa......... ........ NO WORDS to describe guy. GOOSH! lols. =xx NVM LEH. ttmrr going too WWwet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaa. this kindaa small thing. whatteva. my wwwet ishh most importanntt! lols. wwenta lottie one just noww.. with kai&hoon. take neoprint againn.. lols. den buy my OP shortttss!! verrrrryyyyyyy nice..!! my favourite colourr! lols. den watched WHiteChicks. lols. we din plan to watch.. kaii say wann watch together.. so we watchhed.. and it was FABULOUUUS. omggosh. ITS SOOOO FUNNNNNYY!!! lols. MUST WATTTCH!

lols. my post todayy llook so capital-lettered. lols. i tooo exxxxxxxxxciteeeedd LIAOOOOOOSS.. hahahhahhahahahhahahahhaaaaaa.

HAHHAHHA. lols. that dumb jonathan.. damnnnn lame. lol.. he was the guy i see every morningg lorrhhhss. obviously i know him.. lolsss.. why is everything evolving around.. .. .. lols. =XXXXX ommmmooshh. fate. fate. fate.

hahhahah. lols. saw his across the platform toodayy.. so saddeddd.. missed him.. i went out later than him.. siaanndiao. LOll. NVVVVVMMMMMMMMM. 26 nov. i wait. lols.

LALLA. go makkann lerr.. LOVE YOU PEOPLEE!! you PEOPLE RAWWWWKK!! lols.

* miss youu. misssss you.
[ L i A r, YOU LIE SO WELL. but i still know your true colours. ;) TOO BAD huh?]

2004-10-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

2004-10-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

STUDY

O N E MORE DAY.

ahahahhahhahahhaa.

i gonna chiong this paper liaos. den can ennjoy! ha.

todaay is suchha happy occasion.

hoh kai.

and hoon.

ahemms.

haha.

yayyyy! hahaa.. now all biatches goinn to city harvest lerr. saturdaay we all goingg.. togetherr.. taooyannns. remebered my teacher thot me bfore, spread da good news. =]

thankss darrlinss. for givinn God this one chance.

MUUUACCCCCKSS!!!!

LOL. im totalllly,

so insane and craazzzy. too haaapi la. LOL.

lala. takecaree! i llurvee everyonee! hurrs.

S M i L e S .

>> what if i say, no one can make me feel da same way as you do? lllurves. =DD 5 years it has been, 5 years.

lol.

[fatboy]-[slim]

2004-10-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

wennta cityy harvest churrch.

- opened my heart entirely.
- peaceful ambience.
- the SONGS RAWWWKKS! it wasss GREAT! the band was likeeee.. omggosh. =]]
- got a lil emotional and tears just came.. ohmaann. the power of God is unbelivable.
- althou' its onli da third time i attended cittyharvest, could feel the intensity of the power of God.
- irivn was there. hurhur. his sooooo 'blind'. haa.
- saw alot of unexpected people there..
- alvin was sooooo nice, shujun too. gweaaat peoplee. =]
- huggedd hoon alot.. haha. i dunno why.. just felt like hugging her.
- got pastor Kong's blessing. kindaa scarry, we just lied down on the ground afta he gave blessings on our forehead. scary? hahaa. i guess so. but....... i felt it. =] wees.
- glad that hoon, kaii&hui enjoyed it. =] i did too.
- learnt alot todaayy. A L O T.
- pastor Kong's a reaaall wise person.. hurs.
- i realie felt it, just there.. i love You with all my heart.
- had some misunderstandings&miscommunications wiff him. din expect him to respond lykdaat.. but.. we're on the verge of quarrelling.. if i haddnt think of God, -beingpeaceful- i would have just scolded him like craazy. haha.. =x
- God has a purpose, for you and me.
- pastor Kong said we CAN do it for our exams! so we CAN DO IT!! JIA YOOUUUU! lols.
- my mama told me stuff.. hahhahahhhhaahhahhahhahhaa. i dunnno wat to say. perhaps it might happen, it might not. ;)
- he msged me agaain.. im feeling weirder&weirder.. hhaaa.. ohwell..
- God bless everryone.. especially meeEEEeeeeeeeeee! lolss.
- took neoprint at lot one withh biaatches. lols. den at da lift theres this.. weird-ugly-disgusting-cum-wearin da disgusting colour, brown-guy.. came up to me and TAPPED on my shoulder. he actuualli touched me. ommgosh. use DETTOL to disinfect liaos. LOL. den he said, hey wo de peng you yao ren shi ni. i was like, if you speakk chinese and is some kindaa ah-beng. den forget it mann please. haha. so i said, huh. oh, wo yao xie qu le. sorry. ahhahhahhaa. and i entered the lift. LOL. posers&loosers? i think so. im not being evil and judgemental, but its just facts! lols.
- im glad to be happy ((=
- lalala. gtggg nitess..

` ` __ love you deeper than the endless seas.

2004-10-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

aaaaaarrloes. =]]

weeeeees.. hehehees. lataa going to city harvest.. lalalaaaa. withh kaii, hoon & hui. ling cannt go.. =[ nvvmm ling, nxt time we bring youu okaay. hhhees. ytd ling told me some serious stuff.. ohweel. dont be sadd darrling girrl. no guys are worth your tears.. be strong, and everythingg will be finee. =]] muaacks! still got us wat.. lol.. cheerrrr uP!

lolss.. talked to irvin ytdd.. bout church stuff.. hahaaa. ohweel. changing isnt an easy task.. being baack-slided is kindaa bad.. but.. wat can i do? lolss.. speaakin in tongues is such a scary thingg to do.. in an instant you'll get it? it sounds soo weirdd. im seeking for his opinion thou.. hahaa. he did managed to change my mindset a lil.. lol.. lets see baa. =]] im lookin forward to todaay's service mann. i may just get to learn speaakin in tongues! lolsss. havve faiithh. thhx irvin. THEN. suddenly he told me bout him.. i was like. E R H. dddddddoooooorrts. OMgosh. lols. argh. he said he din attend school for a week lerr. lolss. ray told me too.. that his slackin like crazzy.. why do people keep telling me things bout him arhh? no relations man. if its about.. haaa. AHEM. den its okayy, tell me more.. but.. that idiott.. no thaankew. lols. hehes. i m soo evil.. haaiya. lykdat last year might as well enter ite alreadddy. lol.. not being evil but stating facts.. i think his influencing sc lorhs, from wat ping said. ohhMAn. looks like things aint gettinn bettaa.. lolll. =]]

im SOOOOOOOOO tiredd. haven touched the books at all.. watcchin liu xing hua yuan. and do you noe how nice it is? it utterly sweet+chocolates+candies! ommgosh. lols. hzz.. ytdd he msged me around one plus.. we both like grumbling, we were damnnnnn hungggggggryyY!! hahhaa.. and he actualli reached home at one plus? omgosshh. guys just dont listen.. lolss.. things not gud fer em, they DAMN interested.. things good fer em, they HACK. piianngs. lols. hehees.. also told hoon dey all bout how i felt.. wat they say is kindaaa true.. wat if feelings realiee comes.. scary okayy. it is.. im gonna spend another year withh him lorhs. lol.. but his attitude suckkk so muchh.. oomgosh. lol.. ohhwel. since i said let nature take its course.. den so be itt baa. lols.

hehess.. 26nov must faster comee!! meetin him to pass him the $$. lolss. muhahhaahaa. see, i've got muhh ways to see him.. =XX hahaa.. dont blame me fer being a biatch. lols, happiness is for yourself to pursue. lols. i actualli saved the conversation we had.. hahaa.. it was so nice.. he said lotsaa stuff..

clement calledd ytdddddd.. hahhahaa. he sounded. insomia-tical. lolsss.. =xxx he askeed about aaahem. hahaa. wat can i say? his soooo adorable. lol. toked till 12 pluss.. finnaaaallly, settled! jiaaa youu clemmment! lols. you gottaa get your ego ddown. you caaaan doooo itt! hahaa. =xx

lalala. verry craaaaaappppppyyyy. lols. goonna bathe ler. ornot i laate agaain.. hehexx. faithfaithfaith. maucccks.

ttttakecaree peeps! =] smmmmilee.

[ [ [ you've got the moves. ]] ((=

2004-10-08T13:25:00.000+08:00

eeeelloooos. hehhehess..

lataa going to plaay badminton withh biatches.. and my classmates.. hehess.. lols. at bpcc. scarely lattter see him plaayin bball arhhs. lol. =xx hehes.. taooyans. todaay was poa paper, sucked as usual. lols.

singapore idol is FABULOUS!!!.. omggs. sylvester's soooo freaakin cool can?!?! lols. its like omgg lorhs. his so.. cool. thou' his kinda ah-beng. but his style roocks! lools. christopher oso. and maia is like some sexxyy laddee. lols. chiobuu.. wees! lols. i think.. daphne sounds damnnn goodd. but shes aint got x-factor.. maia got siahh!! lolss.. lets await daa sporee idol. lols. haaiz.. wat he said cause a veryy weird feeling in me.. cant describe.. shes damnn chio. and he actualli rejected her? althou' i dunn realie know wat to say.. i told him let nature take its course.. its been 2 longggg years.. his a greaatt guy, nice. but.. ohweell. wat can i sayy? chenghao has been persuading me to give a chance. a chance aint easy okay? gave him too many, and he lose them. my fault? i dont think so. =]] wat he promised was just bullshitt.. i noe he studied for chinese.. wat bout the rest of the subs? this kinda standard expect a chance? like noo.. frens, yes. but no waaayyy for a bf. not i wanna compare.. but.. haaiz. therees just this difference from guys in our schhool and others.. they make good pals but not bf-s. sadded rightt? lolss.. laddees, CHOOSE WISELY! =]]] hehhe.. hurhurss.

kindaaaaa hunnnngggggrrryyy.. me and hoonn shared a longgJOHN. lols. so PATHETIC. =xx. hehees.

this morningg saw him agaain.. see? its all fate. hahhaaa.. yes, hoon i noe im NAGGING. but.. hahahhahahhaha =xx dont jealous larrhs. lols. yaa know.. even a 5 mins walk from my house to the lrt with him.. is verry precious. just these few minutes.. =)

lallaa. gonna be L A T E. as usual. hurhurhurhurhurs. muahas. seeyaa! tkcare. time to jian fei! play badminton! lols.

_____ `` thinkin of you. // head on your shoulder. //

2004-10-07T18:22:00.000+08:00

fwaaahaha.. =)

- had tuition
- my head gonnna explode
- exams gooonna over. wee. yays. lol.
- i dont appreciate the craapiness shit that you give.. history's not gonna repeat so just give it up. damnit. why are pple so stubborn?
- had ms. neo's night class ytd. it was super beneficial can? i think exams should have her beside me. haha.
- clement blushed at my comment. =X aahem. lol
- lesbian with sherrill todaay. hugged her like siao. lols. i love her too much..
- been sleeping so bloody late everydayy.. morning lorhs. wth. my eye bags look AWFUL! puii. lol.
- walked to lrt wwif him tis morning.. wat more can i ask for? (:
- 26th november faster come can. *immpaaaatient*
- studying time.

omg his online. oHHHHH gosh. lol gtg.. seeyaa.. tattaas.

& the reason is you. (:

2004-10-05T14:24:00.000+08:00

=))

- past few papers were okaayy, math was tough. bleaahs.
- lotsa stuff happened
- saw him in plaza twice these days. and in da morrning lrt. lol. eyes oopen BIG BIG! lols.*_* how fate can it get? hurhurs.
- haha.. he msged me at 1130am, 051004. and i was grinning like crazzy. hoon thot i was crazy. lols. =p
- must go to the concert. M U S T !
- slept at 130 ytd. stuyyin for the tupidd geography. first time i stayed up for xams. wtf can?
- someone called around 249 in da mornnin, whoever was that, wth lorhs. lol
- saw the video that he sent me for 5 times ytd. =X itss damn FUNNY. gosh.
- dont tell me age gap isnt a problem, it is to me. wat crapp you say, is just nothingg but bullshit. even hoon agrees. hohh. i shouldd have just listened to wat she said and slapp you. idiot.
- saw a disgusttin couple .
- clement is DAMN sweet! loveeya! =))
- ray thinks that his being damn lame, but he actuali is lame. LOLs.
- saww douglas. how small can the world get? =)
- FINALLY found his friendster. heheex. count myself luckily.
- chengghao's bdaee just past. wentt ta mac ytd and weijie was beiin just a slacker.
- hoon saw her 'prince charrming' ytd.
- watevaaaaaaa, i know you all are just jealous of kai&hoon. so. wateva. go on being jealous =D
- got manymanymany new clothes my mum bought. noo nid to go shopping liaos. =) ggrins.
- new versace walllet, its freakin nice okays.
- had lunch with hoon.. shengda and wenliang. okayy, they are damnnn funny. at the mention of AHEM's name. he keep shrugging. =X
- owes hoon $$. nvm la hoh. =)
- hoon told me bout that.. idiot. see, im not wrong, i had predicted that shes being jealous. and now shes realie does. NEVER judge a book by its cover.
- forgot to bring cash out today.
- MUST buy that sportts bra. ffreakin nice. ommgs. 50 bucks. take from human ATM. hurhurs. =Z
- exams are gonna endd.
- jiayou!
- dont forget my aim.
- lovee biatches.
- happy! =]] hehehhehehhe. lols. ahem. taoyanns. smile more. you look great. =) lols.

TUO DIAO!! lols. thiss song ishh just SOOo hot. lolss. na-na-na-na-na.

muhaha. im too lazy to type. here's all it is. studddied so hardd ytd.. see ar, got study got play. AHHAHHA. XD lols. i lovee sylvester. aahem, the one from s'poreIDOL. lol. =) his damnnn special. cool. great.

=) smileeee yaaa peeps! lolss. few more days! ennnndure! timee to studdyyyyy!lols.

+ seeing yourr S m I l e. OMGGG!! =x

2004-10-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

OMG. i can actualli typed NOW. OMMMMGGGGGGs. LOL.. hehehheexx..

hehehhehe. TAOYANS! lols. hehe. hahahhahaha.. loolll. his was online in da morningg. hahaha. he sent me this.. DAMN DAMN hilarious video.. hahhaha. daamn funnyy.. haha. i din noe he watches this kindaa stuff. so cuttee. lols. send it to hoonn.. and like.. lotsa pple. hahaha. they lmao. ahahahaa.. sent him the hillsongss too. hehehes.. its so frreakin nice okaayys. LOL. lolloooolLLl. aahHAhah. lols.

it will never be deleted.

fwaaha. goinng to palza.. to maakan lunch withh hoon. den. back to home, annd studdyy aagaaaain. sianns hoh? no choice. lolss.. haiiz. ray, verry veryyyyy sorry. i dont wan it to be lykdat too.. i din mean to sayy that.. but.. cannot make it laa. to me your just a veryy close frenn.. muchmore.. if your good fren comes into knowing.. tell me.. wat will happen.. i dont wan things to turn out like vin.. SO, muhahhaahhahhaHAhhaha. zhuo peng you shi zui hao de worrrS! lols.

allala. can blog ler. lol. no nneed ask lingg paste ferr me. thaannxx lingg, so muchh! =] mauuuackssssssss. lols. now weekend arhh. lucikly cann blogg.. wait till exams on mondayy again.. busyy.. hahaa.. must steaddy. lool.. BIRD arh. he damn FUNNY canxx. lol.. want buy preezzie ferr ahhem. ask us pick.. hahaa. this shows tt you dunno alot bout gurrls neehx. lol.. hahaa.. so manyy things to do affta examm. SHOPPPiIIing. lols. eaat with the stupid ahbird. lols. withh hoon annd ling.. go WWwet. lols. celebrate kaii's burrfdae! kaii! we'll make you burrfdae the MOST memorable onne! maucks. go CHaalett! lols. go to his gala concerrt!! ahaha. =X hoon, you promise me lerr hoh. must go.. hehees. celebrate christmass! watch movie.. taake pics. go SILOSO! withh my erziis oso. hahaa.. that one every year must go one. lol. remmembering last year.. when we went.. boonhoe they all playy until they back soo redd!.. lols. suntaanning is greaat. waannna get tanned! lolss. see? so many things to do affta exxams. so many pple'ss burfdaee summoreee. lolss. sooo, exxams must FASTER over!!! hahaa.. im infuatuated withh exams-overing. hahaa. =xx

yayayya, and oso meet our LINEcamp peeps! NURUL!! i miss youu and chhheanxxiu! lols.

lalalala. watchhin meteor garden. ffreakin shweeet! lols.

weeeeeeeeeee.. haa. im nutts.

[ S m i L e ] [ he loves god ! ] [ him-her ] =))
althou' i cant comprehend you. i dont mean to hurt you.

2004-10-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

yohhh. heehheess. lolsss.. =]] just came home nort longg.. went ta plaaza and 6 headd.. lols. they asked me go over jus to see them do push-up. lol. like wthhh? hahaaa.. but they verrryyy funnyy.. espcially weijiee.. hahaaa.. lolss. todae.. is sucha greatt day. it rawkss. finalli chinese paper ishh over.. and i had sleepless nites over itt.. slept ardd 1 ytd and im so damnn tired noww.. haha.. =]]

had a heart to heart talk to kai, hui & hoon. lolss.. WELL. W E L L. wellwellwell. leemee see. it was a rare experience.. wher we just poured everyythingg out to each otherr.. all tat i've told you gurls, are thingss that happenedd.. things that i drent even face em somehoww.. hehess. but.. owaes remember must be strrong! jiayou. hahaaa.. wells. so much had been said btween us.. and dont worraii darlinngs, i wont leak anyything out.. =] lols. i've said all that i said.. hahaa.. and we practically bitched about every single person.. hahhahahahhaaha.. fun! it was PURE FUN! =) i cant stand people who gives unrelavant comments, especially when its bout hoon or hui. we dont need your comments, we are happyy the way we are. you hate us? fine with us. it is a DEMOCRATIC society. but we love our enemies ;) chill. and hope you gurls know that life's not all bout sorrow that we gone thru. its oso bout taking things easy. and most importantly, smile, cause the world will smile with you. =] you rock biatches, and i mean it. muacks.

true frens are hard to find, treasure yours. lol.. last nitee.. i was like kinda pissed by that stupidd guy.. i was 'pissed'. lol.. very sweett, very. touched by wat you said.. lol.. okayys, i bet no one understands wat im talkin bout.. lols.

realie dont wish to care bout you anymore, wat matters most important now is my biatches and my aim.. us? talk bout that nxt time.. lolss.. heheeee.. saw him in plaza todayy.. his online now nehhx. lol.. he invited me to his gala concert!!!!!! =X biatches, go hoh. must go with me. =) lolss.. taoyyyanss..

simply, my life rocks.

be haappy peeps, it worrks miracles! god's on my side.. he ruless! lolss..

llalallalallalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

his is still online.. still talking.. for 13 mins and 43 seconds. still counting.. hehex. =]]] his shuai okayy, tan cheng hoon! =pp

BIATCHES, i love you. LOADSs. i'll pray for you, every nitee. cause, you people realie make my worrld =]]

[[ hoon / kai / miao / rill / rene / hui / ling / lyn ]] hold you close, owaaes. thankss biatches. + ONce sweet, owaes sweeett! you are SO SWEET! omg. lol

2004-09-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

lalalaaaaa.. heeyyaaaaa.. lolss. gosssh. im sooo tiredd can. languid-ed. haahaa.. lolss. im TIRED. shoo sleeeepyy.. and its like barely the start of da day.. went ta changi airport in da morningg. my mama go china.. chee-na siaa. hahaa.. =pp lolss. go send themm of lorhhss.. my grandmaa dey all. lols. afta that go makann crystal jade wibb my aunt&uncle. fwaahh. 8-star service lehhs! the foodd rawkss mann!! lolss.. hahaaa.. but its $$. =X hhe.. beryy long no go changi leerhhs.. so nice.. veryy sophisticated. it rockkss. it still reigns its position at number one worrhs. piiangg.. lolss.. =)

hehee.. fridaayy was SOOo damn fun cann.. omggs. the youth mass was.. kinda successful.. bettaa den da previous onee.. lols. and the song rawwks!! omgg. the band was gweatt mannn.. especially the DRUMS! the pump was gweaatt. lols.. ohweell.. heeheee.. someething INTERESTING happeneed.. =Xx lolss.. i was on my wayy to church.. den. i saw my hp.. 1 missed call. WOOh. when i saw his name.. i was like. ERH. i actualli think i STOPPED in the middle of the pathway at stared at my handphone fer like 10 seconds okaayys. hahaaaa.. i cant believe he actualli CALLED. omgg... lols. i was like.. ha. HAHHA. hahhahahahhaa. =D lols. den i called him back.. he asked whether i was going to mass. i was like. yes, duuh. lols.. i dun think im gonna EVER EVER delete the missed call.. hahhahaa.. lolss. =X den. SO concidental. saw him at da bus stop in 171. LOLS. with norms and melvin.. i was like. shocked can. lolss. fate?.. yes, its all fate. hahaa.. my favourite line. =X lolss. hehee.. and he was damn cute cann.. his not like some farking ah-beng on da street wearing some stupid slippers and acts cool with spike hairr lorhs. so poser. haha.. his BRANDED. $__$ hahaa.. lolss.. his wearing polo. i think its billabong or op shorts.. and sneakers!!! omgg.. i think it was nike. lolss. i wanted to buy the nike red one.. but. $$. lol.. afta examm i get the farking money for that stupid competition i sure go buy manns.. tamade. mr lim la. so long haven gimme my moneyy. arghhs.. and that 49dollars jeans!! omggs!! lolss. hahaa. okayy, back to the topic.. yaa.. wher was i.. hmm. oh yaa. hahaa.. den his hair so naturally spiked. SHUAI OKAYY!! talked a lil.. den he went in. me & ryn waited for vallo. hehee.. yeayeayea. and the mass rawks! kinda funn.. ohweel. hehee.. got blessings from Father for exxams. hope he helpss.. =) hehess.. we took da same bus back.. ate sushi.. and hadd fun! haha.. =X lolss..

who cares about you? thats your problem, not mine.. i dont give a DAMN bout it okayys. you realie very bhb.. you noe MAH? knn..

ytd wenta studdyy.. past few days been studyin at plaza.. so now change venue go lottie one. hahaa. lolsss.. sho many peeps siaaa.. rill cannot go =( with rene.. ling.. amos.. haaa. got that tua na one. chenghao. raymond and.. junhao.. and den.. benny came along.. ahaha. that tooopid lil boi. studyystuddyystuddyy. managed to finish chinese.. hehexx. finalli okaayys. i detest it! lols. den go.. arcade.. see em playy. jerome and jasper were there.. DEN, got SOME problem happened.. wellwell. hahaa.. i dunno whho to believe baahs.. but. bleahs, wateva.. i dont wish to care. den.. went to fajarr there with serene.. see see.. go meet yihui.. josephine.. jasmen and his aiai. lols.. benjamin too was there..ling, kai & hui.. went to 4 head. playy!! haahhaa.. played withh sparkles and candles.. chenghao and amos were there too.. funn mann.. we were like smoking the WHOLE void deck.. hhhaahaa. lolss.. den.. amos.. did this candle thingg.. and i was like. ERHHH. hahaa.. hurrms. dunno him la. arghs. hahaa. den.. jer and jasper came.. lalalala. playplayplayplayplay.. den took photo.. hahaa. we lited up the whole staircase.. and used candles to light to Biatches. lolss. farkinnice okaayy! hehess.. lols. afta tatt.. he walked me home.. told me wat happened.. lol.. admit i was like kinda feeling W E I R d. luckily onli a SHORT distance.. lols. ornot i -_-''' hehes.

weells. it was a STRESS reliving dayyyyy.. lols. turdae's back to study. dont forget muh aimm! jiaayou. heheess.. haappy =)

____ i ` m gonna remember it forreva. =) muacks.

2004-09-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

hiyaaa!!!! lols.

so much has happeneddddddddddd.. lols. got bout nicholas.. ling.. ray.. hui.. amos.. sherrill.. that bastard.. him.. her.. you.. me.. hahhaaaa.. lolss.. wellweelll.. lifes beenn fine.. still studying. =] have been sleepin kinda late everrryday. around one.. and everyone at home is like sleepin liaos. so i was like.. ERHHHH. bery dark lehs. lol.. luckily got him to accompany me msg.. hehe. ornot.. i sure dont dare to study de.. lols.. =D taoyaans.

realie stressed siaaa me.. i can sense the signs.. headdache.. stomach pain awhile den not pain.. tired. very tired. realieee.. veryyyy tired.. i wont foget my aim man.. lols.. my score for CA2 was 18. bleahhs.. kinda craaappy.. must be like my brother.. den can go st. andrews. lolss.. jiaayou.. biatches, muuuust jiayou!! lolss..

so many problemss. not mine laa. hehe.. my darlingg girlss..ling, dont think so much, they're not your true frens.. you did the right thingg =] hoon, fark care her. shes got a BIG attitude problem, with no sense of rights, obviously. who cares man? its not even your fault.. god should noe wats wrong and wats wrong.. for me, hahaaaaaa.. hahaa. hahhahahaha.. lols.. my life very eventful. got good things, got bad things. bu more good thinggs laaa. hehee. god's owaes looking after me.. muaha. actualli.. alot of things gonna happen le worrss.. its SHOWTIME. ;) i love shows.

lata going to church.. got youth mass.. hheex. oso must go there pray pray.. get blessings for my examms!! must do weeelll!! lolss.. very long nv see father emmanuel lers. lols.. his so.. funnyyy. argh.. heheex. can see him le. finaaaally. hehee.. lolsss.. damn cute siaaxx. taoyaann laa.. go there to catch up witt my two sissstaaa.. praise godd! and have funnnn!! heheheee.. lolsss.. taoyannnss..

go awaay.. you are sucha loser.. hurry up move so that i no nid so SUAY everytime go grandma place must see your STUPID face. no sense of shame. idiot. you caused this upon yourself. i didnt wanna dislike you, YOU MADE ME okayy. i told you once, okay nvm. i said how many times ler. you dont wan listen.. fine with me. now i UTTERLY FIND YOU DISGUSTING!!

lols. luckily you're not the onli guy left in da worlldd, still got him can cheer me up.. HEH!! looooserr..

soooo sweett! lols. so nice.. so cute.. so funnyy.. =)) he rocks muhh world..

turdae is my resting daayy siaa. have been struggling sooo muchh.. lolsss.. i go orhorh lee. going to church ssssoonn!! muahha mhahaa.. hahaha. hahahhahahhahaa. haha. =X lols.

no one can replace him +

2004-09-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

lols.. hiee.. tired.. as usual. lols.. resting from a LOOOnnnggggg day at skooll.. haa..

ytd was church.. hehe.. his and my class combined siaa.. cause his lao shi never cum.. =X hehe. can you imagine one whole hour staring at the cutest guy on earth? haahaa.. lol. ookay, im exaggerating. lol.. i din stare. i LLOOKED. hahaa.. =pp taoyans. we talked a lil.. cause that ttupid norms was in btween us.. =( so sadd. lolss.. hehee.. but.. haha.. haha.. bleahs. LOL. mass was REALIE funn! sat with the family of 'yandao-s & chiobu-s' hurhurr. hehee.. realiee. all of them.. got 5 of them. all chio and cute! hehe.. lols. and handdsum, macho siaa. lols.. they're suchh nice peeps. lol.. den talked to christopher.. his sucha farnie guy.. damn cute.. lols.. it was kinda fun.. playyin wit the kid.. and gossiping =X haha.. lol.. and.. heeehhe. he was just infront of us.. we did shook hands durinn thanksgiving. hahaa.. he offered me sweets!! lols.. =D im super elated okayy. lols.. well.. sumthings are so hard to sayy.. hahaha..

finally prom's stuff over.. and HOON, bettaa start yours! lolss.. ornotx no time leers. hehe.. studied purebio. sarks can? subbio is soo much simpler lorhss.. kaoehhs. so must things.. so lil time. stressedd.. lols.. finished a few chapters baa.. its just the application baa.. chinese. haha.. still in the midst of revision.. SIANZ. saw muh cousin's cuz ytdd.. his damn.. woww. lolss.. this morning too. his grandad passed awway. soo sadd. lolss.. 'll miss him.. =) lols. do i? or i dont? i realie dunno.. heh.. but.. theres jusst a special feeling.. =) thats makes me smile bout you.

haiz.. wat ya wan siaa.. i am oready so stressed up.. arent you? why arent you even studying? or attempting to? all your frens.. even ray hopes to see you score well.. its not your cannot, is you DUN WAN okay. arse.. tsk. and now your askin me to return to your side and wat? suffer wiff you? please.. i have my own probs too okay. its close to a year ler. and if you wanna continue.. fine with me.. i can just blardie change my number again and again.. i appreciate it okaay, but its going too far. i dun reply.. you act pathetic and get fed up. wats this? who are you to me? a fren. you think my bill free? its getting worse.. its gettin on my nerves.. and much much more irritating oreadyy.. please. go STUDY. and GO alritess. i mean it. its driving me crazy.. im stressed becoz of you okayy.. cant stand it.. haiz..

i miss my childhood..

i miss Him..

i hate this kinda life. wher you hafta choose, and be independent.. especially now examms.. im gonna do well.. and show that ... im not so STUPID. you think you dunno wats going on at home? i noe okay. i noe clearlyy.. just get out or shudddup. if not, im gonna just lock up myself and never come out ever again..

stressed hoh? i believe so too.. but im not gonna care anymore mann.. watsoevaa. im gonna STUDY onli.. my life is not fucked up. and im NOT gonna screw it becoz of you.. my life's fun. and dont ever think of ruining my FUN-NESS!..

lolss.. wat kinda word is that. lalala. btw, i kissed sherrill todayyy!! omg. lols =xx

wah. onli ten mins past.. hehe.. still got time =) gtg find ray lers.. take caree okaayy! SMUACCCCCkkkkssss!

_the more you think i cant do it, the more i'll prove you wrong_` * sweetness stayss ** `` - i missyou - ;stresseddup ; so dont add on to it.

2004-09-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omggg.. im SO f-ing tiredd okaayy. i realie am.. even mdm zarina can see.. lolls. realie realie have been struggling for these few days.. exams laaa. knn one. lol.. managed to studyy thou. althou theres still the prom stuff to do. and its super driving ME crazy OKAY please. omg can? its crap.. this one cannot that one cannot.. make things difficult for me.. budget SO damn f-ing little.. spend wat siaaax. shhheessh. you wan good quality, obviously you nid CASH. $$. lol.. BUDGET laarrhs. nvm, at least now its done.. and i can peacefully continue studying.. lolls. hafta score man.. ornot i'll be d e a d. trust me. =D

so many things happened this week. alot. A L O T. realie alot.. in class.. in school.. home.. frreens. him.. her.. me.. lol. hahaaaaa.. haha. okaay. i m stressed. i admit, i realie man stressed up.. hzz.. sickening. afta exam.. i sure. CHIONG ARH! lolss. =X

im so tired of you mann. i realie mann.. hz.. nth, NOTHING to say.

hehee.. nvmm, i wont let these stupid tingss affect me dee! hehehe.. cause.. muaha. =X hhee.. taoooyaan. just now walking home saw him!! omg. his getting cuter and cuuuter! hehe. im NOT kidding okay. im NOT. lol. hehe.. sunday gonna come le WORR. hehee.. okayy. *smirrks* last two nites have been chattin wiit him.. hehe.. dunno why lehs. around 1 lykdat.. after i studying and all that. his call sure come de.. ohwell.. i dunno how i feel too.. but.. i do smile when i see your msg.. and.. wat does that implies? hahaha.. hahhaaaa. HAHAHhahahAhahha. okayy. shuddddup. i dunnoo.. hehe.. i shy leh. *blusshes* taooyan la. dont say ler. hehe..

mdm chong rawwks! lolss.. finalli today my committe finished lerr! ahha. =X taoyanns. just came home from na-ball. now all ccas on fridayy. even NPCC.. waaahh. bz siaa. hehee.. lols. yeayeayea. gonna meet serene ler. makan makann. =] wont be bloggin often.. studying time ler. since i've FINISHED THE STUPID prom stuff. lols.. okay la. its not stupid. but it makes me damn stress can. oso haven realie read anyone's blog. hope you people's life are fine okaay? =D loveeya.

i LOVE you biatches.

++ hz.. nothing to say.. why do you owaes regret afta wat had happened? isnt it too late?

2004-09-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

fwahhaa. =] hehee..

todaay i GUAI kia. i study. lol.. hz.. no choice. exams reaalie comin lee. if i dont wanna ruin muhh future, gotta start noww. ;0 hehees. its like onlii two plus weeks to eoy xamss.. ohweell. try my best baa.. hehe.. haven been blog-reading in a looooonnngggg time. dunno wats going on in you peoples life.. but, goodd luck yeaa everyoone? exams cuming lee.. =] BIATCHes. bettaa study arhh i tell you all. remember our aim. hahaa..

todayy is a reaaalll hetic dayy siaa. run there run here.. prom stuff laa. siannz.. think of planning oso siaannz. from nxt year onwards is we plan le. FWAH. luckily nxt year step down ler. hehe.. den can enjoy lee wooorss. hee.. wonder wart our prom be like. lookin at this year's condition of promnite. hahaa. =Xxx hehee.. dunno wat'll nxt year's be like siaahz. hope'll be nice baa.. haha.. went to da hall today. hadta explained every single details to the teachers and students.. wa. sec five can go oso siaa.. so nice.. wahs. how gud if i can go to every year's one.. den see everybudi. aahhaa. lol.. i think jun kai will be DAMN shuai lorhs. lol. our batch arh. kanasai. lol =X wah piiangs. i explain to da teachers until my saliva like wanna use up liao. haha.. explained to like.. 6 teachers? and mr. wang that chinese freak. chinese sho gud. i doubt he understands wat i was tryin ta convey. heeheees.

the other day watched the na-ball match. btween s'pore and malaysia. P I A N G. the centre is so freaaking good lorhhs okayy. omgomgomg. lols. i mean like.. omg lorhs. their hand like 100 m long lykdat.. lols. their shooting. wwwooahhh! loll. im not being lame. its truue! =] hehees.. and they're so tanned! omg. and chio. and sexy. and hot. and nice. and fit. gosh, when can i ever hit that? like, never? lols. XD hhees. yeayea. SUSILO! he rawwks! OMG. his sooooo shuai. i realised that he looks a lil like douglas ya knoww. lol. his soooo sweet!! jiawei's so fortunate.. hehe.. his a yandaoo! and the ah beng guy. from s'pore idol. omgg. so cutte! and christopher!! omg. his got that ACS look. haha. but rather snobby. hehee.. ytd we both realised that we got the same msn nick. the phrase from Maroon 5's song. we were like.. erhhhs. loollllll. hahahaaa.. taaaoyans. his.. so nice. haha.. hz.. i m so sad for ray.. his been brooding over this trival matter for few days ler.. hehe.. around 130 got his msg.. he sounded soo sadd.. and YOU IDIOT! all because of you den he becum lykdat okayy. bombastic idiot. lol.. im so NOT being bad. =D

lol. sec fours and fives were viewing their short clip on adam khoo. hey. this guy rawks man. millionaire can? lols. i wan to marry him! haha =X saw a little of the clip.. i think it realie benefitted them ALOT. lol.. hope he benefitted too.. althou so manyy things have happened btween us.. still wish him all da best man. haha. if he can realie wake up. and stop fa hua chi-ing over arcades and spending money.. i would call adam khoo a G O D. lol. i mean, things ARE realie that bad. ray said that his not even touching his books at all.. even asked me wat to do.. HOW I NOE?!i done all i can ler. we're not like the past anymore.. i cant possible accompany him study 24 hrs right. piiang.. well, god bless.. =]] IM SLEEPY. BUT I CANNOT SLEEP. i MUST REN. REN ZE. lol. so sad. today nv see him. hehe. nvm laa.. fate is hard to come by. taoyyans.

gtg ppeeps! stuuudyin time. althou it SUCKS. lol =]

+ + she? he? ++ ++ ++++++ ++ story ended so long. long long ago.

2004-09-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

yohyohyohh. lolss.. =]] hehe.. taaoyans. lalalaa. ytd came back from chalet.. was kindaa tired.. lolxx. slept awhile.. den.. afta du da stupid houseworkk le. lol.. the chalet was a whoooLE LOADS of FUN!! hehe. yup, it rockks. clemmy was dere to join in.. lolss. his sucha jerKK! looll. we had our barbequeeee.. and lotssss of pictures takenn lol. hahaa.. shared the same room as hoon, kaii, jo, yihui and cherylma. lolll.. it was fun being wif these sec 2 gaals. haha.. reminds me of the times when i was in sec 2. lol.. pphew. haa. we bathe together LORHHS. lol.. haha. it was.. haha. so obscene. lol. no laa. we din exactly looked at each other. lol. and there was this BIG hole at the glass window. kaoos siaax. how to bathe lorhh. haha.. lammor. den when sleeping.. piiang. the air-con blowing directly at me siiia. and that TAN CHENG HOON keeep squeezing me. lol. kai was like.. wanna kiss the wall liiaos. lol. the alarm in da morning was like so freaakin noisy can?! PIANG. first, is yihui's phone.. some funny sound-ed alarm. lol. and not forgetting her constant message tone.. lol. and den, second, kai's alarm. PIANG. her hp was on da table.. and her volume was SOOOO loud. and it was vibrating at the same time. so you can imagine how noisy it was.. all the alarms were like. ARGH. noisy. lol. well.. we came up wif our mission and vision.. and all tat admin stuffff. lol. and we went to the B E A C H !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lols. the weather was so fine. lol the sea breeze was GREAT! hahaa. i was like so sun-tanning myself there.. i think i became dark a LITTLE. which is like, quite unnoticable. lol. shit right. den hoonie and i were sitting down near the rocks there. the sea was soooooooooo bweautiful. hahaas. both of us talked bout several stuff. wellwellwell. hahaha. hoon, it up to you le worrs. about AHEM. haha =X lols. hzz.. the beach made me think bout lotsa stuff siaaxx. especially siloso.. us being there looking at the slighted trees.. afta that we went to tbp.. den.. jp.. lol.. and.. alot of stuff. dun say le siaa. lol. so saddeningg. lol.. afta that we had our DINNER!!! hahaa.. pastamania siaax. lol. the food was delicious.. den we discussed about SeniorProm. wellwell. im in quite a.. haha.. ahem committee. the job, not so hard. not so ez de worrs. lol.. seniors, please dont blame as for planningg your prom. we were asked to de. =] lols. but we will try our bestttt to make it nice! haha. hope so. crosses fingers. den.. piiang. kai on second nite. i think she was like FREAKIN COLD. lol i touch her face arh. she like macham just came out from the freezer siaah. hehe.. lol. hahaa.. this chalet reaaalie helped us to bond alot alot alot more.. esp during the Night Trail! lol. i was holding to faisal GIGANTIC hands so tightly. lol and clemmy was happily torturing us. pouring all sorts of stuff on us. chilli.. salt.. pepper.. COLD water.. lol. but had to admit, the night trail was fun. we were BLINDFOLDED OKAY. piiangg. like total darkness.. haaiz.. can imagine how bad the people whom lostt their sight suffer. so saddd.. =[[ oh wells. afta that on the way back to school.. on bus. hahaa.. everyone sang songs. and i was like SLEEPING. aahhaha. lol =D i was TIRED okaaaay. lol. ohhyahh. we played in the pool too!! OMG so fun can?!? felt like swimming SO muchh.. but.. cannot laa. never bring swimming costume.. =[[ saddedd siia. lol. reached school.. piiang. suay la hoh. joel saw him at the canteen.. and told me.. i was like.. knn. i was buying greentea lorhs. lol. he was with his so called gay agaain. LOL. hehee.. think they were having some o level revision baahs. i was like FASTER ZHAO!!!!! hahahhaa. and off i went.. den saw 3 guys outside. waiting for.. AHEM hoh. haha. ahem, should know wat i talking about. lol. and another suay one for me.. saw him.. two at a time. piiang. i was like.. so devasted lorhhs. NVM. i REN. lol. no use getting aggitated over such crappy peoplee!

lol. ytd night mopped the whole freaakin house.. hand DAMN pain can. whilst my DARLING brother was at his gf house.. ta ma de. den i do everything. lol.. crrap can. realised that he smsed me.. lol. i dont reaally hate him anymore laa. i just.. find him a lil.. .. .. bhb. lol. =X hehe.. smsed a lil.. hah.. finally.. we were frens. =] lols. i guessed he was working.. AGAIN. stupid siaa. can study dun wan studyy.. sure go ite in the end. den waste one year ferwad siaa. lol. im so evvil. hz.. im so sad for ray.. his so sad.. budden i dunno wat to do siaax. kinda fed up with him le sia. why let this kinda trival matters bother him? its not as if that idiots gonna do the same thing agaain. i knew he said that to her. she told me ler. when i returned from korea.. she told me everyy single lil detail. althou i chose not to question nor reprimand him.. deep down i was hurt le. my own bf askin a gurl this kinda thing.. muchmore is one of muh gweat fren. luckily she SMART arhh! lol.. but in the end made ray suffered.. wellwellwell. whose fault? that idiots fault.. i mean, not entirely laa. she oso dumb laa. go talk to him.. lol.. but now, ive long forgotten bout all this things ler. but i dun understand why ray cant man. not as if his still brooding... piiang. i dunno why guys nowadys REALLY so no backbone siaa. lol. he may not win all the time, so scared wat? i tried my best to persuade him ler. the onli thing i can tell him is, if he dosent wanna help himself, no one can. TRUE right. piiianng. lol. logical. but.. sometimes, he just dont geddit. buayy tahan. worrying over this kinda bastards threat ferwad siaa. ben dan. lol. waah. i say so much.. but nobudi understands.. lol. hahaa.. verrhy confusing hoh? got time den say the whole story.. lol. reaaly VERY long. hehe.. he asked me go out siaa. first time since then eh. lol.. but.. =[ nv go.. i expect myself to feel very uncomfortable around him. oready so long no go out together ler. summore just now gonna rain.. lol.. nxt time bahhs. need more time to pei yang. haha.. hz.. actualli i dunno whether it was wrong to scold him. but i jus nided to wake him up.. HAVE to okay. i cant stand a guy being so .. .. so.. flimsy. lol. cant stand it. realie cant. this kinda guy must scold den will wake up de. lol.. evvvvvviilllll.

kinda unlucky these few days. lol. ytd night saw him downstairs de.. ta ma de. i walked into my bedroom to get stuff. den.. heard some people playing at the playground, which was like directly facing my room. lol. and i saw him okae. i knew it was him.. cause he was playying with these two cuuuutteeee lil puppies.. hehex. lol. he was sitting down, wearing red.. carrying his bag.. under the lamp post. his hair was so nice. lol. macham like shooting some hair advertisement siaax. lol. noo laa. just reminded me of that dayy.. when both of us were sitting there.. it was lykdat too. he was sitting under the lamp post.. and he was. phooowwww. breathtaking. haha.. den i damn funny siaa. i saw him. den i was like.. WAH KNN! haha. i dunno why.. but i dunno he heard ornot.. cause my house is onli third lvl lorhhs. lol. so i was like. shit shit shit shit shit. so i pretended to be searching thru my stuff.. lol. den i went out and off the light. haha. den i wanted to peep at him thru my mama room. WAH. SO LUCKY, he was gone. PIANG can??!?! lols. aaand just now oso, he was online de okay. den i buay tahan i nida makan ler. so i makan first. den come back, he offline. pppiang. lol. but we got talk.. a LITTLE la. ahah. lol. little niaa. taoyans. but little means alot lehs. haha. =x lol. wat crap i talking ssia. he berrrrry cutte!! omg. lols. haha.. been staying just beside each other fer ard six years ler. since primary school.. lol.. so long.. hope he dosent move house. or even myself, dont move house. move ler sure cannot see him anymore lerrr!! besides church classes la. lol. den no fun ler. lol.. sad hoh. so God, dont eveeer make both of us move house!! lols. hhee..

so tired. wah. i din realised it was sucha longgggggg postt.. cause i sian laa. no ones home. lata nida finish hw.. den.. hehhe. mabbe going play badminton. with.. you noe who la. TAOYAN. haha. but.. mabbe onli. so sad.. =xx lol. sleepppy and hungry. lol im sucha slacker. ahbird, your secret i know ler wooors. hahahaa. dunch worraii.. i very good de. ;) lols..

ookaaaaay. its time to be guai kia do hw ler. lol :) takecaree peopllllleee!

smuuaaccks. .

when i say i miss you, i think i really do . such fate is hard to come by . i dont wanna go back with you. dont want you back.

2004-09-08T14:23:00.000+08:00

Wwwaah.. everyone must be so surprised why I am blogging siaaa.. lol. Causeeee.. the chalet burnt down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lolss.. nooo laaa.. it turn out that our extremely bluuuurish teacher jot the wrong date.. wahh.. lolls. Never mindd laaa.. oso good lorhhs.. can rest one more day.. hehee.. mr. shawal spoke to all of us ytd.. his a gweat v.p mann.. his just gweat.. his skills are so effective.. lolls. He raaaawks! But I dun understand why he so sayang that stupid guy when he knoes that his sucha gonecase.. goshh.. yeaap.. cause mr. shawal is just sho great! Hahaa.. so charitable.. lol. =X I talking crapp.

Arrrhs! Im so fed up!!!! Ytd can go play badminton with both of them de.. den if both of em go.. he will sure go de.. BUDDEN HOH. Dunno which teacher so blur siaaaax. Spoil my wonderful day.. so sadd ya noe.. tamade. Lol. I long long see him once.. this whole week sure cannot see until de.. cause its hols.. arghhh. Craapx.. lolls. Yeaa.. this time I really despo siaaax.. Sunday oso cant. Cause hol no church.. he oso dun attend service unless he got altar.. NVM. I R E N. I R E N until nxt nxt week.. R E N Z E. lol. =X hurrms.. althou ve been smsing a lot.. a lot a lot and a lot.. I am so sad to say.. that.. tat feeling is not back at all.. so.. blahh.. hahaa. Too badd.. nvm.. today go chalet le.. no nid to put up with your crapp.. hehee.. hz.. actually ray got tell me bout it again.. jiao ni bu yao zhai zuo gong le.. ni bu yao ting.. now you wan me do wat sia? Pity you? I wont lorhhs please.. I don take this kinda shit.. bllehs. Haa.. ray is reaaaally damn weird siaaax. He got nightmare ytd I think.. lolls. Suddenly he sms me some freaakin weird stuff.. lol.. funny can? Den I laff until very loud siaa.. den my bro wasnt sleeping yet ma.. so he opened my door.. den he shout.. you siao arh? Den slammed my precious door.. pianng. Laugh oso got crime arh.. stupid.. lol. It WAS funny lorhhs.. hahaaa. He now at ngee ann siaaa.. poly’s life is such slack.. hahaaa. He say the lecturer just dump them some tutorial.. do or dun wan to do is up to them.. wtff? Lol.. dunno siiia. Iyaaa.. my time still LONG lorhhs. So don think too much.. hehheex.. syl.. is still sweet. But.. =X lol.. watevaa. Im evil..

haaaaaPpppy burfdaeeee dearressst biatttch liing! Lolssss.. wish ya all da best okay? Take good care of ur health.. mmuaacks! Hope ya enjoyed yourself on mondayy!

Omg! His online.. ARGH!! Lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol L O L. lol. Omg. Lol.. seeyaa.. muaccks.

Ill be back on fridaay! Take careeee everyone.. and biatches! Takecaree. . .

we had it, but it was shattered into many pieces . the 5th month .

2004-09-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

todae wad reallie fun. loved everyone. you people rock! =).. tomorrow going to chalet so.. tata. take care everyone. love wei jie & biatches. lol. i hate liars