____ i` m + the one who wants to be with + you.



`__.[ biatch/ me& me ].

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`__.m u h HOPE-s

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`__`.first - whispers


Saturday, January 08, 2005

    hiiiiii :)

    well.. closing my blog soon.. tmr i guess. =D no choicee.. gottaa prevent myself from coming onlinee.. need to brush up my work. hais. sad right? lol..

    so much can happen within one night.. ONE night. so much.. all the commotions.. the crying.. the emotional breakdowns.. the anger.. the agony.. the agitation.. the sadness.. the stress.. i realie wonderr how can all this happen.. slowly one by one.. they just cry.. wat is this? its onlii the first day.. and there they are giving up.. me tryin so hard to perk the sec1s up by teaching them songs.. and there the facs are, crying, complaining.. im NOT even suppose to take the fricking mike.. but i took it. jasmin was sooo busy. joel too. yihui too.. but, who even cared to do something to occupy the sec1s? they were just sitting down listlessly.. haiis. ask you all to cheer, den give me restless cheers. youu people gotta learn.. realie. its suchaa difficult batch.. but, a VERY strong batch. VERY strong. it has to keep goingg.. and why give up when you haven even succeed? hope today is gonnaa be a better day for them.. realie realie praying for them.. see them like tat.. realie headache sia. BIG headache..

    his a guy we all are concerned about.. realie concern. but time and time agaain you let us down.. disappoint us.. dont think we dunno wats going on, we know. and you caused this problem.. and we're bearing the consequences.. he gave me the stupidd job, together with hoon, kel and ping. you think we like that? i tell you, i hate it. whenever i noe i've to LIE.. i hate it. i've to lie not onli for you.. i've to lie for so many people to cover up for all the faults you've done. but you took it for granted.. and yesterday night. FINALLY. it happened.. and you learnt your lesson.. i've no options.. my emotions just rundown. and i just burst into tears.. whenever i think on how close we were before.. and how MUCH you've changed now.. not onli YOU.. but you influenced the others too.. who were the BEST leaders of our school. we've lost them.. now i've to chair the DAMN stupid committee.. i blame you, i realie do. it hurts me to blame you.. it hurts so much.. but.. you caused it. it was you. wat you said, you never meant it. you promised me HOW many times you'll change.. even in camp.. you cried infront of all of us.. i realie thought that FINALLY you wake up and is willing to change.. but.. no.. your attitude is still the same.. you owaes break your promises..

    yesterday night.. is gonna be the last time you promise me.. and please fulfill it.. its very hard to lie you know that? one here and one there.. den one dun wan.. den one wan.. WAT YOU WAN ME TO DO?!?! put me in sucha difficult spot.. wateva teachers scold, or reprimand.. just tolerate la. tolerate awhile will die arh?

    but.. at least.. wat you did and say last night.. realie made me glad.. i hope this time it is for real.. and you'll fulfill it. everyone witnessed it.. hoon.. kai.. boon.. ms yeo.. everyone. sng even said zero communication with you.. when i heard that. i was like.. WAT THE? not onli me.. everyone is stressed over your matter.

    you caused it, you end it. this time, im gonna believe you. and hope you wont let all of us down. 'll be praying for you. (:

    MUAHAHHAA.. actuuali. wat happened ytd.. was good la. in a way laa.. at least.. things are getting better now.. =D hoon, dun brood over it. kai, dun feel guilty for it. DONT worry, things will get better.. cause im praying for it. i trust God.

    llaaa. later going to churchh!! lol. but got course firstt.. siiiiiiiiiaaaaaaannnnzzz.

    heheeee.. ohhweeeelll. wat has happened, has happened.. i've to come up with the frickin proposal.. and make sure 5 of them change. HOW LAME IS THAT?!?! lol. im not even their nai ma lorhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =X heh.

    seeyaaaaa peopleee! =D wee.

    __* im willing to sacrifice.
    ][/fulfillmine, Lord.

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