____ i` m + the one who wants to be with + you.



`__.[ biatch/ me& me ].

bok
love God
love biatches WOOHOO.
love to be different. (=
love indian-ish stuff
uniqueness&mystic [=
I BELIEVE
anything shweet. (=
happpy with everythingg! hehes.
& himhimhimhimhim. WOOTS.

GROOVE IT laaadees!
boo g i e *

`__.m u h HOPE-s

do well.
excel.
happiness is for me to pursue. =D
a bungalow! lol
be a music freeak
be a better person. (=
p r a i s e + G o d.

`__darlinks

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h u e y *



`__`.first - whispers


Sunday, January 02, 2005

    ohman. why am i bloggin so many times today? lol.. awwman. suffering from a stomachache now. sadded. lol..

    actualli on the day when i dreamt of you.. alrady felt it.. ytd.. was OBVIOUS wat we were trying to do.. SO OBVIOUS. i din expect an sms from youu.. but.. hahaa.. you sent me a weird sms. and.. true, i understand. even if he din talked about it.. i can sense it myself.. i may not noe why she had asked you bout that.. im glad you told her.. and im glad i can sense it from him too. it is something we've to heed. we HAVE to. and of cause.. i understand his thoughts. well. its the devil's temptation.. im so glad God warned me in time.. im so glad you understand.. you're the most understanding, most caring, most thoughtful, sweeetest, truthful person i've EVER met. IM SO GLAD. =D both of us, din noe that it was devil's work. we almost fall into it.. ALMOST. im real glad you smsed me.. and we both understood each other.. maybe we could wait till we're older. cause wat i need now, is only God&revival. =)

    reaalie hope you're reading this.. cause no one else can understand wat im talking about except for you..

    hey people, theres a fruit called jumbo which taste fricking nice.. EAT IT! lol.


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7:22 PM




    ARRHH!! and of cause.. i forgot to say thanks to..

    hoon. muacks. i love you girl.. throughout this year so much has happened.. and you've owaes been there.. hahaa.. althou you SUPER evil.. but.. you're still nice laa. =D hehe.. you've realie grown up my dearr.. thru all the endless difficulties.. you still stand strong.. and im glad you are still going strong.. dun forget wat i told you.. take good care of your health okay? study hard, remember, STUDY HARD! i love youuuuuu. [althou this is a SUPEr short message, but i think we've a understanding.. haha. telepathy. =D ]

    rene. ohmann.. hahaa.. so long no see you lerr.. this hols you keep working&working.. haiyyoo. lata you spoil your health arh.. lol. known you ferr so lonnngg ler.. luckily we're still frens.. althou now we not with huiteng they all ler.. but the frenship we've still maintained.. thanks for being a LAMMERRRR with me.. hahaa.. and all the $$ i owe you.. hahaa. i will slowly pay back de.. thanks for helping me with my chinese.. if it wasnt for your constant blabbering of CHINESE.. i wouldnt have improved.. =D muacks!! loveeYYA!!!! single life ROCKS. rememberr! OHYA.. haha.. and whenever you see him, must SMILE. and BE NICE. =X hahaa.. OXYGEN. lol. his in the past ler.. so you dont need hate him ler laaa. muuacks. you should noe.. =D -common understanding- lol.

    ling. =DDD my dearrr girl.. sorry.. owaes never turn up at bball court.. 've been realie busy these weeks.. or should i say these TWO WHOLE months?! lol.. realie miss playing bball with you all.. but.. i've to put God first. =D known you for sooo long lerr.. you're just like hoon.. grown up ler.. hahaa. why do i sound like a mum? =X well.. dun think so much.. every single problem you told me, i still remember.. no one is alone in this world. no one is useless in this world.. is whether you wanna make yourself worth living on earth.. im owaes praying for all of you. :) so dun ever give up! dun ever ever give up! tkcare of your health.. esp your stomach worr! hehee.. studyyhardhard okayy. JIAyou! i looVE YOU!

    kai. kaikaikai.. cutie. hahaa.. sorry for pinching your face all the time.. muuacks. sorry for not going to the countdown.. realie am sorry. wasnt feeling well that day.. so din wanna squeeze in the crowd.. =D but i know you enjoyed yourself.. right? hahaa.. got SYLVESTER WAT!! lol. well.. i noe you've been thru so much.. and.. i noe you get realie fustrated and tired at times.. but.. kaii.. dun ever ever give up.. i noe, your dad is intolerable.. he is frickkin irriating.. and being so unreasonable. but, your dad, is still your dad.. tolerate. tolerate. tolerate. learn to forgive.. dun hate.. dun ever hate.. i noe you are pricked badly by the needle, and the wound is there.. but, wounds will heal. right? have you ever seen a wound not healing? so wat if theres a scar? if you just overlook the scar, it will be completely healed. it depends on you. its all you, you and you.. owaes, relax.. and think. pray. pray hard.. God has answered SO MANY of my prayers, i believe he will answer yours too.. all these you're going thru, are obstacles on life.. God created you. he KNOWS what will happen in your life. but why isnt he making your life filled with happiness? cause he wants you to overcome the wall infront of you instead of just staring at it.. he wants you to CLIMB over the wall, on your own.. pray. pray FAITHFULLY. dearest girl, you're a christian too.. i noe you get wat i mean. dun focus on the problem, focus on God. dun face the problem, face God. cause he has a wonderful plan for you.. ups and downs in life, you've to overcome them.. seek and ye shall find, knock and he shall open, ask and you shall receive. =D im definitely still praying for you.. so if im not giving up, the more you shouldnt give up.. althou im not as close as hui like is to you, but i noe.. you're hurt, deep down. get over the hurt, lead life to the fullest! 2005! its a NEW year! make it the BEST! okay? tolerate, pray, believe that ONE day, God will reaveal his wonderful plan for you. dun hate him, anymore. =D muackks!!!!! and you still got US! this year o-lvl. study hard girl! STUDY HARD! hope you'll get wat i mean.. from the deepest depth of my heart, i love you. =D so does God.

    hui. huihuihui! lol chioBU! lol. =)) darling girl. take good care of yourself lehh.. you hoh. owaes climb there climb here.. like monkey siaa!! lol. =X remember wor.. to study hard.. known you for 3 years ler.. althou onli last year i got to REALIE noe you.. but, you are one girl that i reallie love! =D you are SO frickkin CUTE! hahaaa.. =X lol. you're still 'pure'. so remain 'pure'. its the best to be 'pure'. hahaa.. i think you understand wat i mean. =D take good care of urself.. EAT MORE ARHH!! so skinny!!!!! lol.. i noe you love dancing, go pursue your dream. realiee. if you've to go La Salle, go! your passion towards dancing is so strong.. its a gift from God! he gave you this talent.. right? work towards your dream wooorr.. muackks. your reaalie a great girl. realie, you are great. continue to be CUTE! and BUBBLY! muuackS! i LLOVE YOUU!!.. God bless you.

    miao. MIAOO! my hugging partner.. heheee. muacks.. you're so frickiin cute can?! lol. ANYWAYS. hehee.. you and my erzi very long lerr HOH. realie hope you two will last long woor.. haha.. but remember wor, dun neglect your studies.. erzi oso.. tell him to study hard!! your chemistry worh.. must improve!! hahaa.. i may not talk or meet you often.. but.. please know that you're not forgotten.. and is owaes there in my heart.. whenever i pray, i owaes pray for your safety.. hahaa.. i dunno why also. =X lol.. wells, i hope you enjoyed yourself in indoor stadium.. so glad you came!! and received salvation! lol. realie hope you'll still come.. and.. tkcare okay? STUDYY HARRDD!! jiaYOUUUU! i LLLOVVEE youu! hehe.

    sherrill&yihui. sadded. they got no blogs.. will write a note to them.. =DD girls thanks so much for all.. realie. the bond, the trust, the understanding is there.. althou we dont meet.. there is STILL this.. bond. haha.. i dunno why. althou this hols i haven seen much of you all.. i'll think bout you all before i sleep.. HAHa. dun worri. im not a LESBIAN. [or am i?! lol.] =X but, realie. thanks alot.. for all the joys you all given me.. you all gave me the groove.. to be happy. =D i was very hurt in the past.. by alot of things. but afta knowing you girls, my life's great, just great. realie. muacks. LOVEE YOU ALL!

    thanks clemmy, for being there. althou i've been busy.. you're still in my prayers.. =D [you noe wat i mean]

    and everyone else, hahaa.. you are sooooo CUTE!! lol. i dunno why.. but i realise all my frens are SOO CUTE!! lol.. =X continue to be cute! and stay happy.. live life to the fullest. God bless!

    thank my church too.. AND EVERYONE THERE! nat.. jinsheng.. shenghong.. sebas.. peishan.. &everyone! made my life so AWESOME! esp children church.. the kids were SOO CUTTE!! althou i was like damn tired larh. after taking care of them.. but. ahaa. they're CUTE!

    and. the one most important perrrrsonnnnnn isssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. hahaa.. someone. i'll talk to him myself..

    hmm.. may be closing my blog soon.. cause.. blahblahblah. sooooooo.. MUAHHAa. =X lol. i still love you peeeople la. dun cry okay. loveyaa.




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    2005.

    it will be the best year. (:

    haPPYNEWYEARR everyone! lol.

    weee.. friday was fun. saturday was MORE FUN. lol =X celebrated newyear with nat.. jinsheng and shenghong.. wasnt feeling very well that day.. so.. din go countdown. =( BUT. celebrating with them oso veryyy funnnn.. hahaa.. they're so cute! lol.

    so much has happened.. haha.. why am i saying that all the time? cause.. realie so much has happened.. =)) so much.

    schools REOPENING!!!! WEE!! lol. i love school. im a guai kia.

    anyway. 2005 is gonna rock.. LOVEya people!


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