Monday, December 13, 2004
ppphhewww. sooooo much has happened today.
in just one day.. so much can happen.. so much. so much.
got good things. got bad things. got no so good, not so bad things.
HAHAa. BUT OF CAUSEeee the good things overules the BAD thinggs!! lols. =X I AM SO GLAD ohmanohmanohman.. hehee..
its finally okay. F I n a l L y. as in, realie finally. FINALLY. wahppiiang.
lol. i sound so.. cranky. hehee.. but. reaaalie am glad. hehe. (:
bad thinggs. hmmmmmmmmm.
i dunnooo wat is gonna happen to our relationship afta what happened today.. i deleted that already. and.. i think its kinda obvious that.. i DUNNO, realie dunno wat to say to you anymore.. you actualli said things that seriously hurt me. how can you turn away like that? when all this has happened? you're just ignoring it and taking it as if you've not done anything wrong? worse still, not willing to repent. letting this sleepy+faltering+banished deep under sensation take over your life? you want to play this game with me.. to turn your life back to who you were again. i shall accept your challenge. i know i'll win.. cause God's behind me. i think its kinda obvious that i am NOT speaking to you anymore.. and the way your msn nick is, i can see you're losing your grip. so why dun you just stop wat you're doing. you already told me.. you felt empty. you know you're wrong YET you're still doing it. you told me yourself that you owaes say SORRY. but do you even mean that apology? you helped me. and yet now you're leaving this realm. aint that unfair to me? HUH. im not angry now. but hurt instead. reaalie hurt. and overwhelmed by God, to help you. its obvious that God placed you infront of me. He wanted to show me that you were suffering.. and i am doing all i can to help you. but.. there you were. telling me.. those things.
BUTT!!! i'll not give up. i will never lose. and.. i will succeed in talking you into it again! just like you did to me before. MUAHAHHA.
this guy is DAMN stubborn. lol.
reaalie need God's help this time.
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******WEE!! =D thanks. thanks. thanks. endless thanks.
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10:22 PM
HAHAHAHAa. LOL
FINALLY. HE ADDED ... ... ... LOL. oHMAN OHMAN OHHHHMANN!! lols. long-awaited. anticipation died. =Xxxxxxx
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jerome.. is.. makin me pissed. haiis. i dun wanna create a barrier.. but.. you did it. sorry.
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7:46 PM
WEEE hihihihi!! lols.
Saturday
wenta city harvest. wat can i say? IT WAS GREAT. FABULOUS. ohmann.. afta eachh service im just SO glad that God's with me. (: i love YOU! i pledged to be a steward of God. i WILL BE a faithful steward! ohMANnn. ALL THE SERVICES ROCKKS! lol.. ARHH!! hahahhahahahaa.. *grins*
im soooo glad james, sherrill and jamie.. are all falling into the comfort of God's open arms.. =D
went ferr my course too. ahhaaa.. my leg aches! stuppid heels. lol.. they gave us scripts.. from scenes of the tv serial SPIN. ohmann. lol i've to memorise all that crapp. lol straight fromm course RUSHED to city harvest.. hahhahaaa. den tok tok with them. hahahhaa.. funnyy.. =X
Sunday
SHOPPINGG!! again. lol bought a black tube top from CHAOS. my favourite shop. ohman the clothes there ROCK! lol.. a skirt. 49 BUCKS. =X thats like.. half of my mum's wallet. LOL. den.. a skirt. and a blouse. and a Fila bag. WAHH. lol.. no choice. haiis. hafta buy.. DUN WORRY MUM! i'll PAY you BACK! hahaa..
Today
go schooool. buy BOOKS! lols.. saw my biatches. MISSYAA SO MUCHH!! lols. den we plan plan thinggs. haaa. den went with ling and my erzi-s to MAKANN. lol.. den tuition.
and now here am i. blogging. and talking to him. or should i say quarreling with him. why? why are you doinn this to torture yourself? haiis. you turned my life around, and now you're turning it around badly yourself?
go in the name of the Lord.
hais. God, bless him.
________Wee. on fire. (:
t ha nk s alot, really.
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2:45 PM
