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`__`.first - whispers


Monday, November 15, 2004

    HEYHEYHEYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fwaahahhahahhahhahaaaaaa. ((=

    lonnnngg time no bllogg lerrs.

    13/nov/04

    muhahahaaa. it ROOCKS SOO MUCH! omgosh maann.. lol. met nat&weiyi at bangkit firz. den wenta plaza singapura first.. hahhaaa.. i REALIE SERIOUSLY cant stand cai weiyi. HIS DAMN L A M E. lol. i laughed like some siao kia can. everyone was lookin at me. haha. lol. cant stand him.. hahaa.. nat was damn lame oso la. two lamers. lol. dennn.. makanmakan. wenta meet sebas.. shan.. jason.. sherrill.. jiajun they all. lol. dendenden wenta indoor stadiummm! lols. WOOHOOOO!!!!!!! it was GREAT can?! lols. wenta the carnival firzz.. lol. it rained.. haha. jason and i was drenched like siaooo.. lols. but.. the rain din affect our mood, was still DAMmnnnnnn excited lol. =X den wenta North Entrance.. look for sebas. sherrill was complaning to me bout this guy, whose damn irritating. lol. and, he realie was. lol. den talked and crapped with weiyi.. nat.. jiajun whilst waiting. hahaa.. LAME again cann.. haha. den i was damnnnnn hunngryy! lols. jiajun gave me my favourite bread to makan! bonjour's chocolate chip bread! lols. munched and munched. haha.

    finalli was time to go in lerrr. omgosh can. it was PACKED. okay, it wasnt packed. the stadium was FULL lorh. lol. i mean, have you heard of any churches filling up the whole indoor stadium? lol. its not like some 5566 or Avril's concert. it was plainly worshipping God and the stadium was full? lol. i was damnmnn amazed by the power of God. lol. sebas gave me this orange tag for recognition. lol soo sweett!! lols.

    woaaaahh.. around 730 service starteddd.. woohhhhhoooooo.. lols. it was SO fun can?! the hymns was great! lols. my favourite hillsong came up.. lol. everyone was just clapping and jumping and.. praising Him. lol.. me and nat dance around.. hahaa.. weiyi was complaining that his sitting nxt to brian. lol. -.- damien and vertyno were behind.. jiajun and edwin was a few seats away. lol. all were just doing the same thing, praising God. ((=

    hehee. Sister Annabel led the songs of Worship.. teared a lil. haiiss. its awesome how the power of God touches your heart&conscious. and of cause prayed that everyything will be fine.. and asked for forgiveness ferr all muh sins.. ((= hehee. afta thhatt. Pastor Ulf started his praising and preached. WOOAHH! his succha wise mann! what he says makes SO much sense can?! lols. i mean. he rocks man. i love him. lol.. learnt alot alot alot alot. ALOT. heh.

    den they had altar call. bought sherrill down.. lol. prayed ferr her to receive salvation.. gosh man. i din expect the power at the stage culd be sooo strong.. the tension was huge! Pastor Ulf's a damnnn powerful preacher. his a prophet.. and his amazing. when he prayed and all that.. could feel a sense of security and hope in life overcoming me. ((= thaankk God. ya noe. somehow it was like a dream.. so unbelievable that i was actualli infront of Pastor Ulf receiving blessinggs..hehe. den teared a lil, but it wasnt tears of sadness, but tears of j o y. i was so glad to be there..den praised God agaiinn!!!! lols. with hymns! lols. roooccks man! ((=

    finished around 11.. imagine 4 hours of intensive worshipping of God. with the whole stadium full. the decoration on stage was beautiful. gosh man. all for Him. ((= affffftta endded. talkedtalked abit. den walked with jiajun.. errill.. nat.. they all to Kallang. lol. i seriously cannot tahan these people ssiiah. lol THEY ARE SO LAMME! haha.. but they're fun to be with! cause we're all belivers of God! (= den we sang soonnggggggg, and BASICALLY made a fool of ourselves la. lol. BUT who cares?! we were haviin SO much funn! lols. den.. soon guan was there to. hahaa.. din expect him to be a chuch person too. lol. =X deeenn.. sit mrt. talktalktalk&lame. lol. laughed agaiin.. until got tears liaos. lol =x reached home around 1. slept at 2. and was suppose to meet nat at 730 the nxt day. WOO. for another service at indoor stadium.. hha. a different message delivered by pastor Ulf. hehe.. cant get enuff of him. ((=

    14/nov/04

    lol. GUESS WAT. i was suppose to wake up at 6.ooam. but i woke up at 7.40am. MUHAHAHHAHA. lols. the alarm LA. nv ringggggggg.. lol. turned out i wasnt the onliii one latee.. hahahaa. nat oso. lol. sherrill called me.. and i was like. huhhhh.. now wat timmeee.. hahhhahaa. =X lols. den den den. i rushed like siao lorrhh. hahaa.. den jiajun smsed me whether wanna meet.. haha. i was like. i alreadyyy late like siao ler still meet you. lol. and sommmore the time changed to 845. =X lols. sooooo, nat's mum fetched us! weeee. lol. and we werent late. hehe. i went withh jason to mac.. to buy breakfassssstt. lol. dennnn.. sebas came. lol. jiajun was LATE. hahhaa. lucky din meet him.. hehhe. den reached there.. WOOAh. it was already packed liao can?! lols. TWO straight days the indoor stadium was packed just by God's word. lol. amazed. lol. dennnnnnnn.. muhahahhaha. around 930 service startttttttted! lols. saaaang hymns again. lol, i was DAAAAMN tired and sleeeeepppyy before that. lol. but when praising God den damn enthu liaoos. lol. jumped like siao aaaagain. lol. hahaaa.. and suanling's damn chio lorhs. lol. wellwellwell. afta that was Pastor Ulf's preaching again. ohman. he was wonderfull.. lol. he spoke of the Holy Spirit. he ROCKS mannnnn.. gosh. den he blessed He Yao Sun and Pastor Kong. WOAH. yao sun's tummy was SOOOOO bigg! lols. WELL. he anointed her by her head.. and..... she fell. Pastor Kong too. i was like. omgoosh. shes pregnant lorhhss! but.. she was okaayy afta that. and he blessed her babby. hehe. so sweet.

    dennn.. hymnss againn! lols. hahhaaa.. was damnn fun. got some dance performances tooo.. ((= great. just great. =D hehee. dendenden.. service ended around 1.. lol. dennnnn.. took photos!!!!! lols. damnnnn cute siiaa they all! hahaaa.. sebas&kason&jiajun like some granddad lykdat. loll.. dennn!! we wenta the carnivall!! lols. sebas was damn nice.. he gave me daa balloon bear. which is DAMN cuttte! lols. ((= den we ate a lil. hehehee.. afta that went up to find jason.. jiajun.. shan they all. lol. it wasss so peaceful.. realie. deennn around 4+ went bacck. lol.

    ta-da. that was how i spent my weekend.

    some people may think its boring and all.. lol. but.. it certainly is not to me.. in fact its the best weekend eva. loll.. exception from the time spent with my biatches la. lol. those were da best. ((= reaaalie, learnt so much. had so so so so so much fun. i shant elaborate on how great God is. cause.. its within each individual's opinion.. but.. his wonderful. realie. his works miracles. to say the truth, my prayer was granted.. ((= it did happened. and i thank him for it. everyone may think.. Aiyaaa, just qiao onli wat. but.. it cannot be that qiao as everytime riight. even my mum's prayers were answereddd.. that was why she believed in Him so muchhh..

    His great, realie. fabulous. He gives me faith in everything i do.. His beyond my expectations. He makes my life so adventurous&fun.. He makes me stronggerrr.. He makes me believe that the impossible will happen one day.. cause with him, nothing's impossible. (=

    you'll never understand until you try it.. i hesitated last time too, but not anymoree.. ((=
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    ohhlalallalalala. hahaaa.. alot has happened oso.. besides God's happenings.. lol. sherrrrrill's fa-hua-chiiing over him.. hahhahaa. =xx lols.

    hhmm.. you are nice. yes, i admit you are nice. and concerned about me and all.. but.. you're realie overdoing it. can you imagine someone bugging.. okay, i would not say BUGGING. just smsing you.. and all. and askin you this and that.. i seriously appreciate it.. but.. its a lil too much. you're not even my stead.. lol. even my stead oso wun be soooo.. conservative. i was kinda irritated on sat night.. it was late lerr.. and he was like. HUH. i wont sleep until you reach home.. WAAHHPIIANG. i was like.. you sleep firsst la. so late liaos.. i mean, it realie was late lorh can? and i got SO pissed.. i just said, oh haha. im home alradyy.. and guess what? he says his not tired.. wanna sms. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -.- nothing to say. dun reply, grumble. reply, ask so many questions. why some guys just DUN GET IT?! bless him, God. den.. another one.. amos.. lol. cannt stand it arhh!! wanna say den say, dun wanna say den dun say.. lol.. i wasnt pissed at him laa.. just felt like.. dun so tun tun tu tu LORH. buay tahan guys like that lehh.. lol.

    hehe. but.. last night he msg meee.. hahaaa.. so.. hhe.. hahaa.. i not angry ler.. hahaa.. lol.. hahhaa... lol..

    haaiis. miss the servies soooooo muchh.. =( damnn sadded that its overrr.. how i wish i can be there agaain.. lol. nvmm laa.. sat going to chuch liaaos. 5 more days.

    God's great. biatches, miss you all alooott.

    wellwell. my mum's askin me to do stuff.. gotta fasta finish it. and meet jasmin..

    WOOOOOt. i got the Numb Encore song lerrr! lols. syl sent meeee! hehe. sweetie.

    smileee peeps, cause life is great. trust me, life is realie great. =D

    _ ; God is great ; _

    [ im overwhelmed by your emotions, miss you alot. ]




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