Monday, October 25, 2004

woahh. im shho sleeppy. and its soo late now. i cant believe i actualli blogged 3 times today. LOL.

im too bored. you peeps must be wundering why i dun wanna sleep. cause no one's home.. and its gonna be 12 soon. and im afraid to sleep. DUH. lol. alone can. SIANs.

omgoshh manns. please dont compare our relationship with kw and vian. its DIFFERENT. you should know why. please stop it.

wunder whats his doiin now. campp.. should be... sleeping? lol. sing song? bath time? lol. dunnoo.. realie missing him.. haiis. sians.

gossiped with ling on msn. hahaaaa. lol. its true, people change. finalli we biatches have seen their true colours. so.. let it be bahh. since they think they're happy the way they are. wat can i say?

you're a disappointment. realie. haiis.

so why am i thinkinn so much? lol. i think cause hoh. now hoh. verrhy late hoh. den hoh, i think alot SIAH. lol. cause i got practically nothing to do.

FINALLY talked to him on msn ler. okay. so it turned out to be a misunderstanding. lol. at least now no need to be so paiseh when i see him ler.. =DD wee!

lol. i listening to sylvester's vdi fer like DAMN long.. lol. i lllurve his voicee! omgoshh! lol.

tmr got meeting. meetmeetmeet. meet and meet. sians.

got a-math tmr. sians. ms lee gonna talk crapp agaiin. lol.

i am washing my hands off you..

we discussed about.. that prob. wellwellwell. i guess we should talk to her as soon as possible. Bfore things get worse.. i still cant believe that actualli happened. changed. so much. haaiyas. why must lykkdat leh? why when people create trouble, is always the other people who clears up the mess?

i havviin cold war with him. i WILL WIN this okay. i dun need your pathetic msg-es. neither will i ever msg you againn.. i finallyy noe your true self.

dunno whether that idiot got ask ray anot. if ask, i die. haiiis. im so sleepppppy.

hahhahhhaa.. yunn tian verrrrryyy cutee! lols. =X

im T I R E D.

PPHHHEWW. finaaaaaaally my mum's coming home.

if shes gonna be like this everyday. workinn until like. 11 plus. i think, i no need sleep liaos. lol

smuuacks!!

now goinng to tuesday leer. hahaa.. around 20 mins more. den wednesday. den. muahha.

peeps, dun think soo much. its bad for health. =D hehe. God owaes creates bright sides fer us.

=D smiles.

[ w e d n e s d a y ` ` i await your arrival ]

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11:28 PM

WAAHPPIIIANG. i ji tao wanna scold liao.

i mean like so watevaa lorhhh. look wat look lorh. its so obvious that you're lookin directly at ME lorh. and you try to turn away. as if you not lookin.. think i dumb? i got people to see fer me one lorhs. if you are bu shuang with me just because of your boyfren, den THINK THRICE. it was HIM who came to -blahblah- me. not ME okay. and i never even reply his messages lorh. cause i dont even care bout him. and there you are staring straight at me?! watt is this? you so free go and stare at your boyfren la. his things GOT NOTHING to do with me okay. so dont look at me as if everything is MY fault.. if you trust him, you wouldnt think lykdat lorh please. me and him oso long long over liaoos. he oso stead with you liaoos. wat more you wan? i kneel down and kowtow to you arh? puuhhhh-llleaaaaasee. i did not do anythingg wrong. its your darling boyfren OKAY. keep an eye on him la please.

he somemore say he SICK siah. waah. and you din bother to go take care of him arh? and he wat? expects me to do it? you go ask him yourself la. your bf lehs hello?? his sick is none of my damned business. i nv even reply him lorhh.

OMgoshh. why are some people just so............................. argHHHHHHHHHhhHH. argh. arrgh. im FREAAKIN pissed. im gonna have a B.F. lols. =X

im serious lorh. you two's problems, you two go and settle yourselves. don come and blame the shit to me.. cause i DONT even noe wat happened. hellO?!

pppeeeeeessh. he llurves you la. you worry so much ferwat? if he dosent llurve you, would he have stead with you??!! no right. trust him can?

stop lookin at me. cause i hate it okayy. i realie hate it.. anythingg, go and ask your dear darling. don come and ask me.

cause i noe NOTHING about it.

phhews. lol.. qi xiaoo liaos.

=D

God. i realie realie need you to bring this two WEIRD people closer to each other. so that she can stop lookin at me as if its my fault.. and his sick. that's her prob. me and him long over ler. so i don see A N Y reason WHY i am suppose to know ANYTHING. cause, I REALIE DUNNO!!!

omgosh man.

i m missing him, so much. =(((( past his school just now. i knew his inside.. butttt.. lols.

[ COME BACKKK!!!!!! ]

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9:13 PM

hehes. hihihihihieeee.

YYOO. lol. todaay wasssss normal lessons. so lame hoh? exams over ler still lesson on. learnt on geo todayy.. realised that we hadnt had ANY free periods AT all. crapp man. even teo chee siong is going thruu papers. ms lee busy printing wrkshts fer us. ms zan gonnaa give us geo notes tmr. sians. tmr still got mother tongue. sure got test again.. got tuition on wednesday. and SO many homewoek in tys. OMGOSH. i realised i've lotsa things. + prefect stuff?!?! im so dead.

i must get A LIfe. lol.

lallaa. luckily my papa not at home siahh. heh. lata going to plazaa makan makan.. den go 6 head bahxx. find my erzis. hahaa.. so long nv see em playy bball ler. den.. gotta find that blardie jasmen gan. LOL. suppose to accompany him.. wahlao. he think he king arh. lol. i oready hp and sim card oso give him liaos. still wan people be his bodyguard. IDIOTT. lol.

seriously dunno wat he tryin to imply. he say once this, den say once that. which one am i suppose to believe? or listeN? say sick.. wat am i suppose to do? rush to his house and give him medicine? quarrel with me somemore. alaaamak can? once say sick. den once wanna quarrel. ?!??!! i simply dont comprehend wat his tryin to imply. who cares?

so saddeeedddd. todaaay very sadded siah. he go camp ler. so sadeddd. saddedd. lol. how manny times am i gonna repeat that? lol. realiee.. dunno why. just feel soo damn sad. like now every morning nothing to look forward to. lol. so sadded hoh. ya.. so sadded. hee. saw his mama's car.. i think she bleached her car white siahh! STYLLoOOOo! lols. soo kewl cans! lols. he mus faster come back.. haiis. NVM. wednesday is gonnaa come fastt!! hehhs. and he'll be back lers. i watched the video he sent me like another 3 times.. God bless him. Hhahhaa. im nuts.

nuts over him. =D

lala. tkcaree peepss! ssssssmuacks.

[ think'ing - of - you - ]] ]] still think'ing. =)) be back soon.

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2:51 PM