____ i` m + the one who wants to be with + you.



`__.[ biatch/ me& me ].

bok
love God
love biatches WOOHOO.
love to be different. (=
love indian-ish stuff
uniqueness&mystic [=
I BELIEVE
anything shweet. (=
happpy with everythingg! hehes.
& himhimhimhimhim. WOOTS.

GROOVE IT laaadees!
boo g i e *

`__.m u h HOPE-s

do well.
excel.
happiness is for me to pursue. =D
a bungalow! lol
be a music freeak
be a better person. (=
p r a i s e + G o d.

`__darlinks

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`__`.first - whispers


Monday, September 20, 2004

    lols.. hiee.. tired.. as usual. lols.. resting from a LOOOnnnggggg day at skooll.. haa..

    ytd was church.. hehe.. his and my class combined siaa.. cause his lao shi never cum.. =X hehe. can you imagine one whole hour staring at the cutest guy on earth? haahaa.. lol. ookay, im exaggerating. lol.. i din stare. i LLOOKED. hahaa.. =pp taoyans. we talked a lil.. cause that ttupid norms was in btween us.. =( so sadd. lolss.. hehee.. but.. haha.. haha.. bleahs. LOL. mass was REALIE funn! sat with the family of 'yandao-s & chiobu-s' hurhurr. hehee.. realiee. all of them.. got 5 of them. all chio and cute! hehe.. lols. and handdsum, macho siaa. lols.. they're suchh nice peeps. lol.. den talked to christopher.. his sucha farnie guy.. damn cute.. lols.. it was kinda fun.. playyin wit the kid.. and gossiping =X haha.. lol.. and.. heeehhe. he was just infront of us.. we did shook hands durinn thanksgiving. hahaa.. he offered me sweets!! lols.. =D im super elated okayy. lols.. well.. sumthings are so hard to sayy.. hahaha..

    finally prom's stuff over.. and HOON, bettaa start yours! lolss.. ornotx no time leers. hehe.. studied purebio. sarks can? subbio is soo much simpler lorhss.. kaoehhs. so must things.. so lil time. stressedd.. lols.. finished a few chapters baa.. its just the application baa.. chinese. haha.. still in the midst of revision.. SIANZ. saw muh cousin's cuz ytdd.. his damn.. woww. lolss.. this morning too. his grandad passed awway. soo sadd. lolss.. 'll miss him.. =) lols. do i? or i dont? i realie dunno.. heh.. but.. theres jusst a special feeling.. =) thats makes me smile bout you.

    haiz.. wat ya wan siaa.. i am oready so stressed up.. arent you? why arent you even studying? or attempting to? all your frens.. even ray hopes to see you score well.. its not your cannot, is you DUN WAN okay. arse.. tsk. and now your askin me to return to your side and wat? suffer wiff you? please.. i have my own probs too okay. its close to a year ler. and if you wanna continue.. fine with me.. i can just blardie change my number again and again.. i appreciate it okaay, but its going too far. i dun reply.. you act pathetic and get fed up. wats this? who are you to me? a fren. you think my bill free? its getting worse.. its gettin on my nerves.. and much much more irritating oreadyy.. please. go STUDY. and GO alritess. i mean it. its driving me crazy.. im stressed becoz of you okayy.. cant stand it.. haiz..

    i miss my childhood..

    i miss Him..

    i hate this kinda life. wher you hafta choose, and be independent.. especially now examms.. im gonna do well.. and show that ... im not so STUPID. you think you dunno wats going on at home? i noe okay. i noe clearlyy.. just get out or shudddup. if not, im gonna just lock up myself and never come out ever again..

    stressed hoh? i believe so too.. but im not gonna care anymore mann.. watsoevaa. im gonna STUDY onli.. my life is not fucked up. and im NOT gonna screw it becoz of you.. my life's fun. and dont ever think of ruining my FUN-NESS!..

    lolss.. wat kinda word is that. lalala. btw, i kissed sherrill todayyy!! omg. lols =xx

    wah. onli ten mins past.. hehe.. still got time =) gtg find ray lers.. take caree okaayy! SMUACCCCCkkkkssss!

    _the more you think i cant do it, the more i'll prove you wrong_` * sweetness stayss ** `` - i missyou - ;stresseddup ; so dont add on to it.

- + just [x] to be t h e / n e x t t o b e w i t h *y o u + -

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