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`__`.first - whispers


Saturday, September 11, 2004

    yohyohyohh. lolss.. =]] hehe.. taaoyans. lalalaa. ytd came back from chalet.. was kindaa tired.. lolxx. slept awhile.. den.. afta du da stupid houseworkk le. lol.. the chalet was a whoooLE LOADS of FUN!! hehe. yup, it rockks. clemmy was dere to join in.. lolss. his sucha jerKK! looll. we had our barbequeeee.. and lotssss of pictures takenn lol. hahaa.. shared the same room as hoon, kaii, jo, yihui and cherylma. lolll.. it was fun being wif these sec 2 gaals. haha.. reminds me of the times when i was in sec 2. lol.. pphew. haa. we bathe together LORHHS. lol.. haha. it was.. haha. so obscene. lol. no laa. we din exactly looked at each other. lol. and there was this BIG hole at the glass window. kaoos siaax. how to bathe lorhh. haha.. lammor. den when sleeping.. piiang. the air-con blowing directly at me siiia. and that TAN CHENG HOON keeep squeezing me. lol. kai was like.. wanna kiss the wall liiaos. lol. the alarm in da morning was like so freaakin noisy can?! PIANG. first, is yihui's phone.. some funny sound-ed alarm. lol. and not forgetting her constant message tone.. lol. and den, second, kai's alarm. PIANG. her hp was on da table.. and her volume was SOOOO loud. and it was vibrating at the same time. so you can imagine how noisy it was.. all the alarms were like. ARGH. noisy. lol. well.. we came up wif our mission and vision.. and all tat admin stuffff. lol. and we went to the B E A C H !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lols. the weather was so fine. lol the sea breeze was GREAT! hahaa. i was like so sun-tanning myself there.. i think i became dark a LITTLE. which is like, quite unnoticable. lol. shit right. den hoonie and i were sitting down near the rocks there. the sea was soooooooooo bweautiful. hahaas. both of us talked bout several stuff. wellwellwell. hahaha. hoon, it up to you le worrs. about AHEM. haha =X lols. hzz.. the beach made me think bout lotsa stuff siaaxx. especially siloso.. us being there looking at the slighted trees.. afta that we went to tbp.. den.. jp.. lol.. and.. alot of stuff. dun say le siaa. lol. so saddeningg. lol.. afta that we had our DINNER!!! hahaa.. pastamania siaax. lol. the food was delicious.. den we discussed about SeniorProm. wellwell. im in quite a.. haha.. ahem committee. the job, not so hard. not so ez de worrs. lol.. seniors, please dont blame as for planningg your prom. we were asked to de. =] lols. but we will try our bestttt to make it nice! haha. hope so. crosses fingers. den.. piiang. kai on second nite. i think she was like FREAKIN COLD. lol i touch her face arh. she like macham just came out from the freezer siaah. hehe.. lol. hahaa.. this chalet reaaalie helped us to bond alot alot alot more.. esp during the Night Trail! lol. i was holding to faisal GIGANTIC hands so tightly. lol and clemmy was happily torturing us. pouring all sorts of stuff on us. chilli.. salt.. pepper.. COLD water.. lol. but had to admit, the night trail was fun. we were BLINDFOLDED OKAY. piiangg. like total darkness.. haaiz.. can imagine how bad the people whom lostt their sight suffer. so saddd.. =[[ oh wells. afta that on the way back to school.. on bus. hahaa.. everyone sang songs. and i was like SLEEPING. aahhaha. lol =D i was TIRED okaaaay. lol. ohhyahh. we played in the pool too!! OMG so fun can?!? felt like swimming SO muchh.. but.. cannot laa. never bring swimming costume.. =[[ saddedd siia. lol. reached school.. piiang. suay la hoh. joel saw him at the canteen.. and told me.. i was like.. knn. i was buying greentea lorhs. lol. he was with his so called gay agaain. LOL. hehee.. think they were having some o level revision baahs. i was like FASTER ZHAO!!!!! hahahhaa. and off i went.. den saw 3 guys outside. waiting for.. AHEM hoh. haha. ahem, should know wat i talking about. lol. and another suay one for me.. saw him.. two at a time. piiang. i was like.. so devasted lorhhs. NVM. i REN. lol. no use getting aggitated over such crappy peoplee!

    lol. ytd night mopped the whole freaakin house.. hand DAMN pain can. whilst my DARLING brother was at his gf house.. ta ma de. den i do everything. lol.. crrap can. realised that he smsed me.. lol. i dont reaally hate him anymore laa. i just.. find him a lil.. .. .. bhb. lol. =X hehe.. smsed a lil.. hah.. finally.. we were frens. =] lols. i guessed he was working.. AGAIN. stupid siaa. can study dun wan studyy.. sure go ite in the end. den waste one year ferwad siaa. lol. im so evvil. hz.. im so sad for ray.. his so sad.. budden i dunno wat to do siaax. kinda fed up with him le sia. why let this kinda trival matters bother him? its not as if that idiots gonna do the same thing agaain. i knew he said that to her. she told me ler. when i returned from korea.. she told me everyy single lil detail. althou i chose not to question nor reprimand him.. deep down i was hurt le. my own bf askin a gurl this kinda thing.. muchmore is one of muh gweat fren. luckily she SMART arhh! lol.. but in the end made ray suffered.. wellwellwell. whose fault? that idiots fault.. i mean, not entirely laa. she oso dumb laa. go talk to him.. lol.. but now, ive long forgotten bout all this things ler. but i dun understand why ray cant man. not as if his still brooding... piiang. i dunno why guys nowadys REALLY so no backbone siaa. lol. he may not win all the time, so scared wat? i tried my best to persuade him ler. the onli thing i can tell him is, if he dosent wanna help himself, no one can. TRUE right. piiianng. lol. logical. but.. sometimes, he just dont geddit. buayy tahan. worrying over this kinda bastards threat ferwad siaa. ben dan. lol. waah. i say so much.. but nobudi understands.. lol. hahaa.. verrhy confusing hoh? got time den say the whole story.. lol. reaaly VERY long. hehe.. he asked me go out siaa. first time since then eh. lol.. but.. =[ nv go.. i expect myself to feel very uncomfortable around him. oready so long no go out together ler. summore just now gonna rain.. lol.. nxt time bahhs. need more time to pei yang. haha.. hz.. actualli i dunno whether it was wrong to scold him. but i jus nided to wake him up.. HAVE to okay. i cant stand a guy being so .. .. so.. flimsy. lol. cant stand it. realie cant. this kinda guy must scold den will wake up de. lol.. evvvvvviilllll.

    kinda unlucky these few days. lol. ytd night saw him downstairs de.. ta ma de. i walked into my bedroom to get stuff. den.. heard some people playing at the playground, which was like directly facing my room. lol. and i saw him okae. i knew it was him.. cause he was playying with these two cuuuutteeee lil puppies.. hehex. lol. he was sitting down, wearing red.. carrying his bag.. under the lamp post. his hair was so nice. lol. macham like shooting some hair advertisement siaax. lol. noo laa. just reminded me of that dayy.. when both of us were sitting there.. it was lykdat too. he was sitting under the lamp post.. and he was. phooowwww. breathtaking. haha.. den i damn funny siaa. i saw him. den i was like.. WAH KNN! haha. i dunno why.. but i dunno he heard ornot.. cause my house is onli third lvl lorhhs. lol. so i was like. shit shit shit shit shit. so i pretended to be searching thru my stuff.. lol. den i went out and off the light. haha. den i wanted to peep at him thru my mama room. WAH. SO LUCKY, he was gone. PIANG can??!?! lols. aaand just now oso, he was online de okay. den i buay tahan i nida makan ler. so i makan first. den come back, he offline. pppiang. lol. but we got talk.. a LITTLE la. ahah. lol. little niaa. taoyans. but little means alot lehs. haha. =x lol. wat crap i talking ssia. he berrrrry cutte!! omg. lols. haha.. been staying just beside each other fer ard six years ler. since primary school.. lol.. so long.. hope he dosent move house. or even myself, dont move house. move ler sure cannot see him anymore lerrr!! besides church classes la. lol. den no fun ler. lol.. sad hoh. so God, dont eveeer make both of us move house!! lols. hhee..

    so tired. wah. i din realised it was sucha longgggggg postt.. cause i sian laa. no ones home. lata nida finish hw.. den.. hehhe. mabbe going play badminton. with.. you noe who la. TAOYAN. haha. but.. mabbe onli. so sad.. =xx lol. sleepppy and hungry. lol im sucha slacker. ahbird, your secret i know ler wooors. hahahaa. dunch worraii.. i very good de. ;) lols..

    ookaaaaay. its time to be guai kia do hw ler. lol :) takecaree peopllllleee!

    smuuaaccks. .

    when i say i miss you, i think i really do . such fate is hard to come by . i dont wanna go back with you. dont want you back.
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