____ i` m + the one who wants to be with + you.



`__.[ biatch/ me& me ].

bok
love God
love biatches WOOHOO.
love to be different. (=
love indian-ish stuff
uniqueness&mystic [=
I BELIEVE
anything shweet. (=
happpy with everythingg! hehes.
& himhimhimhimhim. WOOTS.

GROOVE IT laaadees!
boo g i e *

`__.m u h HOPE-s

do well.
excel.
happiness is for me to pursue. =D
a bungalow! lol
be a music freeak
be a better person. (=
p r a i s e + G o d.

`__darlinks

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`__`.first - whispers


Tuesday, July 06, 2004

    WOW. i blogged like a few minutes ago and im blogging now again.

    i cant la. i just need to blast it man.

    mixedMIXEDmixed.

    sad? happy? confusion? neutral? compassion? empathy? sorrow? delirious?

    its owaes little things that humans said that touches me alot.

    its very sadd. realie, very, extremely. sad. somethings i just cant do it. its not my fault, it realie not is. im not tryin to deny or push the blame. but thats my own standards. and i dont enjoy having a bf at all.. i dun wanna force myself nor make you unhappy. why? you wanna know why? cause i don love you. i love no one else but God. i know a guy whom i really was looking for will come one day, but your not that HIM.

    can please stop telling me all this bullshit.. very stressful you know mah? i noe your tryin, im giving you time. i never say anything bout that RIGHT.

    its just my own natural impulse. wat you wan me TO DO?

    knn can?

    1) irritating
    2) no backbone
    3) i appreaciate but i dont receive
    4) dont have to haolian to me that other girls like you.
    4) cause i dont care at all. go with her all you wan.

    I HAVE NO. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO feelings ATTT ALLLLL. OKAY?

    WOW, damn.

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6:15 PM




    LALALLALALLAA.. muhahhahahaa.

    todae was the scariest day of muh life.. saw thebiatches in the morning while walking to schhool. and was like.. BLOCK MEE! lolss. i realie dunno how to face him.. he seemed very angry wit me.. i din realie look at him. but hoon told me he pretended not to see me.. by looking at his stupid file. dorts. hz. if we're gonna change over this.. i dun think its worth it.

    anywaes, forget bout it mann..

    talked to amos and cunping.. bout. HAHHA, relationship. amos is in a M E S S. haiyaa. like the gurl just go for her laa.. so hum. CHEY. ahhaa.. looserr. amos's not gonna get a gurl lykdat lorhhss. =Xx shh.

    hahhaa. me and ling gossiping bout SOME low-class pple. gosh, stop giving us those kinda attitude laa please. cant stand it can. i mean, PLEASE LA. WAHLAN. your just s h i t. hoon oso called, and discussed bout that matter. well, if its a misunderstanding caused by her den ask her to solve it. shes suppose to take responsibility. anywaes, that guy's so ugly. who cares? lols.

    OMG. he smsed me.. with sadd faces. hz.. i said im sorry alreadddy. wat more is there to cry bout? crying over spilled milk dosent help. talked to hoon bout it. and shes like NOT HELPING ME. LOLSSSSS. stupid biatch. damnitt.

    well. somethings i guess i gotta solve em myself.

    --------------trouble.with.llurve.just.SUCKS.
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5:37 PM




    LALALLALALLAA.. muhahhahahaa.

    todae was the scariest day of muh life.. saw thebiatches in the morning while walking to schhool. and was like.. BLOCK MEE! lolss. i realie dunno how to face him.. he seemed very angry wit me.. i din realie look at him. but hoon told me he pretended not to see me.. but looking at his stupid file. dorts. hz. if we're gonna change over this.. i dun think its worth it.

    anywaes, forget bout it mann..

    talked to amos and cunping.. bout. HAHHA, relationship. amos is in a M E S S. haiyaa. like the gurl just go for her laa.. so hum. CHEY. ahhaa.. looserr. amos's not gonna get a gurl lykdat lorhhss. =Xx shh.

    hahhaa. me and ling gossiping bout SOME low-class pple. gosh, stop giving us those kinda attitude laa please. cant stand it can. i mean, PLEASE LA. WAHLAN. your just s h i t. hoon oso called, and discussed bout that matter. well, if its a misunderstanding caused by her den ask her to solve it. shes suppose to take responsibility. anywaes, that guy's so ugly. who cares? lols.

    OMG. he smsed me.. with sadd faces. hz.. i said im sorry alreadddy. wat more is there to cry bout? crying over spilled milk dosent help. talked to hoon bout it. and shes like NOT HELPING ME. LOLSSSSS. stupid biatch. damnitt.

    well. somethings i guess i gotta solve em myself.

    --------------trouble.with.llurve.just.SUCKS.
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5:37 PM