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`__`.first - whispers


Monday, May 31, 2004

    Harlowws pepz! =]]]

    Hehees.. the past few days went fer camp.. just came back from grandma place.. wells.. hz.. never mind..

    JjC camp is.. realie memorable.. I have to admit theres a couple of cute and hot guys there.. HAHAha. But.. its not the matter of the guys.. it is the camp..

    I was in the same group as hoon.. joel.. faisal.. hahaa. Yeaa, and a couple of others from different schools.. there are REALLIE gweat pepz.. they are so caring, so helpful and our team sprit is like, WOW. Llols. I was from Family 1, and I simply love em! =]]

    DayOne – I woke up at.. 5 plus? Hahaa. Yeaa.. I was kinda excited bout the camp.. cuz I knew its gonna be lotsa fun.. yeaa. My facs were Nurul and Chean Xiu.. they are GREAT, FABULOUS, TERRIFIC, STEADY, PROFESSIONAL, EXPERIENCED, CARING leaders.. they are wonderful. Serious, I mean.. nurul.. I met her earlier cuz I went to jj for a meeting.. shes just SO sweeeeeetttttttttttt. Shes so so so damn sweet lorhss. Lolss. Chean xiu looks nerdy! But.. his realie realie realie realie a nice guy I must say ;] then.. I met my group.. they were so friendly and each of em have a special and kind personality! We sad, we sad together, we happy, we happy together, we eat, we eat together, we sleep, we sleep together.. you know, its just SO sweet. Omg. I just llurve em! Lolss. Then, we had ice breakers! LOTSA FUN! Hahaha. Realie realie damn fun.. Rachel, the camp ic.. TA MA DE, shes like super zai can? She damn steady lorh.. shes like.. OMG. Shes just, … … I got no words to describe her la realie. Lolls. Shes definitely a leader whom I look up too.. =]] aniwaes, all the leaders are realie worth looking up to.. =]] genim, jas, boon, jasmin and Xavier were at other groups.. and they were also like.. kinda enthusiastic bout their group.. =]] perfect.

    After the games, workshops and rock climbing, we had lunch! The food is simply delicious LORH. Lolss. It was catered.. not bad huh.. hahaa. =] after that, A LOT of things went on la.. we had fun, we joked, we sang songs.. we learnt dance! Omgggg! Lolss. Nas can REALIE dance.. andre looks real cool when he dance, hui tze is like SUPER chio LORH. Lolls. I partnered with nabil.. hahaaa. HIS SO CUTE! Hahahhaha. It was a couple dance.. very very fun!! There was a part of turning into his arms.. and I was like OMGG! Lolss. But his sucha gentlemen! Hahaa. Danced with faisal and joel too, simply, pure, FUN! Hahaa.

    After that we discussed our LINE night item, we did a skit, an entertaining one! Haha. Of cuz laaaa, mi and hoon wrote the script one leehs, dun play playyy. =]] muahha.. after that was bathe time! Hahahaha. Den.. courage walk. This walk, I have to say realie did a great impact on me.. apple told us the so called ghost story of the squash court. And he say until he cried.. then hoon and I was like SUPER scared lorh.. rellie very very scared.. we were suppose to walk thru this long stretch of dark path, past the squash court.. and all the.. dark places individually.. at first I was like.. WTF? Omg. Hoon and I was like so damn scared lorhhs.. then they asked whether we wan to walk in pair.. but I was thinking, some obstacles in life, you have to go thru them alone.. so I comfort hoon.. told her to pluck up our courage and walk alone.. hhee.. after regina was my turn.. I was SUPER scared.. then when walking thru the squash court heard a girl crying.. then got a lot of ghost sound arh wah laoo.. think I was like, JUST DON CARE AND WALK STRAIGHT.. must be the facs purposely scare us one.. lolss. So I looked straight and just walk and walk and walk.. in the end, I passed it!!!! Hahahha. I was soooooooo happy lorhh. I mean, at least I accomplished something.. so, pepz somethings in life, you cannot just give up without trying.. nothing is impossible.. certain things you just hafta go thru them alone.. friends may always be there for you, but your life is run in your hands.. yeayeaa. That is one of the meaningful things I learnt.. then.. after our family was done.. hahahhahahhaha.. nurul told us that, wat apple said was ALL fake.. lolss. Except for… something la. Dun wish to say.. lolss. ANIWAES, she mentioned that.. the point is.. its not whether it is fake or real.. the truth is owaes uncovered, the fact is, we have walked thru it and we passed the challenge successfully! Hahahhahaha. Wohh.. =]] yi hao was SO nice and sweet lorh, he asked me.. my slipper spoil ar.. den I say yaa. Den he say.. muz careful arh. OMG OMG OMG OMG. Lolss. His SO HOT!!!!! OmgomG! Hahhaa. Shhh =X

    After which, we went to bed.. after supper and briefing.. THEN at 1 am in the MORNING, the fire drill went off! I was like.. OMG, I woke gemin and hoon up.. lolss. Hoon was like.. SO BLUR.. then I held gemin.. cuz she cant see a thing without her contacts on.. hahahha. Lolss. Then.. A LOT of things happened laa. I think hoon mentioned it in her blog.. don wish to say la. Realie very sadd.. and scary.. but, I give joel two thumbs up! Haha. =]] that is realie a good learning point..

    DayTwo – day two is the most fun of any other days.. hahaha. Straight after breakfast we had our GAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay yay yay. We played captain ball, soccer, tug of war and relay! Hahahha. We won 3 out of 4 games.. pro huh? =pp we cheered and cheered and cheered.. until my throat wanna burst liaos. Lolss. I was like SO DAMN tired lorhhs. After that we had a short break.. then we played WATER GAMES! Haha.. and MUD, FLOUR, SOUP! Hahaha.. do you know how fun is that? I mean, it was just the funest time of my entire life.. everyone was smiling.. we were so bonded, and it was as if we were one big west 6 family.. that kinda feeling that I experienced, is once in a lifetime. Lolss. Then, BATHE time.. hahhaa. After that, LINE night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg. IT WAS FUN LIKE ANYTHING LORHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Hahha. Im serious.. it is DAMN fun LORH.. we sang as loud as we could, with our arms all around each other.. no matter girl or guy, we din care.. we were so bonded.. we danced A LOT and we were shaking man! Lolsss. The theme song was I believe I can Fly, by R. Kelly. The minute when we started singing that song, I just had this warm feeling in my heart.. how I wish time can just stay stone there. Cause.. its just so perfect.. OMG. Lolss. Our skit was.. NICE!! Hahhahaa. Of cuz la. Hahaha. Faisal was damn damn damn funny! Haha.. after that, we just keep singing and dancing.. screaming, cheering.. it was realie realie.. great la. Realie. Oh ya, not forgetting the dinner, we were served satay! Lolsss. And lotsa nice nice food. It was simply yummylicious! Hahaaa.

    After the LINE night, we had our debriefing.. eh! Chean xiu said he admire me lEHSS! Eh ehhhh. Hahahaa.. and nurul was SO damn sweet.. hahaa. It was realie a nite of joy and laughter! Just fun fun fun!

    DayThree – haiz.. thinking bout day three just makes me wanna cry.. we had our last meal together.. breakfast,, yaa. And its was nabil birthday! Hahahha. =]] so sweet right.. then we sang birthday song for him and I beat him 15 times. HAHHAHHA. Sho shioK! Hahaa. Den.. we did our area cleaning.. and games! Charmaine and Darren were our fashion models! Hahahhaha. They were gorgeous.. and jasmen was like.. OMG, gay!!!! Hahahhaha. Just fun Lorhh!!! Realie lotsa fun.. THEN, haiz.. comes the saddest, most painful part.. the E-web. Namely, emotional web.. hz.. we took a long string.. and it started with chean xiu.. he passed the string to desmond.. telling him thanks, and all the nice things.. it was SO DAMN touching.. then, desmond passed it to me! Omgg. I was like.. so touched lorhhs.. he said.. I win oso cheer, lose oso cheer.. and lotsa stuff. Dun wish to say here la. Very very touching.. hoon was like.. Aww, so sweet.. lolss. Desmond is gonna be a guy whom I realie was touched by. =]] then I passed to it nurul.. at tat time.. I realie broke down.. I just kept crying and crying I culdnt stop.. I said my thanks to her, for being SO damn patient with us, so nice, so sweet, so caring, so tolerant.. then I left the hall.. apple followed me to the washroom and comforted me.. I was realie very sad.. I din wanna leave the camp. The fun, the cheers, the smiley faces of everyone.. hz. After that.. I told myself I had to be strong.. and went back.. all the other members of family 1 said realie realie touching things to one another.. and made all of us wept and wept.. hzz. Its just so painful to part with em.. after that, we sang the IloveYou song. Everyone was like.. haiz.. so sad while singing it.. even the guys cried. And I was like.. so damn sad lorh.. hoon oso.. we just hugged and cried to one another.. hz..

    Then, we had our last dance.. it was.. the LAST dance.. but, we still danced with smiling faces =]] hehe.. yea.. and we did the chicken dance too.. very funNY! Yeaa. Not forgetting we sang My Love and Only Love.. with our arms around each other.. then andre played the Right here waiting for you song.. and I was like.. WAH LAN.. very sad lorh. =[[ realie lorh.. hz..

    By eleven, we took a group photo, and west 6 family photo.. and I hugged every member of family 1.. nurul, and chean xiu the stupid guy! And seeing him sad was, making all of us sad cause his always joking around.. hugged wei jie.. apple.. hui tze! Rachel.. and lots of other pepz.. they were realie sweet.. after that, we had our last cheer and.. hz.. it was the end..
    Nurul said she will email us the contact numbers and email address of everyone.. chean xiu said he will design a webpage for us.. see? They are just SO sweet can? Theres just this bond between us that no other can break.. realie.. im glad that at least still can stay in contact.. yeaa. Haha..

    Im still kinda sad over the camp.. still miss it A LOT.. every single minute..

    But, good things all come to an end.. memories are alwaes kept in my heart.. =]]

    So sad right.. lolss.

    AND SOME ASSHOLE. Knn.. wanna quarrel izit? I go camp ur prob? That night was so happy.. and when I saw your sms.. SPOILED MY MOOD LORH. Wateva la. Like as if I wanna noe who told you I at camp.. wats the big deal bout you? You suck big time la.

    Mervin smsed mi.. telling me bout cheeki.. well, I got nothing to say. I dun wanna care oso..

    I just care bout one thing, West 6 camp. All the songs and cheers I learn there, all the points that I have learnt.. I will always treasure it.. the people whom I met, are the nicest people I have ever seen..

    It will remain clearly in my mind..

    =]]

    *wooNA! Rena! MOOna! NaLE! WoonaRenaMoonaNelE! West 6 winnER!
    Superman man man, spiderman. Spiderman man man, batman. Who are who are who are we? We are we are we are who? We are…. West 6! You RAWk!

    Cute huh? =pp

    //hey looser, go away. I realie begin to hate you again and you caused it upon yourself.


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