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Thursday, March 18, 2004

    wellsssss, todaeeeee. is quite a ... ... i-dunno-how-to-describe day.

    went to school for a-math class, den POa class, which was an unexpected lesson.. lolss..

    after that hsien din even allow us to have lunch. wtf. aniwaes.. we had our training.. and it was horrible.. i suddenly realised how hard it was to control this people. HOW? how am i suppose to handle you all??? i realie dunno howwwww. i rather not be voted as the heads lorhh. i mean.. faisal and gem are like *poof*, suddenly disappeared from prefects. and here im, left alone again. handling all of you people. when we've fun, we have gweat fun.. but when its work, its work. i was held responsible for everyone of you all todae by the order of that STUPID SLACKER TEACHER. and i remembered so clearly that she said, Bokkie make sure you can control them. wells, i cant. yes, i failed. aniwaes, hello lorh? i din even wanna be a part of prefect for like, so long ago liaos. PLEASE LA, prefects the most give how much bonus points? but now, i've no choice.. im given this duty. i'll do it to my best.. if i can go on, i'll. but if i cant, i jolly well give up this whole thing.. wat head... wat shit laaa. its crappp. head tua meh? if realie tua then wheres the respect?

    i really do feel VERY, EXTREMELY, TO THE EXTREME remorseful for lecturing my closest friends. did you all even realise that i dun even dare to look at you all when i actually lecture you people? the most i look at is xavier, josephine, jasmin.. blah blahhs. but now, im suppose to take charge of even people who are the closest and best friends. i reallyyy cant imagine that i hafta do this to my own, true friends. im very sorry, but i have to. to keep myself, to keep everyone working well, i 've to. i dun wish any of this kinda shit prefect stuff to affect my relationship with my closest friends.. never had i had this feeling before... i nearly wanted to burst out tears.. but i noe if i do that, my reputation and image as heads would definitely be smashed. i dun wish to.. i rather portray myself as a total evil, ignorant, arrogant, idiotic, arsehole big time biatch than to breakdown in front of you people. really hope you people understand. really hope. for being a prefect, i've to accept all the insults and humiliation. im glad im able to till now, accept these stupid remarks. i mean, prefects are meant to be hated, so i dun blame those people who commented. blah.

    ANIWAES. all this shits does not matter to me anymore.. its bout my peers in prefects. sorry to have in either way, scolded you or wateva. but believe me, i do that for a reason. i mean, i think you people are mature enough. ;) i do get alot of insults to, but OH WHO GIVES A DAMN? i love the way i am. hahaaas. okok. back to the point. thanzz my dearest biatches, to understand how i've felt just now. thanzz ALOT realie. but i've to make this very very very clear, i draw a very clear line between work and personal stuff, when we're in prefects i HAVE TO [not i want to] be firm but outside, I CAN GO CRAZY WITH YOU PEOPLE! hehes. so, please please please understand this. i dont care if anyone thinks im bossy or watsoever, just wanna let you noe that i've instructions from hsien that I HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT. i've to be the bad one. im so sorry. especially my dearest sons, boon, ping, jas. my cloest sistas, ling, hoon, kai. please remember, no matter wat.. i will draw a very clear line. k? realie hope you understand my situation.

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    heheeeees, tmr gonna watch movie wit my sons and my biatches! muhaha. i scared i scream sia how?.. lols.
    taoyan laaaa jio mi watch movie. hehes.

    todae reveived a terrible sms from that arseHole. guess wat? HE WANNA FIND KEV ARH! WAH I SO F-ING SCARED SIAAAAAAA! THREATENING MI ARH? cheeey. find lorh find lorh, scared arh? go ahead.
    im right here waiting for your good news. ;)

    muahhahhahhahahhaha. i got my ALLowance. im gonna spend like siaos again. lets go biatch! and spent some money.. remember i wanna buy that brown bag? im gonna get it. WOah! =D

    getting realie tired. cause todae's suchaaa hard daaayyyyy. taoYans.

    gonna stop blogging. i love you peeps.

    ] * do i look like i give a damn? <3
    well, i dont LEH.
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9:23 PM




    OMGGGGGgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

    can you imagine how bastard you are? if you wanna find kev, go ahead man! i dun give a damn. like as if you're some big shot arseHole.

    I think i had enough liao lorhs.

    and dun blame mi for doing that lorhs hello? cause you were the one who did it to me. i just wanna let you experience the 'S.W.E.E.T' feeling.

    you are nothing but a bastard. wanna find him arh? FIND LORHs. im not stopping you. just f-ing stop bothering mi CANNNNN? kaoz eh. you're just super bhB lorhhs.

    im glad i taught you that lesson. so now im done with you, please back off will you? damn you.
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