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`__`.first - whispers


Monday, January 10, 2005

    HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS.
    NEVER LET ME GO.
    I WANNA SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU.
    NOW THAT YOU'RE NEAR,
    EVERYTHING'S SO DIFFERENT.
    I KNOW IM NOT THE SAME.
    MY LIFE IS CHANGED.
    I WANNA BE WITH YOU,
    i wanna be with you. (:

    WEE!! people..!! this is my last postt. sobsob. i will miss my blog.. =((((( sad ssiiia lol.

    ohwell.. just fiinished my tuition. MY BRAIN IS EXPLODING. trust me, it was about to explode.. hahaa. i was haviin this damn headache. OHMANNn.. heh.

    wenttaa church on saturdayy. the service was GREAT mann.. they sang two hillsongs.. supaa nice.. weee! loll. im gonnaa join chilldren ministry!!!!!! i love them!! lol. thot of buying a hillsong album.. but.. $$ sia. lol. =Xxx

    ytdd wentta st.joseph. to clear up some stuff.. wellwellwell. im gonnaaa miss st.joseph.. =)) the wonderful peoplllee there. weeee.. you rooock.

    aftta that wentaa meet jinsheng ferr lunch.. HAHaa. LAMOORR LAAA HE!!! lol. his so frickin lame.. and funny.. lol. crazzzyy. i wanted to borrow book from library.. den.. stupidd! the machine was like, YOU'VE GOT OUTSTANDING TRANSACTIONS. hahaa. i was likee.. arghh. so i asked jinsheng to lend me his.. and.. he oso have fines. WAHHLAOOO. lol =Xx idioticc sia. den.. no choice lorhh. never borrow.. go makan makan.. den go buy present for nadia! today her bdaee!!! CUTTIIEEE girl! lol =Xx haha.. den we just talk talkkk.. lol. funnyy guy..

    im sorryy for scolding you.. i dun wanna hate you. realiee.. but whenever you keep buaya-ing to me.. i REALIE BUAY TAHAN SIA!!!! until now, until today.. 10/01/05. you ACTUALI think that I, CHERYL BOK HUI FANG still have feelings for you? bhb.. BHB!!! you told me 'nothing is impossible' for 3 times. THREEtimes. i KNOW, nothing is impossible.. but it dosent work in our situation.. you keep saying sorry. sorry. sorry. SORRY. yes, i noe. sorry.. i forgiven you already. but forgiving you dosent mean i nida patch with you, right? okay, if i realie do love you now.. i would've already been soft-hearted and patch with you.. BUT, the fact is i DONT. i WONT. i WILL NEVER. dont you see the logic? oHMAN. im sorrry i got so pissed at you. but.. you're reaalie irritating me like SIAO. even jinsheng said you're desperate.. even peopple in MY class.. thinks that you're some.. failure.. i oso dun like them to say that. but.. can you please wake up?! or you wan people to keep discriminating you? your mum is frickin GOOD la okay. and youu're not even giving the proper respect to her.. wakeUP.. WAKEUP?!?! do anyone know how to wake him up?!?! i scold until i... wah laooooooooooooooo EH.

    ANYYYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. im not in the position to judge how fillial he is ornot, but.. one thing i am very sure of, never ever will we EVER patch.

    i've better things to do.. than to quarrel with you.. i never reply.. you keep smsing.. i reply.. you ASK ME SAME QUESTION.. WAHHHPIIANGGGG!!!! irritating can? even amos oso not so irritating. lol.

    watevaaaaaaaaaaaaa. im gonna change number liaos anywayy.. so. forget it.
    ___________________________________________________________________

    people, love you so muchh.. =D hehee. live life to da fullest.. all the best to you peoopplee! frensOwaes!

    i'll continue to dwell in God, and praying for all of you here! wee! tkcare!
    biatches regins! =D muackkks.

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6:46 PM


Saturday, January 08, 2005

    hiiiiii :)

    well.. closing my blog soon.. tmr i guess. =D no choicee.. gottaa prevent myself from coming onlinee.. need to brush up my work. hais. sad right? lol..

    so much can happen within one night.. ONE night. so much.. all the commotions.. the crying.. the emotional breakdowns.. the anger.. the agony.. the agitation.. the sadness.. the stress.. i realie wonderr how can all this happen.. slowly one by one.. they just cry.. wat is this? its onlii the first day.. and there they are giving up.. me tryin so hard to perk the sec1s up by teaching them songs.. and there the facs are, crying, complaining.. im NOT even suppose to take the fricking mike.. but i took it. jasmin was sooo busy. joel too. yihui too.. but, who even cared to do something to occupy the sec1s? they were just sitting down listlessly.. haiis. ask you all to cheer, den give me restless cheers. youu people gotta learn.. realie. its suchaa difficult batch.. but, a VERY strong batch. VERY strong. it has to keep goingg.. and why give up when you haven even succeed? hope today is gonnaa be a better day for them.. realie realie praying for them.. see them like tat.. realie headache sia. BIG headache..

    his a guy we all are concerned about.. realie concern. but time and time agaain you let us down.. disappoint us.. dont think we dunno wats going on, we know. and you caused this problem.. and we're bearing the consequences.. he gave me the stupidd job, together with hoon, kel and ping. you think we like that? i tell you, i hate it. whenever i noe i've to LIE.. i hate it. i've to lie not onli for you.. i've to lie for so many people to cover up for all the faults you've done. but you took it for granted.. and yesterday night. FINALLY. it happened.. and you learnt your lesson.. i've no options.. my emotions just rundown. and i just burst into tears.. whenever i think on how close we were before.. and how MUCH you've changed now.. not onli YOU.. but you influenced the others too.. who were the BEST leaders of our school. we've lost them.. now i've to chair the DAMN stupid committee.. i blame you, i realie do. it hurts me to blame you.. it hurts so much.. but.. you caused it. it was you. wat you said, you never meant it. you promised me HOW many times you'll change.. even in camp.. you cried infront of all of us.. i realie thought that FINALLY you wake up and is willing to change.. but.. no.. your attitude is still the same.. you owaes break your promises..

    yesterday night.. is gonna be the last time you promise me.. and please fulfill it.. its very hard to lie you know that? one here and one there.. den one dun wan.. den one wan.. WAT YOU WAN ME TO DO?!?! put me in sucha difficult spot.. wateva teachers scold, or reprimand.. just tolerate la. tolerate awhile will die arh?

    but.. at least.. wat you did and say last night.. realie made me glad.. i hope this time it is for real.. and you'll fulfill it. everyone witnessed it.. hoon.. kai.. boon.. ms yeo.. everyone. sng even said zero communication with you.. when i heard that. i was like.. WAT THE? not onli me.. everyone is stressed over your matter.

    you caused it, you end it. this time, im gonna believe you. and hope you wont let all of us down. 'll be praying for you. (:

    MUAHAHHAA.. actuuali. wat happened ytd.. was good la. in a way laa.. at least.. things are getting better now.. =D hoon, dun brood over it. kai, dun feel guilty for it. DONT worry, things will get better.. cause im praying for it. i trust God.

    llaaa. later going to churchh!! lol. but got course firstt.. siiiiiiiiiaaaaaaannnnzzz.

    heheeee.. ohhweeeelll. wat has happened, has happened.. i've to come up with the frickin proposal.. and make sure 5 of them change. HOW LAME IS THAT?!?! lol. im not even their nai ma lorhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =X heh.

    seeyaaaaa peopleee! =D wee.

    __* im willing to sacrifice.
    ][/fulfillmine, Lord.

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10:28 AM


Friday, January 07, 2005

    WOOOHOOO

    its fridayyy

    ITS FRIDAYYYYY

    FRIIIIDAYYYYYYYYYYY! lol
    lol lol. been looking forward to this dayy!! ohman. lol. =X =X =X =X =X =X =X sat!! tmr is SAT!! go church!! haiya. but bfore that still got course. BLEAHHHHH. lol. NVMM!!! can go church good liaoooooooo. heh heh

    ytd wentaa meet my mama at orchard.. i REALIEEE buay tahan.. must distress. lol. wenttaa far east. shoppingg. lol. tats the onli method. spent 104bucks. WAHH *__* i oso din noe we spent so muchh. lol.. the clothes nice mah. =X hehe. so now feeling muchhhhhhh betterrr.

    and he called me! lol. ytd night.. but.. sad sia. was just BESIDE my mum.. ver difficult to talk.. so he gave me miss call. =( hehe. lol.. but nvmm.. got sms a lil. hehe. =XXxx haaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiyayayayaaaa. his stressed up. everyone is SOO stressed.. nat oso. sad hoh? must go powerhouse liaoo.. lol.

    going to campsite nowww.. ITS FRIDAYY!! a day to RELLAXX. lol. wait until sat&sun den do the STUPIDD HOMEWORK. how many i have arh. let me see.. 5? wateva. who cares. its FRIDAY!! lol.

    SEEEEEEYYAAA PEOPLEEEEE!!
    everlastingLOVE
    % im glad you understand. *
    %% Man does not live by bread alone, but by every Word that proceeds from the mouth of God.
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6:17 PM


Thursday, January 06, 2005

    heyheyyyyy..

    simply tiredd.. very very very tired.. lessons until 330 agaaain. when everyone goes back at 2.. and there you are in class until 330.. wahhh. heart pain man.. hahaa. lol.. no choice.. nida sacrifice.. ARGHHHHH!! REN!!!!!! lol.

    i dun haf much time left until the o's. if my math's aint gonnaa improve.. im D E A D. stresseddddd siaaaaaa. first week super stress liao.. haais. realie realie tired. as in.. realie tired lorh.. not that kinda sleepy tired.. it feels like your soul is dehydrating. hahaa.. am i exaggerating? but.. its realie THAT tiring as i described.. lol. not onli me.. everyone is tired.. sad sia.. =(

    luckily today thursday LIAO!!! hahaaaa.. tmmrr fri. den sat!!! lol. go city harvest.. its the best place to find peace.. everytime.. no matter how tired i am.. go there.. step inside.. den not tired liaos.. hahaa.. =X this one not exaggerating.. is real one.. hahaa.. lol.

    lessons were alrite.. just that.. realie tired lorh.. hahaa. how many times 've i repeated that? lol.

    ytd wenta sec1 orientation camp's campsite. FRICKIN NICE CAAN?!?!?!?!?!? like chalet like that lorh pleaseeee. so NICE.. idiottic. lol.. and.. the camp is verrryy well-planned. :) the sec1s veryyy CUUTTE!!! hahaaa. =X went with jas.. ping.. boon.. amos.. hoon.. kel.. guang.. cheng and some others. hahaaa.. boon was.. lol.. cant stand him. weiguang was like.. hahahaa.. =X please lorh. even weiguang was laughing at him.. how can i dun find him funny? hahaa.. boon's a retard!!! hahaaa.. =X lol.

    i think i've had enough of you.. realie enough. if you realie wanna show attitude.. go somewhere else.. you asked me that and expect me to say OKAY to you?! how? how you tell me..? the chance was not cherished.. and once over, never agaain. everytime you say or do something wrong, you say sorry to me.. say you will change.. keep apologizing.. but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. time and time again i keep saying.. never mind, forget it. and NOW, i realie mean it, never mind, FORGET IT. not gonna care. anyway.. 've owaes taken you as a fren.. so.. blah.

    the more you say those things.. the more i find you.. .. .. got no words to describe.. you actualli think that I FORCED myself to forget you? ohman.. faith? wat right do you've to talk about faith? or even fate? ask you wat ya wanna do after o's. you give me CRAP answerr.. with so much stress now.. and you coming into pestering me AGAIN. dun blame me if i blow up at youu..

    tiredd.

    tiredddd.

    &

    tired.

    after saturday's service.. things will be better.. :) FASTERRR COME LAAA SATURDAAAAYYYYYYYYY. bleahs. :X
    gonna pray.. gonna go powerhouse and pray.. i need the strength from God. realie need it.. tkcareee people!! =DDD muacks.

    ____________ theres still a road. that i've to finish. [ i will ]
    < < ` YOURE THE REASON I LIVE __ *

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5:04 PM


Monday, January 03, 2005

    IM SUPER TIRED

    - woke up at 545. it was RAINING. cold like crazy..
    - reached school at 645. still COLD.
    - my class is first level!! ahahhahaha. =X song. no need to climb stairs liaoo.
    - mdm howe R O C K s !
    - mr wee is supa troublesome.. ohman. lol but is a good teacher laa.
    - same cheena class as boonhoe. hahaa.. lAAMORR.
    - viewed the cca booths.. fwaah. not bad siiiiiaaaa.. ahhaa.
    - had lessons until 0330. like is like SUPER TIRING. NOW MY TIMETABLE REALIE IS BAD. everything is so cramped up.
    - from wednesday onwards, school starts at 8am!! haahhaha. frickiin HAPPPPPYY!! weeee. and his school starts at 815. still can meet him.. at least. hahaaa.. =X
    - have ALOT of things to do.. classADMIn. prefects' havin a NEW system.. which is equals to.. MORE WORK. i've to like frickin retype the whole thingg.. and the stupppid minutes. and the new system takes up so much of our time?!? like. ERHHH. argh. hopfully can STEP DOWNN!!! argh.
    - saw chonghoe&cunlai. seehh.. they go jc sia!! lol. so coollllll.. i must get in i must get in i must get in. argh.
    - studying time noww.. no time to play. have to do well.

    HAVE TO.

    tataa seeYA peeeople.

    [ him: i will be there. ]
    [ her: i will be there, too. ]
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7:04 PM


Sunday, January 02, 2005

    ohman. why am i bloggin so many times today? lol.. awwman. suffering from a stomachache now. sadded. lol..

    actualli on the day when i dreamt of you.. alrady felt it.. ytd.. was OBVIOUS wat we were trying to do.. SO OBVIOUS. i din expect an sms from youu.. but.. hahaa.. you sent me a weird sms. and.. true, i understand. even if he din talked about it.. i can sense it myself.. i may not noe why she had asked you bout that.. im glad you told her.. and im glad i can sense it from him too. it is something we've to heed. we HAVE to. and of cause.. i understand his thoughts. well. its the devil's temptation.. im so glad God warned me in time.. im so glad you understand.. you're the most understanding, most caring, most thoughtful, sweeetest, truthful person i've EVER met. IM SO GLAD. =D both of us, din noe that it was devil's work. we almost fall into it.. ALMOST. im real glad you smsed me.. and we both understood each other.. maybe we could wait till we're older. cause wat i need now, is only God&revival. =)

    reaalie hope you're reading this.. cause no one else can understand wat im talking about except for you..

    hey people, theres a fruit called jumbo which taste fricking nice.. EAT IT! lol.


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7:22 PM




    ARRHH!! and of cause.. i forgot to say thanks to..

    hoon. muacks. i love you girl.. throughout this year so much has happened.. and you've owaes been there.. hahaa.. althou you SUPER evil.. but.. you're still nice laa. =D hehe.. you've realie grown up my dearr.. thru all the endless difficulties.. you still stand strong.. and im glad you are still going strong.. dun forget wat i told you.. take good care of your health okay? study hard, remember, STUDY HARD! i love youuuuuu. [althou this is a SUPEr short message, but i think we've a understanding.. haha. telepathy. =D ]

    rene. ohmann.. hahaa.. so long no see you lerr.. this hols you keep working&working.. haiyyoo. lata you spoil your health arh.. lol. known you ferr so lonnngg ler.. luckily we're still frens.. althou now we not with huiteng they all ler.. but the frenship we've still maintained.. thanks for being a LAMMERRRR with me.. hahaa.. and all the $$ i owe you.. hahaa. i will slowly pay back de.. thanks for helping me with my chinese.. if it wasnt for your constant blabbering of CHINESE.. i wouldnt have improved.. =D muacks!! loveeYYA!!!! single life ROCKS. rememberr! OHYA.. haha.. and whenever you see him, must SMILE. and BE NICE. =X hahaa.. OXYGEN. lol. his in the past ler.. so you dont need hate him ler laaa. muuacks. you should noe.. =D -common understanding- lol.

    ling. =DDD my dearrr girl.. sorry.. owaes never turn up at bball court.. 've been realie busy these weeks.. or should i say these TWO WHOLE months?! lol.. realie miss playing bball with you all.. but.. i've to put God first. =D known you for sooo long lerr.. you're just like hoon.. grown up ler.. hahaa. why do i sound like a mum? =X well.. dun think so much.. every single problem you told me, i still remember.. no one is alone in this world. no one is useless in this world.. is whether you wanna make yourself worth living on earth.. im owaes praying for all of you. :) so dun ever give up! dun ever ever give up! tkcare of your health.. esp your stomach worr! hehee.. studyyhardhard okayy. JIAyou! i looVE YOU!

    kai. kaikaikai.. cutie. hahaa.. sorry for pinching your face all the time.. muuacks. sorry for not going to the countdown.. realie am sorry. wasnt feeling well that day.. so din wanna squeeze in the crowd.. =D but i know you enjoyed yourself.. right? hahaa.. got SYLVESTER WAT!! lol. well.. i noe you've been thru so much.. and.. i noe you get realie fustrated and tired at times.. but.. kaii.. dun ever ever give up.. i noe, your dad is intolerable.. he is frickkin irriating.. and being so unreasonable. but, your dad, is still your dad.. tolerate. tolerate. tolerate. learn to forgive.. dun hate.. dun ever hate.. i noe you are pricked badly by the needle, and the wound is there.. but, wounds will heal. right? have you ever seen a wound not healing? so wat if theres a scar? if you just overlook the scar, it will be completely healed. it depends on you. its all you, you and you.. owaes, relax.. and think. pray. pray hard.. God has answered SO MANY of my prayers, i believe he will answer yours too.. all these you're going thru, are obstacles on life.. God created you. he KNOWS what will happen in your life. but why isnt he making your life filled with happiness? cause he wants you to overcome the wall infront of you instead of just staring at it.. he wants you to CLIMB over the wall, on your own.. pray. pray FAITHFULLY. dearest girl, you're a christian too.. i noe you get wat i mean. dun focus on the problem, focus on God. dun face the problem, face God. cause he has a wonderful plan for you.. ups and downs in life, you've to overcome them.. seek and ye shall find, knock and he shall open, ask and you shall receive. =D im definitely still praying for you.. so if im not giving up, the more you shouldnt give up.. althou im not as close as hui like is to you, but i noe.. you're hurt, deep down. get over the hurt, lead life to the fullest! 2005! its a NEW year! make it the BEST! okay? tolerate, pray, believe that ONE day, God will reaveal his wonderful plan for you. dun hate him, anymore. =D muackks!!!!! and you still got US! this year o-lvl. study hard girl! STUDY HARD! hope you'll get wat i mean.. from the deepest depth of my heart, i love you. =D so does God.

    hui. huihuihui! lol chioBU! lol. =)) darling girl. take good care of yourself lehh.. you hoh. owaes climb there climb here.. like monkey siaa!! lol. =X remember wor.. to study hard.. known you for 3 years ler.. althou onli last year i got to REALIE noe you.. but, you are one girl that i reallie love! =D you are SO frickkin CUTE! hahaaa.. =X lol. you're still 'pure'. so remain 'pure'. its the best to be 'pure'. hahaa.. i think you understand wat i mean. =D take good care of urself.. EAT MORE ARHH!! so skinny!!!!! lol.. i noe you love dancing, go pursue your dream. realiee. if you've to go La Salle, go! your passion towards dancing is so strong.. its a gift from God! he gave you this talent.. right? work towards your dream wooorr.. muackks. your reaalie a great girl. realie, you are great. continue to be CUTE! and BUBBLY! muuackS! i LLOVE YOUU!!.. God bless you.

    miao. MIAOO! my hugging partner.. heheee. muacks.. you're so frickiin cute can?! lol. ANYWAYS. hehee.. you and my erzi very long lerr HOH. realie hope you two will last long woor.. haha.. but remember wor, dun neglect your studies.. erzi oso.. tell him to study hard!! your chemistry worh.. must improve!! hahaa.. i may not talk or meet you often.. but.. please know that you're not forgotten.. and is owaes there in my heart.. whenever i pray, i owaes pray for your safety.. hahaa.. i dunno why also. =X lol.. wells, i hope you enjoyed yourself in indoor stadium.. so glad you came!! and received salvation! lol. realie hope you'll still come.. and.. tkcare okay? STUDYY HARRDD!! jiaYOUUUU! i LLLOVVEE youu! hehe.

    sherrill&yihui. sadded. they got no blogs.. will write a note to them.. =DD girls thanks so much for all.. realie. the bond, the trust, the understanding is there.. althou we dont meet.. there is STILL this.. bond. haha.. i dunno why. althou this hols i haven seen much of you all.. i'll think bout you all before i sleep.. HAHa. dun worri. im not a LESBIAN. [or am i?! lol.] =X but, realie. thanks alot.. for all the joys you all given me.. you all gave me the groove.. to be happy. =D i was very hurt in the past.. by alot of things. but afta knowing you girls, my life's great, just great. realie. muacks. LOVEE YOU ALL!

    thanks clemmy, for being there. althou i've been busy.. you're still in my prayers.. =D [you noe wat i mean]

    and everyone else, hahaa.. you are sooooo CUTE!! lol. i dunno why.. but i realise all my frens are SOO CUTE!! lol.. =X continue to be cute! and stay happy.. live life to the fullest. God bless!

    thank my church too.. AND EVERYONE THERE! nat.. jinsheng.. shenghong.. sebas.. peishan.. &everyone! made my life so AWESOME! esp children church.. the kids were SOO CUTTE!! althou i was like damn tired larh. after taking care of them.. but. ahaa. they're CUTE!

    and. the one most important perrrrsonnnnnn isssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. hahaa.. someone. i'll talk to him myself..

    hmm.. may be closing my blog soon.. cause.. blahblahblah. sooooooo.. MUAHHAa. =X lol. i still love you peeeople la. dun cry okay. loveyaa.




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1:49 PM




    2005.

    it will be the best year. (:

    haPPYNEWYEARR everyone! lol.

    weee.. friday was fun. saturday was MORE FUN. lol =X celebrated newyear with nat.. jinsheng and shenghong.. wasnt feeling very well that day.. so.. din go countdown. =( BUT. celebrating with them oso veryyy funnnn.. hahaa.. they're so cute! lol.

    so much has happened.. haha.. why am i saying that all the time? cause.. realie so much has happened.. =)) so much.

    schools REOPENING!!!! WEE!! lol. i love school. im a guai kia.

    anyway. 2005 is gonna rock.. LOVEya people!


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1:30 PM


Thursday, December 30, 2004

    HI!! ohman.

    lol haven blogged in a looonnggggg time.. ohwell. hahaaa..

    christmas was great. it was great&great&great. i celebrated christmas eve wibb my cell group.. and. hahaa.. everyone was sooooo cute.. lol. but.. alot of things happened thou.. got good things.. got bad things.. wahahaa.. so much has happened.. so so so much.. cant type out here la.. lol.. its like so much stuff.. lol..

    wee.. hope my girls like the presents.. althou its simple.. =D

    you giving me attitude? wasnt like i dun wanna reply you orwat.. its like my BATT LOW LOR. wah piiang. esplanade? hahaa.. you ordered me to go esplanade? wateva. you're not my bf.. so i dun see the NEED.

    ARGH!!! lol. i m SO pissed at him.. i cant stand his lies. i realie cant stand it.. so NOW you admit that you're a flirt? FINALLY. deep down.. im realie feeling bad to say all those bad things to you.. but.. if i dun say them.. you'll never learn your lessons.. PATCH IS NOT IN MY DICTIONARYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.. just go away with your results. and just go.. forever and EVER.

    ___________________________________________________________________

    talked to him ytd.. hahaa. chatted about everythingg.. for 3 hrs.. ohman. lol.. funny guy.. 2004 is ending.. ohman. this is the BEST year i've ever had. :)

    so much things 've happened.. but.. it happened for a reason.. of cause.. my biatches. are the wonderful people i've ever met this year.. and, city harvest. i joined this fabulous place this year.. and i'll never regret it.. being with the cell group members.. is.. realie a blessing. they're so nice.. so caring.. and.. ohman. they realie made me cry.. lol. i was so touched that day.. during christmas eve.. they were so sweettt.. i'll never never forget tat night. =)

    althouu this year is kinda annoying thou.. due to some.. people. hahaa.. but.. forget it. his goingg to graduate FINALLY anyway.. so.. =) haha. im so evil.. this year's great oso.. cause.. so many misunderstandings were cleared.. hahaa.. esp with cin.. and of cause.. misunderstandings with him.. its all OVER!!! ahhaaa. thinkinn about it makes me glad. =D

    and.. i'll continue living in the presence of God.. and being with my darlings..

    im kindaa sad.. over the tsunami incident. =( bringing some aid.. and some unwanted clothes to marina bay later.. to donate to those people.. they realie very very poor thingg. no house to stay.. no food.. and 70000 over people dead.. =(( sadd sia. people, donate your unwanted clothes or canned food!! to red cross.. or marina bay.. they realie need aid.. =D praying for them.

    im so glad my girls received salvation.. my mum too. =D I LOVE GOD!

    so many great things 've happened.. and.. its all from God. He takes care of me.
    my life is so sweet.
    i cant stand it.

    =D

    so many many things to say.. but.. hahaa. im frickin lazy. going to kallang soon.. for my shoot!.. wee!! lol. friday is new yearr eve. goonnaa celebrate.. goo see kaii they all dance. lol.. with my cg.. =D =D =D

    WEE!!!!! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!! =D

    *_____ why are you so nice? why why why?
    _____* sweet. sweet. sweet.


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